A Poem To Dila

A Poem To Dila
Eye gazes



Today is my third day at high school. I had just entered my room again sitting in my seat and chatting with Ian who had indeed come earlier than me. Windi suddenly came to my class.


“Den called Tuh star, in the toilet he shouted call you.”


“Apaan the boy.”


I also walked to the school toilet which was not too far from my class, when I heard the voice of the Star calling my name.


“Den...” Shouting Stars.


“What, what, what? Early in the morning you had a fuss in the bathroom.” I said while shouting too.


“Den how to cebok in wc sit how oi?”


“This is if you no longer ngejokes not funny?”


“About ******.”


“Well you're a fool, look for ***** napa?”


“Udah not strong earlier, already gc?”


“Thank you item butt bit, tuh indoor water closet, lu cebok pake tuh air.”


“There is still a cave?”


I laughed at the words of the Stars while trying to leave the Stars.


“Where is Den?”


“Cave to canteen ah not clear you dog.”


“GUA SO TAU LU YAH DEN.” Say the stars with a loud tone.


I immediately returned to the words of the Star. “TUH LEFT OF YOU THERE IS A HOSE, CEBOK ALREADY USE IT LU.”


“Oh how to go?” When he asked back.


“SEMPROT TO FACE.”


“Funny you are so loh?”


“Goblok emang lu.”


Before long the Star came out of the toilet with a very cheerful and calm face because of the burden that he had just carried out, I saw with a disgusted face the face of the Star who smiled at me.


“Gak Clear bet you people.”


“Will in the cave house wc squat all, where tau cave cebok in wc sit.”


“Mata tuh use to find a video tutorial cebok at wc sit, do not make a movie bokep aja.”


“Si dog.”


I walked away from the Star that was still in front of the toilet.


“Lu where to go?”


“Kekantin cave laper, haven't breakfast cave from morning, you want to come?”


“Kagak join the cave, still early in the morning 'had taken kekantin aja lu.”


“You should join ege, you just finished empty boker stomach.”


“Kagak no, you alone to the canteen, the cave back to class aja.” Said the Star while leaving me alone and heading towards her class.


I also went alone to the cafeteria because the Bintang did not want to accept my invitation and once in the cafeteria I immediately approached the canteen mother who was preparing food for other students.


“Morning bu.” I said with a smile and immediately ate the fried food in front of me.


The cafeteria mother who saw me immediately smiled at me. “Oh you again.”


“Ya I have bu.” I said while chewing the fried food I had taken. “Bu Deni pesen chicken noodles yes one.”


“Eh that debt yesterday to be paid when?” The cafeteria mother alluded to my debt when yesterday eating in the cafeteria.


I whispered to the canteen Mother. “Eh mother do not fast talk later to the same horrors others.”


The canteen mom laughed. “Hahaha yes, kirain doang people who have shame?”


“Well if not people what bu?”


“Jin.” says canteen mom while laughing.


“Means that Deni Jin does not have to pay ya ma'am, it's translucent.”


“Eh if it's out of scenario, so have to pay.” Said the cafeteria mother while preparing the food I ordered. “This is the food, there go there mom again busy.” said the canteen mother while giving the food I ordered and drove me from her place.


“Eh the mother is very good to help the road.” I said as I walked out of the canteen.


I walked to the dining table under the tree. Suddenly, my gaze was fixed on Dila who was carrying her food who was about to sit alone at the dining table. Without hesitation, I immediately called out his name.


“Dila..”.


Dila turned her face and saw me sitting alone. He approached me with a confused expression. “You alone?”


I tried to smile at him. “No, we're both here.”


Dila is getting confused. “Both? Who is the same?”


I pointed towards Dila and myself as I explained, “Bdouble, I mean me and you.”


Dila smiled slightly and ended up sitting at the same table as me.


“You tumben early in the morning already to the canteen, where alone again, not afraid anyone kidnap what?” I said as I watched Dila who had just sat down.


Dila laughed a little. “Hehehe. Won't be the one who wants to kidnap me anyway I'm strong.” He raised his hand as a sign of his strength. “Ya this morning I did not miss breakfast afraid late, you yourself tumben alone not the same gang GGS?”


“Geng GGS?” I asked Dila while frowning.


Dila laughs little.”Ehehe. Yes said the Windi same Desi the three of you are GGS, handsome sonplak.”


I laughed when I heard Dila's words. “Wah it is fucking Desi same si Windi make the name of the gang but not yet permission.”


“Hey now answer, why are you not together with your friends?”


I smile. “Maybe this is a scenario already planned, that we will meet in the cafeteria and eat together.”


“You yes ngeselin.” Say Dila with a pouting face.


I who saw Dila who was pouting was immediately stunned because of what kind of expression Dila displayed, she always remained the same and did not change. Yes, she was so beautiful that I could not describe her with words that I could engrave inside my head.


Dila who was frowning after seeing myself looking at him with a smile finally smiled at me. “Don't look at me like that.” He said in a shameful tone.


I laughed a little while answering Dila's question. “Hehehe. I'm the same as you, I haven't had breakfast at home, yaudah instead of not having breakfast at all I just want to make a delayed breakfast.”


Dila listened to me as she went back to eating the food that was in front of me, while chatting with him did not feel the time was already at half eight aja and I also invited Dila to go class together because our classes were in the same direction.


“You are classy together not already at half-eight nih afraid that the brother of the builder has come first?” I said taking Dila while looking at my watch that I wore on my left hand.


“Bby.” Dila stood up from her seat and walked beside me to go classy.


“Dila.” My call broke the silence while walking to his left.


Dila looked at me. “Iya, why?”


“Why Jarjit if the pantun always starts two three two three?”


