The Unconsidered Fetus

Dreamed

Although I'm actually very comfortable and feel calm living in this country, but unfortunately I still have to think about the future Teguh also who does live there better than in the country of people like this, in addition, I still miss you very much Nayla and Rasya who always accompany me when I was in the lowest point of my life first, because previously I also did not have time to say goodbye to the two of them when I was about to go to this country by bringing Teguh who was even just born at that time.

I want to make amends for the mistakes I made in the past to him my best friend, whom I left for no apparent reason, and I also really hope that now Nayla and Rasya can unite because I would feel really bad if I came back now and I was among them again and I was afraid of that it would make Nayla annoyed and jealous of me, especially if until she thought things out about me and Rasya, that's what I was so afraid of a long time ago.

I don't want to ruin that very good and sincere friendship just because of a man, even though that man is a very good and perfect person like Rasya, but still I can not choose between the two of them so I prefer to go and avoid it, so that no one I hurt later, even if they were sick maybe they would feel the same pain as losing me back then.

That way, I can only be said to be fair in making decisions for both of them, although maybe only I have turned twenty-five years old like now and is still single but even already have a son trying five years, he said, all of that I'm used to from many people who feel strange with me and sometimes even ordinary people think that Teguh is my sister when it's clear she calls me mother everywhere, whenever and in front of anyone, but still often there are people who mistakenly think of me and Teguh.

But fortunately Teguh was not angry when someone did it to him, the morning if often said his face did not look like me, especially his brain was very far from me, because when I was a child I never felt as smart as Teguh at this time, even sometimes I think it seems like Teguh with me will indeed be smarter Teguh, Teguh, even though I outlived him and even though I was the one who had directed him to learn this, learn it and everything else.

But he might be diligent in studying and reading while I can't be as good as him because I'm lazy to read, and always do not care about many things other than working and looking for money to meet the needs of me and Teguh during my stay in this country, because my savings even though previously very much, because, but the name is also money so because I keep spending it for many things and the necessities of our life together as well, so of course the money is still running out so I still have to work hard to be a mother figure and father who must support Teguh and give everything he wants.

I exhaled languidly and walked over to Teguh who was seen still lying asleep on his own bed at that time, I sat down beside his head and I rubbed the tip of his head, and I rubbed the tip of his head, while I do'a he hope that everything raised will be poured out to him, while continuing to rub his head I also kissed his cheeks gently and immediately went out of his room.

On the other hand Teguh actually felt he was suddenly in a room that was black and there was only a figure of a man who met him before, then somehow the man approached him and squatted down in front of him while saying that he was his father, a father who had missed him so much and sought his whereabouts all along.

When Teguh was about to chase him the man actually walked faster so that Teguh could not pursue the man and the more he wanted to run fast it all felt more overtime while the man claimed to be his father ran very fast.

Until when Teguh ran loudly attacking and he actually fell very hard which turned out he realized that everything he felt before was a dream, only a dream, and he actually did not stumble but fell from his bed onto the floor just then.

"Aaahh.bruk." Teguh's voice cried out very loudly and he was already downstairs sitting with his eyes staring in his own daze including very strange and astonished with himself at that moment.

"Geez I was just a dream, aahh it's a pity that I didn't see my father for long, but what face is my father like the master who stole my mother's phone? I look a bit like that weird guy, too, but I don't want to be likened to a loser like him," teguh grunts who are already smarter than most adults who actually act and act like children, even though that age is increasing and will continue to change, he said, so it should be that personality and mindset should also follow increasing age, so that no one can underestimate us again in the future.

I'm so happy to have a handsome son, white, with one dimple on his face and he's adorable and genius, he was really unlike a five-year-old boy he actually looked like a grown-up child with the thoughts he had right now.

I who heard a loud noise in Teguh's room immediately ran to check on her situation at that time, but what I got when I entered her room, was, it even saw Teguh sitting pensively on the floor right beside his bed with blankets scattered on the floor at that time.

I felt very shocked and continued to wrinkle my eyebrows with a feeling of great confusion with what my son Teguh was actually doing at that time, or what had actually happened before made such a loud noise that I could hear even when I was in the kitchen before.