The Unconsidered Fetus

Expelled

I couldn't have guessed that it was Desi so for all the suspicions I felt I held her deeply in my heart all by myself.

Until he arrived home when I cleaned up and went to meet Desi who was sitting on the front sofa while turning on the television, when I arrived he was in a hurry to turn off his television and he looked so busy with various phone calls on my phone at the time, until it makes me feel astonished and very curious about what really happened at that time.

"Sir Desi what's the matter? Why did you turn off the television?" I asked him while I immediately turned it back on even though he was holding me back.

"Eeehhh. No, don't light Ros." Said Mr. Desi who was late holding me back then.

Apparently the news about me has circulated so quickly in the news, he said, even my face was highlighted by the camera they got a photo of a woman with no clothes and blur that looked like I was lying in bed with an old man, but I'm pretty sure that the woman in the picture isn't me at all, maybe her body shape and hair are the same as mine, but I'm pretty sure that's not me, for I still have the name of the man who took away my chastity that night.

"Son Desi you believe me no, the photo was an edit and someone wanted to take me down, this is not true, the person in the photo is not me sis." I said to Ga at the time.

I thought Sis would trust me and defend me but she looked doubtfully at me, as if she didn't believe what I said to her at the time.

"So why are you quiet? You believe me, don't you?" I said it again while holding both shoulders back then.

"If he wasn't you, why did you suddenly not come back after going to the bathroom, and why did you leave me at the bar alone?" Asked Mr. Desi which made me very clueless about what he said at the time.

"So what are you saying, I don't even know anything, I just wanted to ask you about what happened last night, you gave me a drink last time and I don't remember anything after that." I replied honestly to him.

But Desi's brother even back yelled at me and he blamed me for things that I did not know at the time.

"Not only were you unconscious but I was still drunk that night and I got me to sleep in that bar, the waiter there who took care of me he helped me occupy his rest room, and they said you put me to bed and put me to them, and then they said you went with a guy you didn't know, then this morning I found yourself in a hotel room from a reporter's live broadcast. What did you do last night at that hotel, Ros?" Ask me back, brother Desi.

I felt like he wasn't like the Desi brother I knew before, he even spoke as if accusing me at the moment, he said, though it was clear I came to the bar because I got a call from him and wanted to bring him home at that time but instead I was forced to drink from him until I was unconscious again after drinking.

"Sister, why don't you trust me, we grew up together, where might I do such a dirty thing." I said to him while holding his hand.

I tried to convince Desi, but she threw my hand so hard that I understood now that she did not trust me.

"Take off your dirty hands, you have destroyed your career and my career as your manager, now there is no one who wants to work with you, you've even been blacklisted from the actors in the action movies you're starring in right now, all your dramas won't make you any more money, we're ruined, and all this is because of you, I'm so disappointed in you Ros!" Said brother Desi who blamed me for everything that happened back then.

I just looked at him in confusion, until Mike appeared to my house and he immediately faced with such a sharp eye.

"Mike.you come here, Mike you must believe me, no, the person in the photo is not me even though they did ambush me in the hotel room, he said, but there's no one there, there's only me alone, you'll believe me, right, Mike." Saying to him.

Mike is my only hope right now, but I don't think he's giving me the deepest possible injury, a slap that he released to me made me grimace in pain and almost shed tears at that moment.

"Plac!" The sound of a slap Mike made to me in front of Desi's brother.

"Mike what are you doing, why are you slapping Ros like this?" Said brother Desi who directly blocked me at that moment.

"Quite Desi why should you overindulge your ignorant sister, she's ruined her career and the business of all of us, especially she's ruined my trust in her, I hate cheap women like her, she said, and from now on I've decided to revoke her actress title from my company, let you replace her Desi, and you better not stay with a depraved woman like her anymore." Mike said to me with a sharp look full of hatred.

"Mike why are you so angry with me, don't you want to look for evidence first? To see if it is true or not? Cause it's all wrong, I'm not the one in the picture, you have to trust me Mike, I'm not that kind of woman." I kept trying to convince him.

"Mike although I know what Ros did wrong but he could have been framed and under the influence of drugs while doing that, you can't kick him out of here, although I know it's your gift house, but Mike where my brother would go if you kicked him out of here." Said brother Desi who seemed to admit that the woman in the photo and the news spoken on television is a truth about me.

I stared in astonishment and grew more suspicious of Mr. Desi at the time.

"Wait up, sister, what are you saying, why are you saying that, I didn't sleep with the man in the picture, you're wrong sister." Say to him again.

"It's enough, if you don't sleep with her and if all the giving is just a lie, can you prove to me that you didn't sleep with anyone that night? And can you explain to me why you're in a hotel room in such a way that you don't have your clothes on?" Mike said to me.

