The Unconsidered Fetus

Meet Rasya and Nayla

Until a few minutes later, finally my beloved son wanted to also come out of his room, I was so happy when I saw he wanted to eat my cooking, even though he ate it secretly behind me at that time, he said, I smiled at Teguh who was cool eating so voraciously.

"I feel I will never be rejected by anyone, let alone Teguh. Thank goodness she still wants to eat." My move immediately closed the door.

I didn't want to bother him and decided to give him some free time, so he could be more calm and think things through himself that everything I did was for his own good as well, I'm really still scared and anxious, I can't let Teguh guess who the real father is, I don't want him to feel disappointed about having an evil father and not at all willing to admit himself since he was in my womb, even when I had to accept such a difficult time.

In the morning I woke up early and saw Teguh who was tidy, we prepared to go to the airport, take a morning flight and will leave as soon as possible from the city soon as possible, not to meet Mr. Jenson.

Until arriving in the country where I used to live, I can really breathe fresh air, go take Teguh to where I used to live, I still hope to find Rasya and Nayla, he said, my two best friends who once protected me, visited me and always gave support for the pain and difficulties I experienced first.

But unfortunately maybe I was expecting too much, unfortunately when I got to that place, everything has changed a lot, obviously I have died this place almost five years old, he said, throughout the age of Teguh may even have been more than that because now Teguh is almost six years old, I exhale lethargic when the room was once lined up neatly and has a blue door, now it has turned into a magnificent building with two floors that have a spacious yard and very beautiful.

"Mom why are you breathing like that? Is this the house we're going to live in?" Ask me Strongly.

"No dear, this is where you used to live, before you had you, but unfortunately things have changed a lot, I haven't been back here for too long, maybe the mother's best friend is not here anymore, and Teguh from now on call the mother with the name mamah yes, assume we start a new life again here." Saying to him.

Firmly very obedient, he immediately nodded with orders from me, I do not want him to call me mother because we have a different language in this place.

"Well, where are we going now?" Ask him again.

"We go to one more place yes, who knows you can meet your friends there." I replied to him again at that time.

We immediately went to the place I was going to which was none other than the cafe where I used to work there, we entered and the cafe was still the same as before, only a little table layout that changed a little, besides that everything still looks the same and there are still many visitors who come to the cafe, I am grateful that there is at least one place that I can go and not change, so that I can remember those wonderful times and always miss them, I went to the kitchen hoping to meet with Rasya and Nayla, but apparently the cafe did not hire them, all the employees in the cafe were all new, I did not recognize anyone there.

So I went back and picked a table over there and started ordering food, because I know Teguh must have been very hungry and it's been five hours we still haven't rested or eaten since getting off the plane before.

"Right, what do you want to eat, baby?" I asked while giving him a menu of food, Teguh also began to order his own food and I just follow his will.

"Sorry sir, but can you reprimand him not in public places and language.... Rasiah?" My words were cut off because when I turned around apparently the man was Rasya.

He is now a manager at the cafe as well as the owner, I was really shocked by him, who suddenly had become as successful as it is today, I immediately chatted with him, he said, and introducing him to my son Teguh, he was also so happy to meet me, taking me and Teguh to his house that he now has a pretty big house, and what surprised me the most was that Rasya was married to Nayla.

"Nayla's? Why are you at Rasya's house, did he tell you that I'm back?" I asked him when I first entered Rasya's house and saw Nayla sitting on the sofa.

Nayla ran over and immediately hugged me so tightly that it was a full feeling, I received her hug and gave her a warm hug filled with longing all along.

"Geez Rosa, why did you just come back, why did you just leave at that time, I hate you but I can't, I love you so much Rosa." Nayla said that made me even more moved.

He immediately let me sit on the sofa and we talked quite a lot including him explaining to me that they were married a year ago, only that they were still not given the gift of children until now.

There was joy in my heart when I heard the news that I was expecting from their relationship, but somehow there was also a bit of sadness in me, because I released someone as great as Rasya to another woman when I clearly knew that Rasya had liked me before, but I still had to give him, however they are both my best friends there is no way I will be a thorn in their marriage.

"You know, Rasya and I were married a year ago, my dream of being his wife was really good Rosa, aaah this is the most fun thing for me, I know he used to like you and I also know your big secret from Rasya, I still love you, even though you are Ros who is on the tv screen or Rosa who works with me at the cafe. You're still my best friend, so please don't leave us again, do you understand?" Nayla held both my hands.

He's a really good person, I feel more guilty now, why was I so bad to them, leaving two such wonderful people, like this, willing to accept me as I am and not care about my background, even though at that time I was hit by a very big rumor.

"I'm sorry Nayla, I'm so happy for your marriage, and I'm really sorry to have chosen to leave such good people as you, thank you for accepting my return to Nayla, Rasya." I said to her with a sad face and teary eyes.

"Eehh.had already, don't be sad this way, you guys must be tired right, let me take you to the room, let alone your son, look he's yawned many times since, he's very handsome, very handsome, really nothing like his mother." Rasya said deliberately teasing me.

We laughed softly at Rasya's joke.

I immediately intended to carry Teguh because she was already very sleepy and limp, but Rasya got in the way and he helped me carry her, took Teguh to the room and put her to bed very gently, she said, I increasingly hope Teguh can have the father figure he dreams of someday, who can carry him when he overslept like this.