The Unconsidered Fetus

Meet Mr. Jenson

Unfortunately I could not investigate the case at all, especially at this time the news about me is still not completely lost, although I know it is not as much as the community that idolizes me, but I know that my fans out there are still pretty upset and disappointed at what I did to them all.

I could only bow and remain silent without being able to do anything when I was in this condition, until before long Rasya began to ask again.

"Ros.why are you silent, you are a famous celebrity, you have a lot of love out there, your work and all your humming is very good, you are very good, I've idolized you so much even since you were in the race before." Rasha said to me.

"That was then, not this time Rasya." I replied to him.

"Why so, want it or now you can still shine in your own way, you just need to believe in yourself and do not think about the opinions of others about you, you can start again from the beginning, this news will soon be lost too." Rasya replied to me.

"I'm sorry Rasya, but the entertainment world is not the same as our real world, a lot of people will shift our positions, there are also many who do not like me even though I always do my best for them, as well as my manager, he is my brother, he is the one who has taken care of me and protected me since I was a child, he said, even if he's the culprit, I won't have the heart to uncover all this, let my relationship and him get here enough, but I don't want to make it difficult." I replied to Rasya at that time.

He suddenly just hugged me so tightly and he patted me on the back softly back then, getting such treatment from her, really making me feel moved, she said, for all this time I struggled alone at the bottom of the abyss of suffering, without anyone knowing my pain, I was truly like a discarded person after I had made one mistake, though I have never done anything bad to anyone, I have never felt that I have a grudge and make life difficult for others, but somehow I have to experience life like this.

"You do not deserve to be sad, you are a very good person Rosa. I believe that, even though in the whole world no one has sided with you, believe that there's still me who's gonna be the only person standing at the front for you." Say it to me at that moment.

I was so happy and just smiled broadly at him, I immediately nodded to him firmly, he is truly the kindest human I have met so far, even Mike himself, he said, what I consider to be a person I trust a lot and a person I think is very good to me, he can throw me away and throw me away like a piece of trash that is no longer valuable, even my own brother did the same thing, but I was met with a human like Rasya, in fact the love of fans can be this big, as well, though he had just met me a while ago but he was already this good to me.

Help me find a house, give me a job, even he wants to deliver to the hospital and confess that he is the father of this baby in my womb, which even I don't know who his father really is.

"Ros.I want to take responsibility for the baby you're carrying, but I think his father needs to know about this, you have to see the man, you have to see the man, didn't you say the man left you a cell phone number and a name one last time?" Rasya told me at that time.

"But Rasya I'm not sure, that night I was under the influence of a very heavy drug, I don't remember the man's face at all, I really don't know anything." I told him.

"I'll accompany you to meet him, you don't have to worry about it," he replied reassuringly.

I immediately nodded obediently, after I thought that what Rasya said was true, whatever the answer from the man would be, after all, I must have told her that she left a child in my womb, and as her father she must know, I must also marry her, at least to give a clear status to me and this baby.

I obeyed what Rasya said and we started calling the man's mobile number which I still keep at the moment.

Until a heavy and resolute voice answered my call, I immediately told him who I was and asked to meet him.

"Who is this?" Ask the man from there.

"A....I'm the woman you were with that night, you may have forgotten me, but I didn't forget you, I wanted us to meet, because there's something I wanted to tell you, it's very important." I replied to the man with one hand holding onto Rasya's hand so tightly.

"Come to the JS Entertainment company, tell me you're a guest of Mr. Jenson." Said the man and the call was immediately cut off.

"Ee ..eee...ehh, wait hello...hei.hello what are you saying?" Saying to him.

Rasya looked at me with perfect eyes, and he immediately asked what the man had told me at the time.

"Why? Does he not want to see you?" Ask Rasya.

"It's not that, but he said I should come to JS Entertainment, you know it's a very big company and it's a rival company from the company where I debuted, they will surely recognize me, if I go there," I replied to him at that time.

Rasya instantly furrowed both of his eyebrows firmly and it seemed that he was thinking hard back then to think of a solution he could provide for me back then.

"Aaahh.what if you just disguise, you can wear a larger wig or you can wear a mask and glasses, you can open it when you meet the person, so that he can recognize you, he said, and then just ask that there's only you and him in the room, how?" Rasya told me.

I'm still afraid and not sure to show myself to the people out there, I'm really afraid that the disguise I've been keeping so far will be exposed, I could not accept such harsh blasphemy from the many people who had very sharp mouths against me, I really could not hear all the words that could hurt my heart anymore.