I could only be silent because I didn't know how to explain it to him, that night I didn't even remember anything, I know maybe all this is still wrong but this is not something I intentionally do, but I was trapped by someone else who I do not know at all who is the person.

"Why are you silent? If you keep quiet and can't say anything, I assume your answer is correct, you're not as good and as innocent as it seems, I'm very disappointed with you, Ros and you'd better get out of here right now, or I'll call the security guard to drag you out of here." Say him to me.

"Well, I'll get out of here, may you be happy with my brother, and you brother Desi I hope you can replace me better, thank you for not trusting me, maybe our brotherhood is quite up here." I said to him and immediately ran to my room.

Taking all my stuff and leaving the house as soon as possible, I had to wear glasses and a hat to disguise myself, because the news about me was hot on social media and all over the news channels right now, he said, so I had to cover my face to stay safe on the way.

I really didn't know where I was going back then, there was nobody I knew but my brother and Mike, but now we're not even brothers anymore and Mike doesn't consider me anymore.

Only able to cry alone on the side of the road without being able to do anything, and not recognize anyone at that time, I just wanted to go far to a place where I was not recognized by anyone, she said, until I decided to go to the edge of town, where I thought it was just there maybe I wouldn't be too familiar to the people.

Before that, just in case, I also had to change my appearance first, I had to wear a wig that I had and had never worn all this time, as well as change my identity to Rosa.

Day after day had passed by so quickly, and it had now been one more month since that bitter incident hit me, I already had a small house in the suburbs and had to work as a waitress in one of the small cafes there as well.

That's all I can do to get on with my life every day, until something weird starts to get me feeling, my stomach has been feeling nauseous in the last few days, and I just can't stop throwing up until the boss tells me to take off work and just go home for today.

"Rosa you should just go home, it looks like your body condition is not healthy, you better see a doctor," said the boss to me.

I nodded and immediately left from there, at first I thought I might just catch a cold or my stomach relapsed again as usual but the nausea felt more and more heavy and my appetite actually increased, when usually, but usually, if my stomach is problematic I always have no appetite but this time it becomes the opposite.

Until my new co-worker Rasya started helping me go to the hospital to check on my condition.

But what I got was I actually got some very surprising news.

"Congratulations Mom, you're pregnant and you're two weeks old" the doctor said, leaving Rasya and me in shock.

"YES...AAA... Is doc, am I pregnant?" Ask me again to make sure.

"Welcome yes, you must be a young couple who have been waiting for the presence of the baby right, take care of the baby well and try not to do heavy work. Eat more nutritious foods so that the health of the baby can be maintained." The doctor said it made me very weak and did not know what to do.

When I got home from the hospital, I knew Rasya must be very surprised by what happened to me, and I also did not know how I explained to Rasya about all this, the atmosphere between the two of us was so awkward and he didn't ask me anything at the time either.

"Rasya..why don't you ask about my pregnancy? Don't you want to know it at all?" I asked him a little wonder.

"It's not that, it's just that if you don't want to talk about it then it's better not to say, I don't mind even if you're pregnant with someone else let's take care of the baby, I trust you Ros." Said to me.

Again and again I was shocked because suddenly Rasya knew my real name, when since I moved to this place no one knew about my identity, I never opened my disguise either.

"Wait, Rasya..Where do you know I'm Ros, have you known me all this time?" Ask him again.

"Yes, from the very beginning you asked me for help to find a house that was for sale, I already knew you were Ros, the famous actor who had to disappear due to a big rumor a few months ago, I had a chance to see you before you put on the wig and did that disguise of yours, so I know who you are, but you take it easy I won't reveal all your secrets including your pregnancy, but Ros if you're pregnant now doesn't that mean the rumors are true?" Rasha said to me.

I again had to remember an old wound that was almost buried in my life's history, but now it must be seen floating again to the surface.

"Not all rumors are true, but would you believe me if I told you?" I said to him first.

And what I didn't think was that he nodded as if he trusted me very much back then, even from the beginning he knew that I was Ros not Rosa, he still did not reveal my identity and instead continued to help me get a home and a job.

"Of course I'll trust you, I've idolized you since you debuted Ros," he said again, which made me almost moved by him.

I told Rasya all the past events and he was shocked to hear all the confessions from me at that time.

"How can you be trapped like that, and if you are not suspicious of your reprimand, it may be that he set you up, because he gave you the drink, and why don't you try to figure out the truth, including who the father of your baby is." Rasha said to me.

I didn't think it turned out that there was still one person in this world who trusted me completely like this Rasya, he even looked so sincere when he got angry and had the same thoughts as me about suspicion towards Desi, seeing him trust me to such an extent, I was already very happy.