The Sins of Love
SHY AWAY
...If I could forever I'd choose to hide rather than have to watch you cry...
...-ziyan R.A.-...
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Nasha walked into her house in such a hurry as she had just met a ghost on the street, she was still standing behind the entrance while holding her chest which was still pounding due to the silly words of the strange guy.
He breathed long enough, why did he have to beat? was Nasha affected by Ziyan's words earlier? it would be foolish to believe what Ziyan said that the man's face was not even believable, he thought.
Now Nasha is a little quiet at least she is in the safest place on earth, her own home.
"Non? how come there's no buzzing about the sound of his motorcycle?" lasmi's mother suddenly approached Nasha
"Yes, I went down a little far, ma'am"
"Why not?"
"The money to pay his motorcycle less, I don't bring any more cash"
If only Nasha had booked an online motorcycle, the incident would not have been so, because she wanted to avoid Ziyan Nasha hurriedly climbed into just any kind of golfing motorcycle in front of her school gate, as a result the cost of returning home which is usually enough with 15-20 thousand today should be up to 35 thousand.
"Can be paid at home non less" said Lasmi's mother
Nasha looked at the middle-aged woman innocently "yes too yes" Nasha looked a little regretful, today it really makes Nasha's mind messy, all day people at school noticed and talked about her, until the time of painting he still had to deal with Ziyan, fortunately Nasha could still concentrate during the lesson.
After finishing her dinner and helping Ms. Lasmi wash dishes and used cooking utensils Nasha went up to the room to study and then slept, nasha got the news that her father would be a little longer outside the city because of unfinished work, and it was not unusual for Nasha, he was used to just two with Lasmi's mom alone.
Before going to bed Nasha went to the toilet to do her night ritual of brushing her teeth and washing her face with soap, five minutes later Nasha finished and came out of the toilet, usually, after cleaning, Nasha will check PR and prepare school books for tomorrow, one by one the items in the backpack he took out and Nasha found a box of banana milk that Ziyan had given her.
Nasha looked at the banana milk in her hand, suddenly Nasha recalled one memory, and, at that time Nasha was in the 9th grade one day he found a letter and a bar of chocolate on the table in his class from an anonymous person, the contents of the letter were an expression of someone's liking to Nasha, after getting the letter and the chocolate all the friends in Nasha's class began to tease her, Nasha was very very disturbed by the actions of friends like that.
Not getting a reply the anonymous did the same to his next day, putting a letter and chocolate on Nasha's desk, and it continued until 5 days and finally because never get a response the anonymous showed himself, it turns out he was Aryan nerdy student at Nasha Junior High at that time, Nasha never expected Aryan would like her in Nasha's eyes there are no special friends all just ordinary friends, finally without further ado Nasha rejected Aryan firmly and from then on Aryan never bothered him again with letters or chocolates, even every time Nasha met the poor boy would just dodge or look away.
During getting a letter and chocolate from Aryan Nasha just feel uncomfortable with the treatment of his friends first, he said, just as he was feeling now when everyone suddenly made him the center of attention of one school just because Ziyan gave him a box of milk.
But strangely why Nasha was disturbed when Ziyan said such an unimportant thing as 'Ziyan likes to see it', suddenly Nasha's heart was racing when she heard those trivial words, even when Aryan blatantly expressed his joy Nasha did not feel anything, there was only a feeling of wanting to quickly reject Aryan so that the boy did not misunderstand him.
The feelings for Ziyan should be the same as the feelings for Aryan, but why are they different? Is it because Ziyan is more handsome than Aryan? so Nasha was only affected because of her good looks? Nasha shook her head, felt uncomfortable with her own thoughts and put the banana milk on the study table, after all Ziyan just said 'like to see it' not 'like him' why is Nasha still thinking about those words. Not wanting to remember her again Nasha distracts herself by opening her textbook and working on PR.
Nasha is excited to go to school, she is sure that everyone at school has forgotten what happened yesterday, and it is true that this morning Nasha walked peacefully to class, as usual Nasha's first break hour, Mia and Caca go to the cafeteria to buy a snack, Nasha wants to go back to class immediately after getting her desired meal, but Mia and Caca are a little forced to stay and eat in the cafeteria, the reason is not to go back and forth if they want to buy more food, Nasha finally gave up.
Not long after they were sitting at one of Ziyan's cafeteria tables and his gang was seen coming in, Nasha who saw Ziyan already in the canteen started thinking about leaving the place, just now Ziyan had entered but all eyes were sharp looking at Nasha suspiciously, while Ziyan smiled broadly at the person she expected to be there, Nasha was getting uncomfortable.
