Zenaya's remorse

Chapter 11: Reagent Regret.

Jennia cried happily when she saw her two children's eyes open after being unconscious for almost five days. Krystal, Noah's wife, who accompanied the mother-in-law, rushed out of the Reagen treatment room to the nurse station to call the doctor.

"Oh my God, Rey!" Jennia hugged Reagen very carefully, and stroked her arms gently. The woman also kissed her youngest child's cheek while chanting a sentence of gratitude repeatedly.

The weak smiling reagent. "Ma" said the man to his mother.

Some time later, Dr. John and two of his nurses came to check on the state of the Reagents post-consciousness.

"Try to raise your right hand slowly, Rey," the doctor asked when he finished examining the Reagen's chest using a stethoscope. He also examined his pupils.

Reagents nodded slowly. He slowly raised his right hand according to the doctor's instructions. However, not until 10 centimeters were raised, his right hand fell back down.

"This time, try lifting your right leg." Doctor John examined the condition of the Reagents carefully while asking the nurses to take note of what they should do.

Unlike his right arm that was able to lift even if only slightly, the man's legs were even completely reluctant to move. The immediate worry was evident on the faces of Reagen and his family.

"Now do the same to your left side."

Reagents obey the doctor's orders. His left leg and left hand were perfectly raised.

Seeing that, doctor John turned his eyes to Jennia. "As I said at the time, the hands and feet of the Reagents had a temporary decline in function. After a thorough re-examination, I'll schedule her to get physical therapy back to normal."

Jennia looked at the doctor. "My son can really recover completely, right, doc?" tanyanya.

Doctor John smiled soothingly. "Just calm down, even if it takes time, but the Reagents will recover."

A look of relief emanated from Jennia and Krystal's faces. Doctor John and two of his nurses withdrew from there.

"You heard me, didn't you, honey? Nothing to worry about, you'll recover soon." Jennia looked at her youngest child affectionately.

"I'm the one who should have said that, Ma," Reagen said in a weak voice. A small smile rose from the handsome face of the man.

...***...

"Rey, just sober up, Zen." Grace opened her voice as they were having lunch together in the hospital cafeteria. Zenaya's work is quite solid to make the girl can not freely eat lunch at her subscription place.

Hearing Grace's words, Zenaya snorted in annoyance. Since Reagents were treated, Grace never once missed an opportunity to tell Zenaya about her condition. In fact, she had warned Grace to stop raving about the Reagents, but the woman simply did not want to listen to her.

"Tomorrow he will undergo a thorough examination. If nothing serious happens, in a few days Rey will be allowed to go home, and just focus on physiotherapy for the next six months."

Zenaya put her cutlery on the table. "You're not going back to your room?" asked Zenaya with a lazy look. The girl did not bother to hide her annoyance at the friend.

Grace returned Zenaya's gaze no less irritating. "Zen–"

"Grace, can you stop harassing me with all the stories about her?" ask Zenaya.

"I ... just want–"

"Grace!" zenaya subconsciously snapped at Grace, and made the woman to her beard in shock. Maybe he didn't expect that Zenaya would become this angry.

"I just don't want to think about her anymore, Grace. Remember, I was just a piece of worthless trash that was very disgusting to him," A bitter smile emanated from Zenaya's face. " ... and, you should know that this wound will always be there even if he never remembers me again."

Grace could see the pain from her best friend's face. The woman bit her lower lip, like she was thinking about something. "He remembers you, Zen," he said in the lowest possible tone.

"Well!" zenaya's response was quick as she stared at Grace sharply. "What do you mean?" tanyakanya.

"Actually, ever since he regained consciousness, he recognized me immediately, and .. I also said that you were here." Grave stared at Zenaya alertly, timidly she would explode again.

Zenaya was silent for a moment. His brain was busy digesting the words coming out of his best friend's lips.

"Every time I come to check on her condition, you're the only one she's always talking about. He really felt guilty for the events of ten years ago, Zen. If you look at his face, you'll know how deep the regret is." Grace was still trying to get the girl to talk nicely.

Without saying anything, Zenaya immediately stood up from her seat and was about to turn away. "I'll never deal with him again!" shouted firmly. "I hate it, Grace. I hate him!"

Grace fell silent. His eyes looked at Zenaya pity. He understood the truth about Zenaya's pain, but he also wanted the girl to live a normal and happy life like everyone else.

Along the way to his study, Zenaya could only cry. He himself also did not know why tears suddenly flowed down his cheeks. Many times the girl wiped her tears rough while grumbling. He strongly condemned Grace's attitude that seemed to side with the jerk man.

"Damn it!" zenaya's curse is rough.

...***...

Reagents looked dreamy while looking at the night atmosphere from behind the window of his treatment room. The man thought only of the words that came out of Grace's mouth.

"He works here. This hospital belongs to his family."

For the past 10 years, memories of the past with Zenaya have always haunted his mind. However, the cowardly nature of Reagen makes the man afraid to look for the existence of Zenaya just to apologize. That is why Reagen chose to continue his life in New York after completing his college education, while managing the family branch office.

However, after finding out that the distance between the two of them turned out to be very close, made Reagen intend to meet the girl later.

He has to straighten everything out.

...***...

Zenaya slammed the car door and entered the room without heeding the mother's question, regarding her return which was faster than ordinary days.

He threw himself on the bed and came back crying. The memory of the events used to suddenly spin like a movie scene.

Three years Zenaya harbors her feelings for Reagen and sincerely loves the man. However, her true feelings never turned out to be sweet. Reagent with the heart to make Zenaya as a pawn game, then throw it with a derogatory rant.

Intentionally or not, the Reagent had dropped Zenaya on a deep pit of pain. So deep, making the girl unable to rise to the surface until now.

Zenay's hatred from then on made him freeze his heart on any man until now. Although his little heart wanted to, but a deep sense of trauma made him afraid to start a relationship.

Zenaya has numbness .. and it's all because of a man named Reagen.