The Unconsidered Fetus

Give Name

In a foreign country, and no one I knew right now, I was standing in front of a flats with the lowest rent I had at that time, I will take care of my own baby, live in peace and become an ordinary person, only in this country can I re-uncover my disguise, I remove the wig that I always wear to disguise all this time, let go of all the sadness I've ever felt.

"Huuuh, forget all my previous bad memories and I am Ros with rebirth and a handsome son will live life better than ever." said Ros spoke quite loudly while looking at the flats in front of him at that moment.

He began to breathe fresh new air, opening up a new chapter in my life accompanied by a very handsome little baby and I love him, from then on I began to decide and affirm to myself that I would be a strong mother, a strong woman and would educate my son very well, give him the love of a mother and father who will support him with great strength in myself.

"I will name my son Teguh, for he will be the reason I stand firm though alone in this land I do not recognize.

"Definitely.mom will take good care of you, mother will give everything you have just for you dear." I spoke to my little baby I just named.

I kissed her very soft and fragrant forehead.

I also immediately went to check on the halfway house that I had booked a long time ago, despite its small size and only having one bedroom, I didn't mind about it, I didn't mind, because I only live alone with my son Teguh.

All this time I've saved up quite a lot, and I think I can finance my life until some know ahead until Teguh can grow bigger and I can leave him to work later, and I can leave him to work later, I am still looking for work online on the internet, starting from being a pamphlet seller and being an editor for some articles that will be published on one of the online platforms that I know.

At least the income from the job I can use to increase my savings, so that I do not run out of money if something happens that I cannot predict in the future.

Even though I have difficulties because I still have to take care of Teguh intensely alone, but I always take the best time to be able to keep working and take care of my little baby.

While on the other hand Rasya had been waiting for Ros long enough he even wanted to look for him, but there was no clue he could find apart from the farewell letter left by Ros for him and Nayla, but there was no clue he could find, until two years have passed so quickly, Rasya who has now succeeded in becoming a wealthy businessman, he is still waiting for Ros even though the cafe that he is myself in various regions, he said, and Nayla has also been able to achieve her goals before lecturers at one of the famous universities in the city.

They have continued together so far, and Nayla still pursues Rasya with courage and patience.

Even when she found out that Rasya liked Rosa, she never got discouraged in the least, moreover, he knew that Rosa had left and as hard as Rasya searched for her whereabouts, he still never managed to find any trace of Rosa's departure.

It starts to make Rasya feel happy with him, he also gets more comfortable with Nayla, until Rasya thinks it's time he forgot about Ros's problem, and should start opening new sheets also with Nayla, he said, they decide to date after years of being held back because Rasya likes Nayla instead.

But the effort and patience of a Nayla is completely avenged, now Rasya reciprocates his feelings even though not completely but it is enough to make Nayla feel happy, he said, for at least he knew that Rasya was willing to try to forget Rosa and open his heart to her.

"Thank you for opening my heart to me, I love you so much Rasya and I promise I will never let you down." Nayla said with a sweet smile and hugged Rasya's hand very tightly at that moment.

"Yes you take it easy, I've completely forgotten Rosa now, but I still need time to grow my feelings for you, I should be the one apologizing to you, since I've made you wait a very long time, I know you're a good woman Nayla, that's what makes me want to give you a chance" Rasya replied to her.

Although Rasya has not been one hundred percent fond of Nayla but he treats Nayla like a real lover, he gives a lot of attention to Nayla and always puts Nayla first, so it makes the love in Nayla's heart bigger for her and Nayla is unlikely to let go of her after being like this.

"Rasya I hope you will never leave me, even though Rosa had she come back someday." Nayla said to Rasya at the time.

But Rasya was silent and it made Nayla feel doubt and fear, she really could not imagine if Rasya would really leave her if if Rosa returned to his side.

"The reason you would never do that to me, would you?" Ask Nayla again to make sure.

"I wouldn't do something like that Nayla and you have to trust me." Reply Rasya who has decided.

He was already convinced by himself that he would not like Rosa anymore even though he would meet Rosa someday, or if they would be met intentionally by fate, either, I don't know what makes the figure of Rasya so confident with the words in his heart and he as thought that Ros would never return to the country again.

"At the same time Ros can't come back here, he may have made a fresh start and he may have forgotten me too, so why should I wait for him and love the one who doesn't love me back." Batin Rasya thought about it.