The Unconsidered Fetus

Calm Yourself

Fortunately the two bodyguards were willing to comply with my request they really took me to one of the quiet places and had a pretty beautiful view, this is indeed a quiet city park and there is a fountain that I can see from the car glass even though the fountain is quite far from the roadside but in a state of a chaotic heart like this, being able to see the water that looks so fresh and continue to flow the shower there, that alone has made me feel very happy.

Besides, right now I just want to find peace of mind and cool my mind, I keep staring at the fountain and some people walking around in the park, someone brought their child and reminded me of Teguh there is also a young man who sells flowers on a bicycle, I feel he has the same rice as me before, many young people who are dating around the park all seem so romantic and look very happy, I felt only myself sad and sad until I dared not get out of the car.

"Miss do you want to stay in the car? Or do we need to take you to the park and some time for a walk?" Ask one of the bodyguards who is worried about me.

"No need, I'm out of here anyway just gonna have the negative impact I'm bringing to everyone who's so happy there." My reply said what I was thinking and the two bodyguards immediately nodded their heads approvingly, again I was silent again with blank eyes and a mind that could not stop thinking in the slightest.

Until it was not long before my lips suddenly spoke to myself without me noticing and actually at that time I did not mean to talk to the two bodyguards in the car that accompanied me at that time, but everything just came out of my mouth, making it hard for me to hold it myself. "Do you have any brothers?" I asked him to suddenly ask him that person without glancing at their faces at all.

The two immediately looked at each other and were confused and asked back to make sure.

"Ehh, did the lady ask us?" Ask one of them who was immediately taken by me until they finally answered my question.

"I'm the last child, and both of my brothers died when we were kids so I can say I don't have a sister now, I don't even remember how they both looked." Reply to one of the bodyguards.

"If I had one sister but she was married and now she's a stranger to me, don't know where she lives after getting the inheritance from both our parents." The other responded.

I was lost when I heard what they were talking about, at first I thought that I was the only one with my own siblings and could become so curious that I became the enemy I am today, but after hearing the bodyguard's answer, I began to understand that even a brother and sister would still leave us and we did not know what to do in response.

"Why, my brother is that bad to me, why can he scold me, am I so annoying, or have I ever done anything wrong to him, why do I know nothing." I said that just like that with tears that began to re-glaze again.

The two bodyguards stared at the confusion of what they should answer to me, as they also felt unbearable and could not keep quiet when they saw his master's wife continue to cry like that, until one of them dared to intervene, he initially gave me a tishu and gave me a very useful advice and could change the mindset in my head.

"Miss Ros, please take the tissue, please" said one of the bodyguards before telling me his opinion.

Immediately I took a tishu in his hand and I thanked him for taking care of me and taking good care of me.

"Ahh, thank you." I replied to him and immediately I wiped my tears slowly. It was time for the bodyguard to speak to me.

"Miss Ros, if I may give you some advice and a little input, is Miss Ros okay?" Ask the bodyguard for permission first with me.

Obviously I allow it because right now I need the advice and the views of others, after all I know everything I can't decide for myself I need other people and really need to know what their point of view is and what they think about my life, so I know how else to deal with it. "Oh of course let's say." My reply was that immediately, the bodyguard was momentary and then he started to look back at me.

"Look, Miss Ros, sometimes as good as we are, there are bound to be people who don't like us, and sometimes the people who feel most rivaled, he said, envy to be able to hate ourselves is the person closest to us, it could be a parent, brother and even his own partner, so Miss Ros should not feel restless or confused, let alone blame yourself Miss Ros herself like that, I think Miss Ros is a good person from a long time ago, and Miss Ros may not have done anything wrong just that Miss Ros's sister doesn't want to lose to you or she's not happy when she sees you happy on stage, and that's a natural thing in a family." Obviously the body explained everything in a low voice and he did not corner anyone in the explanatory remarks he gave just a moment ago.

Hearing the explanation from him it could instantly make me realize and immediately I talked to the two of them. "You're right, maybe I'm not wrong but brother Desi who really hates me for no reason or he who feels rivaled with me, thank you very much for reminding me and managed to resuscitate me very quickly, the way you talk and explain it suits me very well and it's so good that you can look from all directions and aspects of possibility." My reply was to thank him and to feel very happy that someone would remind me and wake me up like this.

After feeling much better and I had gained enlightenment from my bodyguard, he began to take me home because he knew that some more time was usually the time for Mr. Jenson to come home from work, and he also knew if I should've been in the house before Mr. Jenson arrived.

"Ekm.nona we've spoken and it looks like Miss Ros is calmer now, what if we just go home, later, Mr. Jenson can be anxious if the lady has not returned home by the time she arrives." Say one of the bodyguards.