The Unconsidered Fetus

Unknown Teguh

I don't understand Mr. Jenson, he's upset that I smothered his mouth but the one who should be upset and sulking with him here is me, because he who had raised my body forcefully and recklessly before, then just kept talking out loud, so of course I had to hold his mouth back, there was no other way for me.

When I was daydreaming at the back of Mr. Jenson who was getting away from the place suddenly Teguh came to me I immediately widened my eyes very wide, I was surprised not to play because I saw that behind the door was Teguh standing.

I don't know since when he was there but I immediately approached him to ask him directly.

"Geez, how long have you been here, baby?" I asked him while squatting in front of him.

"Well, tell me the truth, who's Mr. Jenson? And why do we have to stay at his house, what's really going on?" Tanya Teguh made me feel very nervous, and just kept turning my eyes away from her.

Not knowing what to say at the time, this was a difficult choice for me, but Teguh continued to urge me until suddenly he had heard all the conversations between me and Mr. Jenson before.

"Enough Mah, don't cover everything from me, even if I'm a child, but I deserve to know who my father is, right? Mr. Jenson is my father, right? She's the one I've been looking for, why'd you lie to me all this time?" Reveal it just like that.

Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, I was immediately flabbergasted and closed my mouth quickly, I could not believe it turned out Teguh had known everything.

I also tried to calm myself so as to explain everything to Teguh, I did not want him to misunderstand me and make him hate me for hiding his own father's identity all along.

"Straight mama really does not mean that, please you listen to the explanation mama first, actually Mr. Jenson is your father but mama and him at all, we," my words were not finished yet but were cut off by Mr. Jenson who ran up to me at that time.

"We separated before and are now going to remarry, start a new life and regroup as before, to become a better family." Said Mr. Jenson in front of Teguh.

I thought Teguh would be angry with me, or Mr. Jenson would say it all, but it didn't happen, Steady just kept smiling broadly she immediately hugged Mr. Jenson and I alternated so tightly, she looked so happy to hear that, she said, even me and Mr. Jenson will be back together and he can have complete parents like his other friends.

"Aahh...really? Thank you very much, this is what I had hoped for a long time ago, I did want to match you with Mr. Jenson, but it turns out that Mr. Jenson is indeed my father, I am very happy if you will be together again, I am very happy if you will be together again, so can I call you dad from now on?" Teguh asked as she hugged Mr. Jenson back then, just as Mr. Jenson raised her tiny body and he nodded approvingly to what Teguh said.

At once Ros breathed a very upset breath he did not accept Mr. Jenson as if to change the nickname that Teguh used to tell him like that, but unfortunately Teguh actually obeyed the words of Mr. Jenson so easily, without asking my opinion first.

"Okay dad, I'll listen to all your words from now on." Reply Teguh with a happy smile, they then went straight inside together with Teguh who continued to be in the arms of Mr. Jenson, while I was left just like that, only being able to cluck annoyedly and stomp my feet so violently a few times, to vent the emotions of the moment.

"CK..he really wants to snatch Teguh from me, aaaahhh I don't want Teguh closer to him than I am obviously his own mother, he said, the one who gave birth to her and I've been living on her own all this time!" My gertutuku felt very unaccepting and immediately went inside to catch up with them.

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Up to the next morning, Teguh was even happier among the schools by Mr. Jenson than I was, from the morning I kept trying to hold myself back and could not stop to keep staring intently at Mr. Jenson, because he has taken a great deal of steadfast attention from me, the only one before was me who got all of that from Teguh.

Until when Teguh had entered the school and there was only me and Mr. Jenson in the car, I began to vent to talk and perotes to him with everything that has bothered me since last night.

"Sir, what exactly are you planning behind my back, why are you telling Teguh the truth why you took all of her attention away from me, are you taking her away from me?" I asked him with an annoyed look.

Seeing Ros who looked so frightened over Teguh and himself, of course, Mr. Jenson felt himself to have won in that, so he deliberately played Ros at that time.

"Yes, you're right, so right, I'll make Teguh depend on me until she won't need you anymore, then I'll grab her and take her to a faraway place and throw you away easily, so there won't be any more troublesome chatty women beside me!" Reply Mr. Jenson spoke so cynically and seemed earnest in his words.

I continued to be flabbergasted very wide and immediately snapped at him tightly, not forgetting that I also patted him with all my might to vent the emotions within me that I had endured for a long time to him.

"WHAT? Aish. You're a real savage, you shit, how dare you talk that way, eugh. I won't let you take my son so easily, nor will I be able to get rid of you, either, are you really that bad with me, what's my fault with you, I'm the one who was wronged, you're not at all responsible and don't accept any loss for what happened in the past, but why are you being so cruel to me now?" I was very upset and folded both hands in front of my chest at that moment.