
...But sometimes I fear that if I am too happy, I fear that I will suffer again, I fear that someone will steal my happiness. This happiness will turn out to be painful, and the pain will not go away...
...-ziyan R.A.-...
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Finally at 9 pm all the agenda of the school anniversary celebration was completed as well, now all the members of the painting club were cleaning up the logistic items they used, half an hour later Ziyan drove Nasha home, he said, in the car Nasha's face looks a little tired
"Capek huh?" ziyan asked as she helped Nasha put on her seat belt, while Nasha shook her head with a smile
"Really?" ziyan asked to make sure
"The flag" answered Nasha reassuringly
From inside the car Nasha and Ziyan saw Arman who headed to the motorcycle parking lot with the face of the source
"Sister Arman must be very fond of all his paintings at random" Nasha said with a smile
"The eyes of the duitan are the parents"
Of all the paintings on display, the paintings of Arman and Amira were sold, in fact many were bidding for Ziyan paintings but as said before Ziyan did not sell his paintings, while Nasha's painting didn't sell, no one even bid at all but it wasn't important for Nasha to see Ziyan going to the fair alone it was already very happy for her, it was already very happy for her, soon Ziyan's car left the school parking lot.
About 45 minutes after passing through the streets of Jakarta which tonight is very friendly Ziyan car is now in front of the gate of Nasha's house
"Thank you" Nasha said as she opened her seatbelt
"Thank you for that?" Ziyan pretended to be pouting
Nasha suddenly remembered something, then she took a painting from the back seat of the car
"Nih to you" Nasha gave her painting to Ziyan's lap
Ziyan stared at the simple painting Nasha made
"Cock on love to me?" ziyan asked while still looking at the details of the painting
"I want to give you the first house, so don't tell me you don't have another house" Nasha exclaimed as she looked at Ziyan gently
Ziyan returned Nasha's gaze, there was a lot of growing gratitude and affection for the girl now
"I don't really know what to paint for the exhibition, you also know I'm not a talent for drawing, but I suddenly want to chat we fit in the rooftop apartment about you who always move around since childhood and never really have a house, and I paint this in the end, he said, not good, but don't throw it away"
Ziyan looked more deeply at Nasha, Nasha's eyes always shining and honestly made Ziyan unable to stop falling in love with the girl
"I can't throw it away, from now on this painting will be my most precious treasure"
Nasha chuckled at hearing him "lebay" he said briefly with a chuckle
"Thank you yaaaa" Ziyan exclaimed as she stroked Nasha's cheek gently and Nasha only smiled sweetly
"It's this one that also makes you" Ziyan took one of his paintings also in the back seat of the car
Nasha received a painting of herself from Ziyan's hand
"Gue wants every time you look at this painting you know how big it means to me"
Nasha looked at the painting in admiration
"Thank you" he said with a smile
They both looked at each other and smiled for a moment
"Gue anterin to dalem ya" said Ziyan while opening her seatbelt "gue want to say goodbye and say thank you also the same Miss Lasmi"
Nasha just smiled as she nodded
"Partially I have to be fine Miss Lasmi, let it be blessed" Ziyan exclaimed with a mischievous laugh. ~
It didn't feel like 6 days had passed since the school anniversary and what Nasha knew meant tomorrow was Ziyan's birthday, at least that's what Ziyan's grandfather said at the opening.
"Are you really going to repeat tomorrow?" nasha asked Ziyan who was eating fried noodles in front of her, they were currently on their first hour of rest
"Kok you know?" ziyan asked while still chewing her food
"It looks like one school also knows, when the chairman of the foundation speech at the opening of the exhibition yesterday, he said his grandson was back in 1 week" said Nasha
"What do you want?"
Ziyan who was eating suddenly stopped hearing that ultimate question, this was her chance to ask Nasha anything
"Lo really want to give me a gift?"
Nasha nodded while smiling innocently not knowing what kind of sense Ziyan was
"What can you ask for?"
"Yaaaa origin still makes sense the hell I'm working on"
Ziyan smiled ignorantly hearing that
"Gue just wants to be my girlfriend"
"Diiiih.malah joking"
"Gue seriously shaaa" Ziyan began to put on an annoyed face
Nasha just quietly did not answer, deep in Nasha's heart she also really wanted to be Ziyan's girlfriend but there was fear also there, Nasha never dated before her, Nasha never dated before, and Ziyan is so in the puja of many women including the perfect Diandra, does Nasha deserve to be Ziyan's girlfriend?