"There is Ziyan tuh sha" Caca whispered
Nasha just silently bowed her head, hoping no one would see her
"That's the guy here" said Caca again looking at Ziyan who was walking towards them
"I went to class first huh" Nasha hurriedly picked up the snacks she bought from the table and hurried to stand up from her seat, not until Nasha left Ziyan was standing right in front of her until Nasha slightly hit Ziyan's shoulder that was blocking her.
With a smile the guy took something in his pants pocket and took out a banana milk and put it on the table next to Nasha, Nasha momentarily looked at the guy's eyes and immediately went past him by leaving the banana milk and her friends in the canteen.
Ziyan tried to chase after Nasha who was slightly running away from the canteen, hastily pulling Nasha's arm when their distance was not too far away.
"No, it's not taken anyway?" ziyan asked while showing the banana milk in her hand
"Gue buyin for you" said Ziyan again while giving the banana milk to Nasha's hand
"You need to" Nasha said as she returned the banana milk to Ziyan's hand
"lo take it and I'm not going to chase you again" hearing that Nasha looked at Ziyan's face seeing if the guy said seriously or not, finally Nasha picked up the banana milk and hurriedly left Ziyan in the corridor of the first floor, from a distance Ziyan saw Nasha running away from her.
The second hour break bell rang and Nasha was still pretending to be busy with her math book.
"To the canteen yuk" Caca approached Mia and Nasha to her desk
"You guys, I'm still full" Nasha replied
Caca squinted his eyes "are he still full? aren't you afraid to meet someone?" caca asked with a suspicious face
"What the hell" Nasha still pretended to be busy with her book not daring to stare at Caca's face
"Yes already mi, yok to the cafeteria" Caca asked Mia, Mia just smiled while shaking her head and she showed her food box that had been prepared for Rama, Caca immediately understood that this second hour break would be Mia spent alone with her handsome boyfriend.
"No exclamation you bedua" Caca left Mia and Nasha with a frown. After seeing Caca through the classroom door, Mia's attention goes to her friend who is still pretending to read, it seems that Mia can tell that Nasha is not comfortable getting the attention of Ziyan and her friends who are curious about their relationship.
"Sha, come with me yuk"
"Where?"
"Udah come along" Mia pulled Nasha's hand
And finally Ziyan who was waiting for Nasha out of the classroom saw the girl with Mia heading to the third floor, from a distance that was not too close Ziyan followed the two girls.
It turns out that Mia took Nasha to the roof of the school balcony, precisely on the 5th floor, the door to the balcony is usually not in the lock because the place is sometimes used by school guards to store heavy equipment or unused school items, the balcony is very spacious, and the, the wind blew quite hard and in that place was also quiet, no students knew that the roof of the school balcony was actually not in the lock, but the, if they knew maybe some bad students could have used the place for smoking area.
"Rama is not too fond of crowds, so if you do not go to the perbus usually break hours he goes here to study or just read a book" mia said and sure enough on the left wing of the balcony there was Rama who was focusing on books and headsets that hung to his ears, Nasha had seen Rama several times but never once with the guy, it's true that all visual people Rama really like handsome K-pop idols.
"Not bothering you?" asked Nasha afraid to disturb the two lovebirds
"No, I'm usually also here in the same cuekin" said Mia while laughing pointing at Rama
Nasha just put on a confused face where there are dating people like that, Mia finally memorized Rama.
"Known this is me" said Mia introducing Nasha to her boyfriend
"Nasha" Nasha reached out her hand with a smile
"Rama" said the man, shaking Nasha's hand
"Lo just stay here" said Mia again while sitting next to her boyfriend, Nasha just gave a code like making the letter O with her hands
"I brought you some food, you haven't eaten, have you?" Mia opened the food box she was carrying, Rama did not answer just looking at Mia who told her to open her mouth, maybe Rama was a little embarrassed because there was Nasha there.
Nasha just smiled as if she understood what to do, the girl slightly moved away from Rama and Mia and went around looking at the balcony of the school, her new-known place.
About 5 meters from where Mia and Rama were sitting Nasha looked down the balcony and from the roof Nasha could see the children of SMU Bina Karya who were on the move from the roof that Nasha could also looking at the other buildings around the school, Nasha had to thank Mia that place was really nice to hide from Ziyan or from the strange look that Nasha got these two days, the girl folded her hands over the balcony railing which was quite high, Nasha closed her eyes and felt the wind blowing on her face gently, Nasha was enjoying her calm feeling, she said, he missed that peaceful feeling. Unbeknownst to anyone, a man hiding behind the balcony door watched Nasha from there.
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