About Us 1 & 2

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Evgen again closed the door to his room, he was sitting limp on his bed.

Still distrusted by the conversation between Sean and Rezi earlier.

"If Rezi's brother isn't my brother, so I'm the real firstborn?" ask Evgen himself.

"Keep, I mean Mama and Papa are hiding this all what?" Evgen scrambled his own hair, he was still confused by this reality.

Evgen laid down his body, closing both of his eyes. I wish that this was just a dream.

However, he still could not believe that Rezi, the brother he was most proud of and cherished all this time, was not of the same blood.

"No, this is impossible. There's no way Rezi's brother isn't my brother. That's not possible." Evgen got up from his bed and opened the balcony door of his room. Breathing very heavy air for him to breathe.

"Oma, Opa, they love Rezi very much. It's impossible if Rezi's brother is only an adopted child, it's impossible, certainly not possible," Evgen assures himself.

Evgen scrambled his hair and clucked in annoyance. He was agitated to think about this reality.

Evgen threw his gaze at the window of his room. He watched every inch of his face.

Evgen touched the skin of his cheek, now he began to know the answer.

"Yes, from the look of the face, the nature, the talent and everything in me is a derivative of Mama and Papa. And then Brother Rezi? She, she is so different from Mama and Papa, she is so soft and warm. Brother Rezi is soothing and very reassuring, where maybe my brother Rezi is like this. Our attitude is very much different, even Niki is not like Rezi's sister."

Evgen cupped his hands on his forehead and rubbed his face violently. He still couldn't accept that he and Rezi were not brothers.

***

Evgen noticed Rezi's hand washing his car. Whistling happily while soaking the hood of his silver car.

Meanwhile, Evgen could not take his eyes off the sturdy man.

"Sister," call Evgen soft.

"Hem," replied Rezi still busy himself.

"Are you the same as me and Niki?" ask Evgen softly.

"What the hell are you talking about Dek? You two are Brother's sister, which may not be your dear brother," replied Rezi flatly.

"Sister, if you had to choose me over your future wife. Who would you prefer?"

"Well, she meant?" rezi asked confusedly.

"If the girl we took was Shenina, could it be that Big Brother would let Shenina go for me?"

Rezi smiled and washed his hands, he walked up to Evgen who was sitting on the lip of the balcony floor.

"Daddy, what exactly is this? You still don't believe in Brother?" ask Rezi gently.

"Don't believe Sis, I'm just asking, '" Evgen replied coldly.

"So what do you mean by this, Dek?"

Rezi smiled and shook his head. He was funny when he heard Evgen's question like this. I don't know where she got the news that she and Shenina are dating, but this is all a ridiculous misunderstanding.

"Sir, are you still thinking about Shenina? Kan Sis has said from the beginning, Brother and Shenina it was never a relationship," Rezi explained once again.

"So don't know, Big Brother should have explained all of this from the beginning. Brother apologizes to Dek, because from the beginning Brother never explained anything to you. Because of Brother's mistake, you and Shenina ended up like this now" Rezi said softly.

Rezi let out a sigh, he looked back at Evgen's face which gave no expression at all.

"But, from the beginning Brother never deketi Shenina, Dek. Because from the beginning what Big Brother was after was Neha, only she, the only one. Sorry Brother yes, Deck. You're not trying to be a good brother to you."

"Why is my brother apologizing? From the beginning it was not wrong, why Sis? From the old days Brother always gave up on me, no matter I was wrong or I was right, Brother always said sorry first. Does Brother have the least self-respect?" ask Evgen ketus.

"Self-worth?" Rezi smiled and shook his head.

"What in a sibling relationship is self-esteem necessary? You are the most beloved sister. Let alone talk about self-esteem, even your life is willing to give to you," said Rezi softly.

Evgen looked at Rezi with a puddle of water from both of his eyeballs. Although Rezi did not know the meaning of the question at this time. But he knew very well, if what Rezi said was really sincere from his heart.

Evgen held his breath, he almost cried when he heard the sincerity spoken by his sister.

"Why? If I had asked Neha to be my girlfriend, would she have given me Neha's sister?" ask Evgen softly.

"Sir, whatever you want from Big Brother will definitely give you. But don't take Neha's sister. Because Brother Neha is more precious than your own life," Rezi pinta melas.

Evgen looked back at Rezi's face, this man was indeed too gentle and too kind. Even the treasure he considered most precious still had to beg the pity of others to defend it.

"Who wants to be the same girl as Neha? I don't like girls that are too pretty. Brother just take him, I don't want to be with him" Evgen said.

Evgen got up from his seat and walked into his room. Evgen closed the door of his room and shed his tears.

"Why Brother? Why should we not be blood? Why should Brother? Why should you be a brother who is not part of this family?" evgen said bitterly.

Evgen pulled his blanket and dragged it roughly down. Scrambling his bed because of his own wrath.

"Why? I need to know this reality? Why God? Why don't you just hide this harsh reality? I can't help it, I'm not willing to admit that Rezi's sister isn't the same sister from the womb as Mama!"

Evgen scrambled his hair, he was shuffling in the corner of his room. Trying to turn away this harsh reality.

Evgen clenched his hands together, pounding the ceramic floor of his room in annoyance.

Wh why? Why does his heart feel so pain when this reality opens up. Why does he feel so desperate when he finds out that Rezi is not his sister.

"Why Brother? Even when you want to get married, I'm very afraid of losing my brother. I'm afraid that Brother no longer cares and cares about me. Butwhy? Why is this fact even more bitter, why am I so afraid of losing Brother? Why Sis? Why is it only Big Brother that I trust the most in this world, but Big Brother is also the one who can betray me the most, Big Brother who can hurt me the most. I can't take you, brother, I can't take it if we're not brothers!"

Evgen again punched his fist. Hoping that the pain could move to the fingers of his injured hand.

"I can't take it! I can't accept that our relationship isn't a brother, sister!"

Evgen clenched his legs and spilled all the weight of his heart. Why should his eyes be open at this moment? Why does the world often display this harsh reality.

The world has its own laws. It will show you everything that is most frightening in this life. As a punishment for a soul that is too weak to stand.