The next day the two of them only promised to have dinner after Nasha returned home tutoring, Ziyan had already booked a place at a restaurant that Ziyan was sure Nasha would love the view from that place, Ziyan had already booked a place at, Nasha had also prepared a small gift for Ziyan.
The bell home from school just rang and Ziyan was already waiting for Nasha in front of her class to deliver the girl to tutoring, they walked towards the school parking lot while chatting and chuckling until Diandra suddenly approached Ziyan with a very anxious face.
"Zi, please help me" Diandra ran over and directly hugged Ziyan in fear, Nasha who saw her could only be silent like a statue, there was a very strange feeling in her chest looking at it
Ziyan violently released Diandra's embrace from her body
"What is lo?" snapped Ziyan annoyed
"Please, we have to have a chat" Diandra asked as she clasped Ziyan's hand
"Sir" Ziyan replied briefly and curtly, while letting go of Diandra's hand
"Gue was so scared of Zi, this was about Alex" Diandra's pinta once again and it seemed like this had caught Ziyan's attention who started staring at Diandra
Then Ziyan pulled Nasha's hand and carried a seat on one of the chairs in the corridor to get away from where Diandra was standing
"Lo wait here, okay" Pinta Ziyan and Nasha just according to the real feeling sad and upset, very uncomfortable to see the sight of Ziyan and Diandra like that, Ziyan then approached Diandra again
"Zi, in front of Alex's men, yesterday I tried to sendin him as your advice but he was angry and threatened to hurt me, I was very afraid of Zi, I was very angry, his men are already in front" explained Diandra while hugging Ziyan again
Ziyan was really uncomfortable with this attitude of Diandra, the girl deliberately did her so that Nasha annoyed Ziyan to know that.
"Lo don't have to believe it" Ziyan's pinta while once again keeping Diandra away from her body
"But I'm afraid Zi, please as long as I am, if they see you must be a danger too right? I don't want you to do anything"
Diandra's words had a point as well, if Alex's men saw Ziyan it was not impossible that they also attacked him, in fact Ziyan did not care, Ziyan could fight back against all of Alex's men, Alex said, but now that Nasha and Alex's men can't see Nasha, Ziyan doesn't want her girl in any danger either.
Ziyan's phone rang, and Ken sent a message
"Great, a lot of Alex's men in front of the school, I'm the same kids again trying to escape diem-diem, you same Nasha careful"
Ziyan looked at the clock in her hand, if Nasha did not leave now the girl would be late to tutoring could even be so she was in danger as well, ziyan's eyes turned to Nasha who was sitting waiting for him, the girl was also looking at him and Diandra with a disappointed look, Ziyan was very sad to see Nasha looking at him like that.
Ziyan approached Nasha who was sitting a few meters away from him, the man knelt down in front of Nasha who was sitting and clasped his hands
"Lo can go to the bimbel by taxi right?" ziyan asked softly and Nasha did not immediately answer just listening to what Ziyan just said, Nasha's feelings were not bad, she was afraid that she would cry if she made a sound
"Gue has business first, but I promise to go home and I'll pick you up and we're dinner together" Ziyan tried to smile so Nasha was a little happy, Nasha lowered her head and nodded her head slowly
"Lo's angry, huh?" Ziyan felt very guilty, his hand was placed onto Nasha's cheek to raise the girl's face
"No way" Nasha replied as she tried to smile even though her chest was very tight
"Lo wait for me there, don't go anywhere okay" Ziyan stroked Nasha's cheek gently to reassure
Nasha just nodded then stood up and left Ziyan and Diandra.
Ziyan stared at Nasha's increasingly distant back with feelings of guilt but at least Alex's men would not know or be suspicious of Nasha, currently very dangerous if he was close to the girl, it could be that Alex's men hurt Nasha as well for revenge on Ziyan.
Nasha was safe and in the taxi, but her chest was still tight, seeing Diandra embrace Ziyan was not pleasant let alone seeing Ziyan care about Diandra as well, even though Ziyan had always been strict with the girl but Ziyan still cared about her, Ziyan chose to protect Diandra from a person named Alex who Nasha did not know who that person was and also that is what makes Nasha so sadder, he said, diandra's words about Ziyan ever liking him are not wrong as it seems, that's what Nasha thinks.
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