The Sins of Love

RECKLESS

...I want you for no reason, my eyes are filled with you, even when I close my eyes, i'll be yours...

...-Yours/Baekhyun...

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Nasha could only see the crowd of the road from inside the window of the taxi that was on the side, Nasha's eyes looked very sad and disappointed, how not two hours Nasha waited for Ziyan in front of her already deserted tutelage and there was not the slightest news from the thickened man.

Tears began to flow on Nasha's cheeks, the girl covered her face in embarrassment at the taxi driver who must have seen her crying, but the crying was hard to stop, the more she could bear the more chest tightening. Nasha hates her now, why is it so easy to shed tears for such unimportant things as being disappointed in someone, Nasha has never been like this before.

The girl repeatedly tried to wipe away the tears that ran down her cheeks until the taxi that delivered her was in front of the gate of the house. Nasha is getting stronger wiping the tears on her cheeks to quickly dry up, Miss Lasmi should not know what happened today, she should look fine, she should look fine, Nasha got out of the cab and tried to put on a fine face, before she entered the girl took a heavy breath first strengthening her own heart.

"Assalamualaikum" exclaimed Nasha as she entered the house

"Waalaikumsalam, how come you've just come home?"

"Yes, ma'am was gone the same way"

Miss Lasmi meliti Nasha's face that looks different, Miss Lasmi is not that easy to lie.

"Non is there something?" asked Lasmi's mother while trying to look Nasha in the eye

Nasha shook her head while trying to smile

"There's no ma'am" Nasha answered lying

"Non cry? how are his eyes red?"

"No, I'm so sleepy that his eyes are red"

"Don't lie to mom"

"Beneraaanaaan I'm okay ma'am, I'm so tired I go straight to the room ya" Nasha widened her smile so that Miss Lasmi believe

"Non don't eat first?"

"I want to go to bed, it's okay mom"

Nasha finally went up to her room and left Lasmi's mom with a suspicious look. ~

It was already two in the morning and Nasha was still awake, occasionally tears were dripping again on her cheeks as the shadow of Ziyan who was leaving with Diandra reappeared, the phone screen was still in her eyes many times, she said, hoping that Ziyan would call her suddenly and apologize, but again and again that hope was what made Nasha even more disappointed.

While Ziyan stared at Nasha's dark room lamp from the front gate of the girl's house, she had to meet Nasha now at all costs, Ziyan did not want Nasha to be disappointed in him even though Nasha must have been disappointed in him.

It's two o'clock at night, it's impossible if you have to knock Nasha's house like a guest, Lasmi's mom would be so angry if Ziyan came this early, Ziyan saw the balcony of Nasha's room, the balcony was about 3 meters did he have to climb into Nasha's room? but through where? Ziyan was still racking her brain to be able to climb up to the girl's room, although she was very reckless but she had no other choice, she had to straighten out Nasha's misunderstanding right now, Ziyan did not want to lose the girl.

Nasha was still trying to close her eyes, she had to go to school tomorrow morning, not even though her chest still felt tight Nasha forced her eyes to shut, until he heard a small knock from the glass door leading to the balcony in his room, Nasha did not care at first that the knock was probably just the wind, he thought. But once again the knock sounded even more intense, from behind the door Ziyan did not dare to knock too tight for fear of waking up anyone other than Nasha.

Nasha started to get out of her bed, once again she heard the door knock and the girl opened the curtains covering the glass door to look at the balcony area, how shocked Nasha was when she saw the one standing in front of the door was Ziyan with a battered face. Nasha then opened the door and could only close her gaped mouth in shock staring at Ziyan and her battered condition.

Nasha started crying again seeing Ziyan's state like that, Ziyan could only wipe away the tears on Nasha's cheeks then hugged her girl very possessively

"Please, don't cry sha" she whispered in the girl's ear, but instead of her stopping crying tears even more and more out of Nasha's eyes, Nasha could only let Ziyan embrace her, although very upset at Ziyan but still seeing Ziyan battered like that made Nasha's heart not bear.~

Nasha and Ziyan sat on the balcony of Nasha's not-so-big room, and Nasha began to treat the wounds all over Ziyan's body from the corners of her lips, nose, battered cheeks, to the point of death, ziyan's hands were also scuffed and bloody as in the use of punching hard objects, Nasha could only be silent while treating Ziyan's wounds, the questions that were in his head were not out in the slightest, the girl just continued to treat Ziyan without asking or speaking, and that made Ziyan even more sick Nasha did not look him in the eye though.

