The Unconsidered Fetus

Accelerating Move

A grin was clearly drawn on Mr. Jenson's face, he had waited long enough for something good like this, because he felt too confident that the little boy had the same genes as him, moreover, his grandmother had urged him to immediately have a granddaughter. "If he were my son, I would have taken the boy, so new I wouldn't have to marry any more women." Mr. Jenson's mind thinks about it.

In the morning I immediately accelerated my departure process to country C along with Teguh, I set out early in the morning to take care of everything at once, until the end of departure can be accelerated and I can leave tomorrow morning for a flight to country C, very happy I can leave this city immediately.

Although it was actually very comfortable to be in his neighborhood, but since the appearance of Mr. Jenson wherever I was, it was always uncomfortable and unsafe, I was just afraid that he would harass me again, after taking away the most precious thing in me and I did not deny, he was also one of the causes of the destruction of the career that I had built hard from zero, should if indeed he did not like me, he did not like me, he should not do this to drunk people and under the influence of drugs.

The dark events of the night were always clearly recorded in my head, although I was not aware when I did it but the recording when I woke up and realized everything was gone made me often frustrated and could not accept the reality, but Teguh was already present at my side, she became a living proof that I was no longer a girl, I was not a holy woman since one year ago.

My gaze was empty and kept daydreaming about all the things I had been through all this time. Until I realized it.

"Mom..why do you daydream?" Ask her to pull the edge of the clothes I'm wearing.

Soon I turned to him and just smiled to hide everything I was thinking, where maybe I would speak honestly to a child at such a small age, he is completely innocent and Teguh deserves to be as happy as any other child of his age, big problems like this are not worth knowing, even though he always urges me.

"Don't papa, I just thought a little sad about having to leave your hometown." My reply was to lie to my son somehow for the umpteenth time.

Though my heart aches and feels very guilty, for the lie after the lie I tell my own son, I can only apologize in my heart and hope that all this will pass soon, so I can be as calm as ever.

"Mom..don't lie to me, your face shows an honest expression why your mouth is lying, I must be thinking of the bad guy right?" Said the stern as if knowing the contents in my mind.

Immediately I turned to him with a look of wonder and two eyebrows that I raised, I never expected Teguh could talk like that, and it turns out he even knew what I was really thinking, I tried so hard to lie to him.

"eehh.... Who says you think about it, why do you think about strangers like her, you're just there." Reply to him.

Anxiety began to seep into me, I was so afraid that the thing I had always been hiding would be known to my son, I quickly snapped firmly and told him not to talk about the man again.

"Enough Firm! Why do you always talk about that guy, I told you he's just a stranger, he's not a nice guy and has nothing to do with us, he just feels unhappy because his face looks similar to yours, you should never get close to him, if one day meet that man without a mother beside you, you should run, you should run, never talk to strangers again!" I said that was directly nodded by Teguh.

Fortunately Teguh was a good and obedient child he could understand what I was feeling and understand what I was forbidden from him, at that very moment Teguh immediately nodded obediently to me, although his face immediately looks lethargic and downcast sad.

I exhaled lethargicly and felt very guilty with him, I did not mean to yell at him like that, but somehow I always felt provoked by emotion every time I talked about the man.

The wound was not dry and now it's reopened and it's getting bigger, how can I not be provoked by the emotion of his appearance, he's a thorn in my life and he's a bad memory I've always wanted to forget, if there was any technology that could make me erase the bad memories in my head, I would have done it, I would have erased the sad memories that were in my brain.

That is the only way I can do to forget all the bad memories, unfortunately such technology does not exist in the world today, all the way home I just kept quiet as well as Teguh who kept bowing until he got home he went straight into his room, without saying anything more to me.

I stood beside the entrance of Teguh's room and held the door, it was hard to see my son become like this with me, because he had never been angry or sulky before like this.

"Straight..tok... Let's eat first, baby, you haven't eaten yet." I said while knocking on the door of the room. Trying to persuade him.

"No, I want to sleep, I want to eat first." Reply to me.

I knew he was angry with me and I knew he wasn't easily persuaded when he sulked, only able to let him calm down until he himself was willing to get out of the room, I thought that if she was hungry she might come out by herself, so I left the room and immediately prepared food for her, left the food on the table and went inside the room immediately, I knew she would not come out of her room while I was still in the kitchen, therefore I as her mother more succumbed as long as Teguh wanted to eat. I continued to stand behind the door of my room waiting for Teguh to come out of his room.