I just want to heal, I may not have to open the old wound back, I'm still not ready if I have to face things as squinting first again.

"I'm sorry Rasya, but I'm so scared, really I feel so anxious, I can't if I have to meet a lot of people like I used to, I'm afraid of Rasya." Saying to him.

"Why should you be afraid Ros, you are not wrong, you open up people who are like they think of you, you have done nothing wrong, you have to believe in yourself, the truth will not arise if you keep hiding like this, I feel sad for you if you do nothing and instead have to be forgotten like this." Rasya said while holding both of my shoulders so tightly back then.

He also gave a very attached look to me and he kept nodding as if giving a strong support and confidence to me at that time.

But it is still not enough to make me dare to step up to do that, I'm still afraid if it turns out that the guy I was with that night recognized me or he took a chance on me and other things, moreover, I know that he is a person of the enemy company from where I had pursued my previous career.

"What if my disguise is exposed? Or what if that man doesn't want to take responsibility for my baby, I don't want to feel any more heartache Rasya." Reply to him.

"I'm still too weak, I'm not as strong as you think, I'm not the confident Ros as I used to be, I'm not like that Rasya, I'm just afraid people will hate me even more, if I come back to the public." Add me again to him.

Again and again Rasya immediately calmed me down, by hugging me very tightly and he continued to rub my hair so gently, I was very happy, because it could still have someone like him, because it was still possible to have someone like him, who still want to care about me and want some people who continue to accompany me like this.

"I'm sorry Ros, I'm sorry if I forced you that way, I wouldn't force you, if you couldn't leave just let me go, I'll tell the guy everything." Reply Rasya to me.

I didn't want an apology from him at all, because he wasn't wrong at all, so I didn't want him to apologize to me until it was like that.

"No Rasya.I don't need your forgiveness, you're innocent, I'm the one who should be thanking you, you're too good for a human like me, you're so good Rasya me, you're so good, the guilty of coming to be a burden in your life." Reply to him.

"No Ros.you're not a burden, you're a diamond to me, you're a person I admire and love, maybe I could just stare at you from television, but now that I'm happy to be able to hold you and hold my hand in person, it's a great happiness for me, so don't say that anymore." Rasya's reply further moved me with all his kindness.

"Rash.... Why do you have to be this good with me, you human or angel, I'm so grateful to be able to meet people like you." I hugged him tighter.

Until the next morning I still chose to go with Rasya, after I thought about it again, there was no way I would let Rasya go alone to meet a man who had nothing to do with him, the man obviously wouldn't have trusted Rasya, if only he had gone alone, so I decided to go see him anyway as he promised in the phone call with me back then.

I thought the man was one of the employees at JS Entertainment company, so he asked me to come to his workplace, so I immediately went undercover and prepared everything very well, with the help of Rasia.

I left feeling still anxious, but during the journey to go there Rasya continued to reassure me, he drove me on his bike and he was waiting for me outside because he couldn't get into the company because he didn't have his identification card with him at the time.

I've even made my own identification card so I can go in to see Mr. Jenson, from the beginning they asked me to show you the identification card before going in there, I've been astonished to say the security should be this tight.

"Is he a director? Until the safeguards have to be this tight?" My mind thought about that moment.

I can't break the rules there, and luckily I've created a new identity, so I won't be known by them all, after showing my identity card then I was allowed to enter while Rasya had to wait for me outside, I actually felt very anxious because Rasya could not accompany me at that time, but I can't show that anxiety in front of Rasya I don't want to make him worry about me.

"Rosa..are you sure you can go alone? Or if not, let me go home first and bring my identity card, we can go together later." Reply to me.

"No, I don't want to bother you, I can, after all he might not be a bad guy, you take it easy." I replied to him and released Rasya's hand which was holding mine at that moment.

He let me go and I immediately followed a woman who would lead me to the room that the man had prepared, I did not expect that the man would still remember me, and it's been a few weeks, though, I was carried upstairs until I arrived in front of a room that was closed by the woman, and she even opened the door for me.

"Please miss, Mr. Jenson is waiting for you in there." The woman told me.

I immediately nodded and went inside by strengthening myself.

When I entered I saw a man standing in front of the glass wall at the end of the room.

I immediately walked up to him and greeted him as best I could, as I did not recognize him, I greeted him with a call said by the woman earlier, as a form of respect for him.

"Excuse me, Mr. Jenson." I said while bowing to her.