The Unconsidered Fetus

Chasing Desi

After some time, Moris and I separated, of course, after we encouraged each other and put a strong belief in each of us that we would escape the selection process of the film.

I went home in a sluggish state and did not know what to say to Mr. Jenson later, and last night I refused the help he would give me, to be honest, after receiving all the bad treatment from Mike, I would almost feel regret and want to use the power of Mr. Jenson to help me get the role, but again I was awakened to my original desire, where I know and have learned the lesson from my brother Desi and Mike, that if I succeed in the interference of others, that, no matter how great my efforts and no matter how great my spirit is, in the end it is not entirely mine and those who help me can throw me back like a useless person, just like Mike had done to me before.

I also really wanted to meet with Desi but for a while, I knew Desi must be very busy, maybe she would also hear from Mike, about me, and I wish he could come to see me or look for me, because I miss him so much and hope that I and he can get back together to be good brothers and love each other as before.

Just like what my parents mandated before they died, that I and Desi should continue to live together and take care of each other and be loving, I still believe that Desi misses me too, just that maybe she was too busy or didn't get permission from Mike to meet me at the moment, because I understand his position now he is no longer the brother of Desi who used to be, now he is a superstar and a famous actor, has many fans and is always followed by journalists wherever he goes, so I think that's what makes it difficult for Desi to meet me.

I went home without much talking at all, went to change clothes and immediately went to pick up Teguh early, he said, while on the road I accidentally cross paths with an actress car that I know that it is a car from the agency that houses Desi's legs, I immediately ask the taxi driver to follow the car, because I'm so impatient to meet with Desi's sister.

"That's not an agency car, there's got to be Desi's brother in it, quick sir turn the car around and follow the black car that just passed by." I continue to rule.

The driver obeyed my words and he just kept following the car I showed him, until it turned out that my guess was right, the car stopped at Mike's company and there was Desi's brother with several other actresses who got off the car, my eyes immediately sparkled and I was very happy.

Without thinking any longer, I immediately ran over to Desi's brother while shouting his name and galloping towards him while stretching out my hands to hug him at that moment. "Sir Desi..." My screams were very loud with happiness, but when I was in front of him, suddenly his brother Desi seemed to wrinkle his eyebrows very strongly at me.

And he doesn't recognize me at all. Though some actresses there could already recognize me when they saw my face for the first time back then.

"Ee.ee.ehh.who are you, how dare you embrace me at will!" Said Mr. Desi while avoiding me and he looked very unhappy with my appearance.

I kept feeling confused by what he said to me, I started to say my name and say that I was his sister.

"I have absolutely no sister named Ros, let alone someone so cheap as you, there go. I'm disgusted to see you!" Snapped Sis just like that.

He then left with some of his colleagues inside the company building after he pushed me up to the point that I almost fell backwards at that time, my heart breaking, my legs feeling very limp, he said, I just sat on the ground with teary eyes and a hand that held my chest tightly at that moment.

This feels even more painful than the incident in five years ago, when I got a lot of blasphemy on the internet and was alienated by everyone was also kicked out by Desi, he wouldn't even look me in the face, throw my hand out and push my shoulder so strongly, he didn't acknowledge me as his sister anymore. "So are you that sick for what I did? If you'd listened to my explanation, it's actually just a trap from the bad guys who hate me, why don't you trust me sis?" My words just kept bowing in lethargy and kept feeling very hurt.

I have truly lost my only brother and family in this world, the sky seems to be cloudy and the air is getting cooler, I think there will be no time for me to pick up Teguh at this time, I called Mr. Jenson and asked him to pick Teguh up at his school.

I contacted him with a short message because if I called Mr. Jenson I was afraid he would wonder about my situation because of my silent voice, although I could have lied and hidden everything to Mr. Jenson, but I knew the voice would not be able to hide and Mr. Jenson was not a fool that I could lie to so easily, so I chose a safe way to preach it through a short message, after all I knew he had seen it and he would definitely pick up his beloved son.

I rubbed the remaining tears on my cheeks and I stretched myself, soon I got up with all the rest of the strength inside myself, went from there and stared one last time. "I'm sorry brother." My mind is too heavy to leave that place.

But when I turned around all of a sudden a woman was staring at me with a familiar face, she was Nayla, but what made me wonder when my eyes met his eyes he suddenly went running into the building of Mike's agency company, and he did not hear the screams from me calling him so loud back then.

"Nayla's? Nayla wait, where are you going Nayla..." My screams kept running after him.

But unfortunately he had entered the company first by wearing a cover on his head and carrying a sling bag beside him, I can't chase him all the way inside because I don't have an access card or any appointments with the people in there. So the two guards up ahead were holding my body very tightly, and I lost Nayla back then.