"Lo's angry, huh?" ziyan asked in a soft voice, Nasha did not reply just continued to treat Ziyan's face, after a few seconds later the girl simply shook her head

"You're not angry, why don't you want to see me?"

Ziyan's question made Nasha stop compressing Ziyan's cheek and start looking into her eyes

"I'm just trying to nahan, nahan to not cry, nahan to ga nanya too much, nahan not to prevent you from going with Diandra"

Nasha dipped the towel she held in warm water and then began compressing Ziyan's cheek again, Ziyan looked deeper into Nasha and in fact it made Nasha so pounding for fear of mispronunciation, ziyan's hand clasped Nasha's hand on her right cheek

"Lo don't need that bragging sha, you can ask anything, you can forbid me to anyone, I'll be happy to answer all your questions and follow any request lo"

Nasha looked into Ziyan's eyes and began to shed tears again hearing those words

"I have no right" exclaimed Nasha lowly

"Lo is the most entitled, I only belong to lo sha, how many more times I say if you are the only one in my life"

Ziyan wiped away the tears flowing down Nasha's cheeks gently

"Lo does not need permission from anyone because from the beginning I have been your property"

Nasha lowered her face and continued to cry

"May I have you too?"

Ziyan looked deeper and deeper into Nasha and without waiting for the girl's reply Ziyan hurriedly slashed the distance between them, pulling Nasha's face closer and smacking her lips very gently

Nasha accepted the warm kiss without refusing as if she wanted to belong to Ziyan as well, Ziyan knew Nasha did not reject it and then she let go of her lips to give a little distance and asked

"Does that mean it can?"

Nasha looked at Ziyan with sayu, Nasha knew she could not see Ziyan with anyone else whether it was Diandra or anyone else, falling in love with the man made Nasha very greedy, Nasha wanted Ziyan that was all she knew at the moment, Nasha then nodded slowly while closing her eyes as she did not dare to look at Ziyan, her heart like it was about to jump from its current place. Ziyan smiled at the timid reply and started to kiss Nasha's lips again as if she had obtained permission.

"Lo's lips are very sweet sha" he said shortly before kissing the girl again with deeper and deeper

Ziyan could not have expected the cartoon to be so opium, this was the first time for the two of them and it felt like it was hard to stop, Ziyan felt really long for Nasha as she ignited the c*uman her and can't help but kiss the girl again.

Nasha's cheeks were burning, her heart rate was like it was multiplying, this was the biggest offense Nasha had ever committed, there was a man who kissed her very deeply on the balcony of her room, and he accepted that even his body could not resist, the girl enjoyed it as well. Even now not only their faces were not spaced apart, Ziyan was embracing Nasha's waist very possessively and making their bodies, they were like in glue.

Ziyan stopped the interview when she knew Nasha's breathing was beginning to gasp, as their faces were spaced apart Ziyan could only smile looking at Nasha who was still closing her eyes in embarrassment, and the girl just dipped her face between Ziyan's head and neck didn't want anyone to see her face that looked stupid like a boiled crab, Ziyan continued to hug the girl who was officially hers with an anxious and happy smile. ~

The next morning Nasha woke up with a lot of energy even though he only slept two hours but somehow it felt no sleep at all, Nasha takes a towel and goes to the bathroom to get ready for school, before going to take a bath Nasha looks at herself in the bathroom mirror, the girl recalled that a few hours ago Ziyan was still in her room and had her kissed for the first time, considering that her heart was racing again, Nasha covered her entire face with her palm out of embarrassment to herself, she didn't even believe what she had done, this was Nasha's first juvenile delinquency.

But to be honest Nasha was happy because Ziyan loved her so much, after the first kiss with a position that was still not far away, Ziyan told everything about Diandra as well about Alex, the man also explained why he could not quickly come to meet Nasha at the tutelage, it was because Alex's men confronted him in the parking lot shortly after he left Diandra alone in the apartment.

At first Ziyan did not want to fight at all because he knew Nasha did not like the rude Ziyan, but those people continued to head him off so Ziyan had no other choice, either, escaping from the 10-man hoodlums was no easy matter, Ziyan had to take blows to his face and stomach as well, Ziyan had to take a hit on his face and stomach too, but finally he was able to escape from Alex's men and decided to climb up the balcony of Nasha's room through a mango tree in the house next door whose branches lead to the balcony of Nasha's room.

But the man said he had no regrets at all about getting Alex's men battered and desperate to climb up the neighboring mango tree next to Nasha's house just to get to the girl, at least now Ziyan could grasp and touch Nasha to the fullest.

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