The Unconsidered Fetus

The Unconsidered Fetus
Unswerving Desire



I kept trying to hold back the smile at that time, because honestly I still keep my own prestige because it feels very embarrassed if until Mr. Jenson will know my true feelings to him, he said, so I kept trying to hold back while waiting for him to tell me first.


On the other hand, Mr. Jenson, who had just finished treating my hand, noticed me through the corner of his eye until he started asking me questions.


"Hey, why do you keep smiling like that?" Asked Mr. Jenson who made me realize immediately also immediately close my lips and remove the small smile.


"No, I'm not smiling, who's smiling since I've been quiet, like this." My reply dodged him while continuing to turn my gaze in the other direction.


After I said that, he actually immediately stood up and told me to be more careful when working, but after that he did not say anything else, instead he just left me, so different from the usual Mr. Jenson, that I began to wonder what was really going on with him right now.


"You better be careful when you're cooking, I go up first." His words were so short and went quickly.


Even I had not had time to thank him at that time, but he had already stepped his arm out from before me, just being able to exhale lethargicly also immediately returned to the kitchen to prepare food at the dining table, I lined up all the dishes I had cooked to the table and kept calling Teguh for dinner tonight, until Mr. Jenson came and he sat next to Teguh, too, as usual I started to get food for the two of them and we started eating, Teguh just continued to enjoy the food very greedily, she just kept chewing her food so quickly.


"Definitely baby, eat it slowly yes, you will choke." Saying advisory.


"Eummm.it's so delicious Mom, it's been a long time since I've eaten this one's mother-made food, the chicken rendang is really delicious, I'm afraid you're going to spend it, so I have to hurry." Teguh made Mr. Jenson immediately turn to him while giving a sharp look at that moment, as if he did not accept what Teguh had just said to him.


"Haiss, you take it easy I haven't even tasted the meat you've been terrified so, you bad boy!" Reply to Mr. Jenson while pinching the small cheek.


I just smiled at the behavior of the two of them who were always like enemies and very difficult to get along, whereas before they seemed very compact and always together wherever they went, but now it seems that there is starting to be a distance between Teguh and Mr. Jenson especially Mr. Jenson has also started to get busy with his work, so maybe Teguh was a little upset because he did not have much time to accompany Teguh play which now even more play with me as well as the waiter who used to nurture him at home.


Until after eating suddenly Teguh asked to go on vacation to Mr. Jenson very boldly. "Dad I have a request for you and you have to grant it if you want me to stay here with mom." Said Teguh who had given a threat when he just wanted to say his intention.


"Hey you little boy already dared to threaten me, you want me to punish you?" Reply Mr. Jenson while continuing to eat.


"It's quick to say what you want not to talk about anything beyond that, you just make me emotional." Reply Mr. Jenson immediately told Teguh to say his wish, because he did not want to listen to Teguh's chatter anymore.


Firmly smiled widely, he thought his efforts had succeeded indeed this was the initial intention he wanted to make Mr. Jenson almost an emotion made.


"Look dad, I want a vacation abroad, I've never taken a vacation even with mom and I also to the new playground once it was also so short, too, since I'm almost on my way to class, I want my dad's vacation, I've been working hard at school so you should give me a holiday gift, how's that a good idea, right?" Teguh revealed while draping his hands together on his chest with both eyebrows that he raised upwards made Mr. Jenson immediately furrowed both eyebrows very strongly and he clucked softly until he turned his gaze the other way quickly.


"Why can I have a son like you, I'm busy right now, if you're going on holiday just go with your mother." Said Mr. Jenson who was pointing at me.


Obviously for now I must also be busy because I have passed the testing to play a role later where the filming will start next month, and I also forgot to say it to Mr. Jenson, as well, maybe that was also why he turned his words to me.


Firmly instantly changed the expression on his face he looked extremely annoyed and immediately pouted with such a moody, sullen look, I became unbearable to reject it but I would also probably have a busy and crammed schedule if I agreed to Teguh's wishes. "Aahh, all this is also for the sake of steady happiness." Inner thinking.


"Strictly speaking, Mr. Jenson is right, he's very busy so you go with mom alone yeah, I have plenty of time for Teguh." I replied to him while holding onto Teguh's hands gently, but unfortunately Teguh even immediately pulled back her hand she turned her back to me quickly and continued to refuse.


"No want! I want a family vacation where there is a mother and father beside me, I want to camp in the mountains, blend with nature and I want to share the holiday with friends at school later, mom you know since I was in Kindergarten until now I could never do that because I only have one parent, you, but I never complained and told you because I knew our family was very difficult at that time, but now I have a father and my father is very rich, I also want to feel what my friends are feeling." Reply Teguh vented all his heart.


I could only stare at Mr. Jenson and hope he could grant Teguh's wish, not to spoil him but Teguh was also entitled to feel all that, I could never grant his wish first.


Unfortunately, Mr. Jenson still did not understand the implied meaning of my eyes at this time, he just kept shaking his head and telling Teguh to go to sleep instead of talking about this.


"Have you so much as he wanted, there sleep this night do not be a bad boy, quickly go to your room." Said Mr. Jenson who increasingly made Teguh upset and he sulked while walking with stomping his feet very tight, even he closed the door of his room while making me a little surprised at him, he said, because Teguh left in such a way, I became very worried about him and soon I spoke with Mr. Jenson to persuade him that he would grant Teguh's very simple wish.