The Unconsidered Fetus

Mike As Jury

Today I've decided to go to a role-playing art tasting place in one of the theatres that has been booked by writer Jack as well as all of their film crews, I have prepared myself very well, and I have learned to speak dialogue alone before I go there, I've been trying to practice reading the dialogue I created myself that I thought would be in a romantic movie scene like the one that writer Jack would be showing, after all I admire that writer so much, he is so cool and still young, I think he always dedicates himself to art and every piece he makes never misses, always loved by all his fans and always surprised everyone, I was always waiting for his new work to arrive.

But it seems that at this time he is more focused on airing all of his previous works to become a film and can be better known by many people, also in many circles in this world, after dressing up neatly I immediately went to that place and it was my first struggle to try to get back to square one again.

I had to queue up with the budding actors and the new ones like me too, we had to stand in the hot sun, waiting for the sequence number we had on call to do the test in the room there, he said, there were a lot of people crowded around and I met a woman who was quite cute and had a cute body, she was waiting in line in front of me and she looked so excited, she said, he also started talking to me first by talking about himself back then.

"You look like Ros deh, that famous actress." Said the girl who has keribo hair and expands quite large.

"Aahhhhhhhhhh... I'm the Ros." Reply answered.

He widened his eyes very wide and laughed very lightly at me and he did not believe what I said at the time, when I was telling the truth, he even thought I was confessing to the identity I told him.

"Ahahah..you're Rosalina? Sure enough, he might not be waiting in line under the hot sun with crumbs like me and the others, he also could not go out alone, hahah you are the right one, he said, your face is similar to her and just as beautiful, but you don't dare to claim to be her, she's my idol, I don't like it when anyone claims to be her, you're his idol too, so you claim to be him." Said the girl to me.

I could only be flabbergasted and a little annoyed at the girl's words but unfortunately even though I had tried to explain that I was really the Ros she meant, but he still didn't give me a chance to talk through everything, instead thinking of me as an idol to myself it really sounded really ridiculous.

But since he was, I could only obey him, and no longer want to argue with the stranger I just met just because of something as trivial as this.

"Yes.iya deh, it's up to you that I idolize the Ros, she is very beautiful and talented is not it?" I replied to him and purposely praised myself with him.

This was the first time I could talk to my own fans, who turned out they didn't really hate me completely, at least if there was only one fan left who was waiting for me and trusted me like this girl, I had enough and she was already the reason why I really had to go back to the entertainment world, I just kept smiling and talking so much with the girl, until it did not feel his turn on the call, the dark-skinned girl went straight into the tasting room first, while I continued to prepare and train in silence myself, while waiting for my next turn to be called, until a few minutes later, now my turn has arrived, I took a deep breath and threw it away as soon as I entered the testing room and started looking at the jury.

What struck me was that one of the three judges sitting in front of the stage, one of whom was Mike whom I knew was a former leader of my agency, who has always united me and has now thrown me out of the trash, on the other hand there is writer Jack and there is also the investor next to him who I do not know, my heart immediately hurt when I saw Mike among the judges, I was immediately discouraged because I knew Mike never liked me again after the incident at the restaurant before, moreover, he already knew that if I was married, I kept quiet pensive myself until writer Jack began to wake me up.

"Hey, why are you quiet, let's quickly do the scene!" Writer Jack said to me.

Immediately I put aside all the nervous thoughts and fears that were haunting me and tried to focus on the role I was going to be in at the moment, I began to show all the scenes given by writer Jack to finish well, according to what I planned.

A clap rang out from writer Jack and he immediately got up from his jury seat while walking towards me. "Gee.... That was so good, you're the lead role I'm looking for, I'll choose it, how?" Writer Jack said, which makes me very happy.

But as I've guessed before, Mike definitely won't let any of this happen, he always makes his actresses who will get all the highest places in this entertainment world, he said, moreover, this is a very big cooperation with the number one writer in the country and the producer will be managed directly by the author so all this is very good and will be profitable.

He immediately stood up and said loudly to trivialize me.

"No writer Jack, this guy has absolutely no popularity and you know he's Rosalina who has very ugly rumors in the past, how could a story as good as this be tainted with an actor who had such ugly traces, Desi was still nicer than him." Mike compared me and my brother.