Dila muttered while thinking. “Because the pantun is only two or three lines possible, but I also do not know the. Hehehe.”


I chimed in on Dila.”Wrong.”


We walked wordlessly for too long, and finally arrived in front of Dila's class. I smiled as I looked at her brownish-black eyes.


“Because the first one was you.”


Dila who heard my words immediately misbehaved with a face that began to turn red. And I just chuckled as I walked away from Dila and went to my class.


“Hehehe. Thank you for having breakfast with him, I turned back first.”


While walking away from Dila I always imagined the face of Dila who could not escape the contents of my head.


I'm a little weird, I could be afraid of losing, you. Which is clearly not mine.


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Now is the last day of orientation of many new students who make their first impression by trying to find a lot of relationships but I have absolutely no interest in doing such a thing. Maybe because I've found something that's more than a relationship and yes, it's Dila.


I who just arrived at class just sat idling at my favorite table while trying to continue my sleep that was delayed this morning. The stars called me.


“Oi Den? Intercave yuk?” Take the Star to me who is sitting lazing on the table.


“The cave is busy, just like Ian.” I answered while closing my eyes.


“Lu busy what's ege? You don't do anything either.”


“Yes, the cave is busy not doing anything.”


“Fuck you, Cepet inter-cave first for a while, entar break cave treat you eat.”


“OK deal!” I said as I got up from my seat.


While walking out of the classroom with the Stars, I was a little curious about the Stars asking me where to go.


“Where are you going, until you have to cave between everything?” I asked him while walking beside him.


“Cua told to buy sanitary napkin Windi!”


I laughed at the words of the stars. “Hahaha. Your dog, the cave think there's something important to bring the cave. It's because of Windi.”


“all things about Windi are important things for cave.”


“Iya, yes. The most bucin.” I said as I walked to the minimarket.


Arriving at the minimarket me and Bintang directly approached the cashier to find the pads that Bintang asked for.


“Hallo mas, good morning, how can I help you?” Said the cashier with a friendly smile to both of us.


“Excuse me if I want to buy a sanitary pad.” Say the stars while whispering to the cashier.


“What size is mas?” Ask the cashier while walking with the two of us to find the pads that Bintang asked for.


The star looks confused when the cashier asks about the size of the pads that Bintang asks. “Oi Den, Windi sanitary napkin size how much?” Ask the stars in a whisper.


“Where the cave knows, the guy cave is not. you should know.”


“Ya cave nanya same lu because the cave does not know ege.”


“Yaudah tanyain same mbak cashier because it is similar also if from the same height as Windi.” I said while giving advice to the Stars.


The stars follow my advice. “Excuse me mbak if the size of the sanitary pad mbak how much?”


The cashier's mother who heard the Star's question, her face immediately reddened. “Eh..”


“Soalya I do not know the size of my sanitary napkin mbak, and also like the size of my girl.” Say the stars while laughing.


“Then I choose mas.” Say the cashier while taking the pads that are on the shelf, then calculate the price. “Total so 25 thousand.”


“Oi nge, gua pinjem money lu goceng, kuran cave money.” Whispering to me.


“Kagak no, if you pinjem cave money, the cave cannot make a debt to the mother canteen.”


The stars took my money out of my pocket. “Entar cave pay off your debt.”


“Well then the cave agrees.”


“This is 25 thousand yes.”


“Still yes.”


Me and Bintang went back to school to attend the last day orientation activities. Once at school I drove Bintang to meet Windi in front of the toilet.


“This Win the sanitary napkin.” While giving the bandage that Bintang bought to Windi.


“Lu long time ago si? Caves are not good to change this.”


The star just looked down was scolded by Windi. “Yes sorry, don't you know what size sanitary napkin?”


“Sana you enter class, cave to change first.” Windi said as he entered the toilet.


I went to my class with Bintang and returned to our seats, before long the doorbell rang. The big brother of the coach entered my class and made an announcement.


“Good morning friends.” Said brother Arin opened his show by giving his greetings.


“Pagi.”


“Now brother will give you a task, his task is to collect signatures from upperclassmen ranging from 11th to 12th grade, so you must get twenty signatures, and if you don't get a signature until twenty you will be punished.”


“Make what kak mumpulin signature is not very clear task, like the face of Ian aja.” I said to Brother Arin while cutting his words.


“Well ko cave?”


“Your face is not clear.” I said with a laugh and the classmates laughed too.


“Damn lu Den.” Ian said to me.


“Eh noisy you guys, don't appreciate what? there is a sister builder also in front.” Desi said to me and Ian while shouting.


“Iya sorry-sorry.”


“Udah, already. If you guys don't do what I ask I'll be legal!”


“Good sister.”


Because we were told to go out to look for the autographs of everyone in the class came out except me, Ian, the Star and Arin's brother.


“You're not out?” Said Arin as she walked out of class.


“Iya kak bentaran.” Ian replied to Arin.


“Yaudah sister first yes.”


“Iya kak.”


“Eh we want to ask whose signature?” Ian said to me.


“Mending us out just a first we around.” said Bintang invite me and Ian out to complete the task


“Lu both just there sign autograph later cave nitip ya.” I said in a soft tone as I slept.


“That's mah to enakan lu!” The word Star hit my head.


I just smiled and closed my eyes while hugging the bag as my bed for sleep.


“Judah we are out.” said Ian leaving me alone in class.


Before long I saw the classroom door open and accidentally saw Dila and Windi passing in front of my classroom door with a smile. In fact, he was perfect enough for the size of the humans around me. You know Dila, in a story that the universe has never heard, you are an important role of the story that only one of me enjoys.


Dusk is not as beautiful as a rainbow. But dusk promised that tomorrow would return.


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