The Unconsidered Fetus

The Unconsidered Fetus
Treating Mr. Jenson's Legs



Whereas before I was very sure that I could definitely meet him and ask him about this matter firmly, but even just standing at the door of his room I was already nervous and not as brave as before.


"Am I knocking or not?" My gut just kept biting my thumb's fingernails while walking around showering in front of Mr. Jenson's room door at the time, with my heart beating faster and harder for me to control at that time.


Suddenly, Mr. Jenson was behind me and he called my name. "Ros, what are you doing in front of my room?" He asked me so shocked and so nervous that I didn't know what to say when I faced him this time.


"aa..That master, me, I'm just passing by, I'm going first." My words just spoke to me whatever I could get out of my mouth at that moment.


Until mister Jenson suddenly instantly pulled my hand and made me stare in confusion with him back then. "What's up, sir?" I asked him with a face that was still flabbergasted, not knowing what to do at the moment.


"There's something I want to talk to you about." He suddenly spoke to me with a very serious expression on his face, I was really getting nervous and full of anxiety back then, mr. Jenson also continued to grumble both of his eyebrows more and more firmly bent at me, I became very hesitant to ask him again, only to be able to show both of my eyebrows that I raised to him confusedly, and a heart that continues to feel very unsettled at that time.


Until suddenly, Mr. Jenson immediately took me into his room and he closed the door quickly, the more I panicked, the cold sweat started to settle on my forehead and I was getting less and less.


"Ros.. Do you feel the same way about me?" Asked him to me all of a sudden, I didn't know what Mr. Jenson meant back then, while he kept holding my hands so tightly and looked at me so closely.


"Sir, why are you talking to me like this, please just tell me what you really want to say to me?" I asked her directly because I did not want to continue to be curious not to end like that.


"I want you to be.. Ahhhh you can sleep in my room from now on." Sir Jenson said just like that.


"Well, what do you mean, I have my own room, why should I sleep in my room?" I was confused to make it, but instead of answering my words, Mr. Jenson actually walked back to his bed and then just went to sleep there so easily, did not hear my words that were increasingly confused with him.


"Sir, you're the real reason, weird." Say it again with him.


Until in the end, Mr. Jenson instead told me to treat his leg that had tripped before, it appears his thumb nail looks broken and bleed, and it looks like, even though his blood seemed to be a little dry but he still told me to treat it, making me have to obey him, even though at that time I had wanted to sleep and I wanted to talk seriously with him but all my initial intentions had gone away because of his behavior as well.


"Have not spoken much more, I ask you to sleep here because my legs are injured and as a good wife you should treat your husband's feet instead.


I walked in lethargic and very upset with him as I began to treat his feet, squatting under his feet and began to clean them up and bandage them with a small bandage.


"Well, it's done, so I don't have to sleep in my room, do I." I replied to him while putting the medical device back into one of the drawers in Mr. Jenson's room.


"Ros did you really feel nothing after the incident between the two of us?" Said Mr. Jenson who finally began to discuss about it first, because he had been very resistant to the indifference and coldness of Ros to him all this time, so Mr. Jenson was also very curious about how Ros felt about him all along.


Especially when they are almost going to do things like husband and wife the second time. While I myself can only try to calm down so that I can answer the words of Mr. Jenson sensibly and do not look nervous by him.


I don't know if he likes me or not, although actually I myself also felt that there was a lot of things changing in me and there were some things that I felt every time I was next to Mr. Jenson I always felt calm and peaceful, I felt anxious when she wasn't around and I felt that I was really her real wife.


But I just didn't know how to express this feeling to her, so I just kept quiet and kept closing the drawer quickly.


"No, I feel absolutely nothing but being annoyed at you because you've been disrespectful to me." My reply covered up all the true feelings I felt for Mr. Jenson.


Hearing that from Ros, the face of Mr. Jenson was slightly disappointed, he faced Ros straight and asked him again to get real certainty. "Hey, if you don't like me or feel nothing at all for me, why did you return my kiss earlier?" Jerking Mr. Jenson began to raise his voice at that time.


"Aa..aaa.ahh it's just to keep up with you, if I don't do it I'll run out of breath sooner, so I'll get back at you." My reply came back to make excuses that I thought made sense.


Until Mr. Jenson's face was bent very tightly and he just kept looking at me very cynical while continuing to investigate nonstop.


"Ros, I'm asking you one more time, don't you really like me?" Ask Mr. Jenson again.


I kept shaking my head at him and quickly left Mr. Jenson's room, for I was afraid that my defense would collapse if I were to continue facing Mr. Jenson and be confronted with someone like him, as I was afraid, where he kept asking her again and again while getting closer to me. Makes my defenses weaker. So before all that really collapsed, I prefer to leave sooner and Mr. Jenson did not hold me back at all, whereas in my little heart I wanted to be held captive by him.