The Unconsidered Fetus

On the Road Home

I was shocked not to play and just widened my eyes so wide at that time that I immediately got back up away from him and immediately snapped and scolded him loudly.

"Aaahh...Fuck how dare you kiss me, are you crazy?" I snapped at him with sharp eyes and full of annoyance at him at that moment.

"Heh, who kissed you You did it, I just pulled your hand out." Reply to him with a face that does not feel guilty at all.

I knew clearly that he did all that because if he didn't pull my hand, he, I also couldn't have been pushed back into his car again until it fell on him and the kiss happened.

"Sir, if you don't take my hand, nothing like that would happen between us, and you better not hold my hand again, I gotta go, don't you ever show up in front of me or my son again!" Jerked him.

He still did not let go of me and instead grasped my hand stronger than before.

So that makes me a little afraid of him, especially when he saw his face that was quite creepy he looked at me without making a sound, even though I had tried to rebel against him very hard at that time.

"Eughh...last, let me go, what are you doing, why are you even holding my hand like this?" I said as I continued to try to let go of her hand grip on my wrist at that moment.

"You can't just walk away, you have to answer him, where's the picture of his father if he really has a father, if you don't answer him or don't show him to me, does that mean he's my son?" His words made me instantly silent for a moment.

"Well..your child? Didn't you yourself say that the child in my womb might not be your child? You said I was a cheap woman and you gave me money to solve our problems back then, so I tell you again, he's not your son, he's my son, he's got a father or not or whoever his father is none of your business!" Reply firmly and throw my hand away from it.

"If he's not my son why is his face so similar to mine?" He made me stop when I opened the car door again.

I immediately turned back to look at him and said the answer he wanted to hear earlier.

"Because when I was pregnant, I hated you so much, that's why her face resembled yours, and I'm sorry for all that!" I replied to him as I quickly got out of his car.

Coincidentally when I came out I saw a Teguh running towards me, and I immediately took him away to stop the taxi passing around there and immediately entered and left Mr. Jenson as quickly as I could.

During the trip Teguh continued to look at me he noticed my face that had no expression, because actually at that time I refrained from crying in front of Teguh, because actually, I didn't want Teguh to know the point of my weakness, I didn't want to make him worry about my situation, so I kept trying to hold myself back from crying or shedding tears in front of Teguh.

"What's wrong with you, did that man do you any harm? Why do you keep quiet?" Ask me at that time.

I immediately turned to her and hugged her tightly, I just didn't want to lose Teguh, I didn't want her to know that Mr. Jenson was her real father who she had always wanted to meet.

"Steady, mom's fine, that guy didn't say anything to me either, he just asked his face could look a lot like this handsome face of yours and like he's lost handsome to you so he looked pretty upset the last time mom left him." I have to lie to Teguh again.

"Mom.I love you, I love you so much, you don't worry, no one will be able to do evil to me as long as I'm by your side." Reply firmly to me at that time, while rubbing my back gently really times.

"Thank you very much, dear, I love you very much too." Reply to him.

I don't know why it hurts to hear Teguh who is five years old can talk to me like that, and has a strong desire to look after me and protect myself, I feel guilty for covering up all the truth to him, but I can't possibly tell Teguh all that, he's too small to know anything this big, which is where even adults they can not necessarily accept something as complicated as this, and there is still no way out that I can do for this.

Since I used to prefer to run away, leaving everyone behind and those sad memories, I thought I could be free just by leaving everything behind, but it was all wrong, I kept remembering the sad thing and everything still haunted me, almost making Teguh know it too.

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Until arriving at home I decided to rest early because tomorrow I intend to speed up my flight to country C, at least there I can meet Rasya and Nayla, Nayla, I really hope a lot of them can help me to avoid Mr. Jenson I also still have a debt to Nayla because so far I never told her who I really am.

I slept first and tonight I want to sleep with him, because I can't be at peace if I can't see him next to me.

While on the other hand, Mr. Jenson continued to smile lightly while holding his lips, he continued to imagine the incident of him accidentally kissing Ros's lips before.

"I haven't felt that for a long time, it turns out that she's the one I accepted to do, at least I'm normal if she really has a son from me because of that night's events." Grumpy Mr. Jenson slowly.

Roy who saw Mr. Jenson kept smiling like that, he started to worry about his situation and Roy quickly realized it.

"Mr. ..hei..sir.tuan Jenson are you okay, why are you smiling all the time like that?" Roy asked with a face full of astonishment as he asked.

"I'm just happy to find that girl after all these years you've been looking for her but didn't manage to find her." Mr. Jenson replied to Roy.

"I'm sorry sir, I didn't do your job very carefully back then" Roy told him.

"No problem, the important thing now is that we can't lose him again, no matter how we find him, we won't be returning home anytime soon, you adjust the schedule with me." Reply Mr. Jenson had already decided back then.

He thinks that Ros is living in the country and will still bother Ros until he admits all the truth, in addition, Roy has also taken hair styling from Teguh and they will do DNA tests in accordance with what Mr. Jenson plans to determine whether Teguh is his son or not in accordance with what Ros said to him earlier.

"Roy you know what you're supposed to do, don't you?" Ask Mr. Jenson to him.

"Let's just relax, sir, I've taken the boy's hair and the DNA test will be done as soon as possible, I'll give you the results later, including giving all the Ros's identities in the country." Roy replied to him.