Zenaya's remorse
Chapter 26: The Destiny of Life.
For Zenaya, the sky is no longer the same as before. Mendung always stopped at the port of the heart of the 29-year-old woman.
If examined further, Zenaya is a strong but frail woman, who until now still trying to strengthen her mental to come back tough. However, the bitter reality once again hit his mind that had yet to fully recover.
I don't know how many tears flowed down Zenaya's cheeks, as a picture of the pain that was present in her life.
Right at the age of twenty-nine, in his body grew a tiny fetus aged 10 weeks. The doctor said that the condition of his fetus is so healthy and strong, inversely proportional to his current condition.
Zenaya did not want to blame the fate that had been outlined. What else to blame for the presence of the baby. For, however, the tiny creature was clearly innocent. It was their wrong actions in stepping, especially the father of this baby.
The one thing that stifled the soul the most was the flashbacks of things that Zenaya did not want to remember anymore. However, for some reason, since knowing he was two-bodied, the hatred for the Reagents was no longer as great as before. Whereas in the past, every Zenaya remembered that bitter thing, her feelings of hatred grew bigger and overflowing.
Zenaya let out a breath that felt heavy. He was not softening his heart for the Reagents, but for the baby he loved so much. Although the presence of the child starts from a mistake, but Zenaya can not deny his love. The strange feeling was present just as the portrait of the baby was clearly displayed on the ultrasound monitor screen.
The taste is more clearly decomposed when the sound of the baby's heartbeat is caught by his sense of hearing. A drop of tears full of novelty can not be damned Zenaya.
"Ma, was it wrong that I loved my son who was present because of a mistake?"
That was the first sentence that Zenaya said to the mother, who also accompanied him at that time.
Amanda shook her head. "Whenever she is present, a mother will still love her child."
Zenaya cried again as she remembered her mother's answer. Slowly, he held onto his stomach which still looked flat.
"Grow well. Mommy promised, you will never lack the love of your family" he said.
The door to Zenaya's room then opened. Reagents apparently came while carrying a tray of warm milk and pastries that Zenaya liked. Although they were unable to live together, Reagen always took the time to stop by the Winston family home to see the state of the woman.
He was also allowed to work in the office. Craig no longer limits Reagents' lives. He returned all the assets and facilities that Reagen had indeed obtained with his own efforts all along.
Zenaya turned her face away and hurriedly wiped away the traces of tears.
Speaking of marriage, the two families have agreed to hold it next month, in a simple ceremony attended by only a few close relatives. Just in the evening, they will have dinner with colleagues at a star-rated hotel owned by Grace's husband, Vian.
For the sake of the good name of the family and the baby, Zenaya could not refuse the man's proposal.
Reagen placed the tray he was carrying on the nightstand, then sat down on the edge of Zenaya's bed.
"Drink the milk first" the man said as he thrust a glass of warm milk at Zenaya. Amanda said, Zenaya can only consume milk and snacks. The rest, he always regurgitated all the food he ate.
Zenaya took the glass from Reagen's hand without saying anything.
Although his heart was a little bitter about Zenaya's attitude that refused to make eye contact with him, Reagen still commented on a smile.
Seeing that Zenaya was still willing to drink only his homemade milk, it was already a happiness.
"Tomorrow I must serve for three days out of town." The man tried to get Zenaya to talk, but Zenaya did not respond at all. He acted indifferently while emphasizing the warm milk made by Reagents.
The reagent then helps Zenaya put an empty glass on the tray.
"I have to get back to the office. Please, pick up my phone, even if you don't want to talk," Reagen said, staring at Zenaya.
Zenaya was still reluctant to return Reagen's eyes.
Reagen took his breath. Unexpectedly, he advanced his body and peeked at Zenaya's forehead briefly, before finally leaving from there.
As soon as Reagen closed the door of his room, Zenaya's tears flowed down. Using all his might, he removed the traces of Reagents that still felt warm on his forehead.
Unbeknownst to Zenaya, Reagen is still behind her bedroom door. The man heard clearly the words of Zenaya on the sidelines sobs of her cries.
His body is weak. Although pain and hurt were deep in the man's mind, Reagen tried to understand that this was a consequence of what he had done ten years ago, until this very moment.
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Upon Reagen's return to the office, it turns out there has been Natalie waiting in her room since.
The woman immediately ran over to the Reagents upon learning of his arrival.
This time, the Reagents just flinch. He had no intention of returning Natalie's embrace. The man had promised himself to keep his distance from any woman, including his own friend.
Natalie let go of her embrace and slapped Reagen's cheek with all her might.
"You're a jerk! I have loved you for many years, but it is always Zenaya in your heart and head!" scream Natalie. His face was covered in tears.
The bustle of the woman outside the city, leaving her unaware of the news about the Reagents. What's more, the man never once responded to a phone call from her.
The news of Reagan and Zenaya's marriage was heard not from his own mouth, but from Bryan.
Natalie banged Reagen's chest as hard as she could. He scolded and rebuked the Reagents while continuing to cry.
Reagent caught his wrist. "Enough, Nat."
"Little bit Rey! Just answer my feelings a little!" Natalie was crying. Reagents let the woman lean on her chest.
Asphyxiate toward Natalie's heart. For years he kept his feelings for a Reagent. He even willingly attended Reagents study abroad. However, not once did Reagents look at him more than an ordinary friend.
Natalie sat down while covering her face that had been messed up.
Reagents gathered in front of Natalie and held her shoulders gently.
His eyes looked at the woman with sadness. Natalie's current position is exactly the same as her against Zenaya. Therefore, Reagen understood little of Natalie's feelings.
"I'm sorry, Nat. You know, until whenever you're a special friend to me. I love you like my own sister" Reagen's words made Natalie harden her cries.
From the beginning, he had lost.
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