The Unconsidered Fetus

Take a hard lead

Today I had to go back to work, leaving very early in the morning while taking Teguh to school, he has always been the most intelligent child in his school but the personality of his only son is often in closed grades and so difficult to be close by others, even the teacher and the nanny talked to me often and they said I should be closer to Teguh, but all this time I felt that Teguh and I were very close, he could laugh and keep joking around with me, only I never knew how steadfast I was toward other people.

Because I'm always busy working in the cafe, so I don't know how Teguh is out there, until today I get off from my job, and I decided to go wait for Teguh and accompany her all day.

Although the initial intention was that I would still work, but after I thought about it again, taking care of Teguh was the most important thing for me, because I had no one else in the world but him.

But I also deliberately did not tell Teguh about this, because I wanted to secretly watch him from behind, I wanted to know everything he did when there was no me beside him.

"Straight, baby let's have breakfast first." My words called Teguh who had just come out of her room at that time.

"Yes ma'am." Reply Strongly to me.

He immediately came to me and sat in front of the dining table, I also helped him up and we just started to enjoy breakfast this morning just by ourselves, same with what we do every morning.

"Strictly let's eat, you have to grow quickly, so that you don't have to leave you again to the orphanage, mother does not want you to continue to live there, so that you don't have to leave the house, but I'm worried about you if you go home alone." Reply to him.

"Mother Teguh already wanted six years just a few days less, for what mothers worry Teguh, it has started now Teguh will go home, Teguh does not need to go to the home, Teguh no need to go to the home, You can take a taxi at Kok Bu." Reply Strong that is like an adult.

I was so anxious when I saw him answer my words, he always worked so hard not to make me worry about him, he was really my adorable and wonderful little son, he's a genius kid that God has given me as the best gift.

"Definitely dear, don't be so, from now on mom will take a half day job, so let mom pick you up, you can also come with mom to the cafe, how. Wouldn't that be fun for you?" I said to Teguh and offered.

He looked so happy, and he kept smiling broadly at me, I immediately scrambled his hair slowly because it was so anxious with his face so funny.

"Oh my God, baby, you're really like an adult, hey, remember that you're only five years old, you can't talk like that, you're so considerate of your mother." I said to him then while pinching his chubby cheeks.

"Aahh.Mom I was already big, my age was six years old I was an adult and mother sent me to the best kindergarten, kindergarten, of course I will grow up very quickly and become a smart person, I will boast of you mother, I will not let anyone tell you again and later you will not have to work in the cafe anymore mother, I will not have to, I'll save you." Speak firmly to me.

Getting such a word from a child who was only five years old knew I was deeply moved to hear it, could no longer hold back the cries from my eyes and I hugged Teguh tightly, holding on, I love him so much and he is better than any other adult who has disappointed me so much before.

"Hiks...Steady baby, you do not need to support mother, you will live, mother is still very strong to work and make money, you are still very small and your task only needs to study hard, you have to work hard, I want you to be able to achieve your dreams baby, don't you always say that if you want to be a successful person, you always draw tall buildings, he said, mom will help you realize what you like and what you want, you just need to study hard to achieve everything, don't think your money is too small for that." I said to him while gently rubbing his head.

"Well Mom, I get it, I'll do whatever you say, I love you so much mom." Reply firmly to me at that time.

"Eum..mom loves you very much too dear." Reply to him.

We immediately went to school and I delivered Teguh in particular at this time, she looked very cheerful than usual, and I knew she might need more attention from me, because I was too busy working Teguh so did not get much attention that he should feel at this age.

I continued to feel guilty for Teguh, even when she was about to enter her class she hugged me again and immediately ran into the classroom with a big smile, that smile always gives me so much strength to get through this rice life, just by being strong can make me so strong.

I was just about to leave from there and intend to meet Teacher Teguh, but I haven't really left yet, there was a sound of children who sounded like they were fighting at that time, so I immediately turned around to look at it at that moment.

"Hey... guys look at that, he's not the dumb kid, isn't he the only kid who doesn't have a father, how can he celebrate father's day at school tomorrow?" Say one of the girls there.