The Sins of Love

HONEST 2

...From now on, hate me as much as you like!...

...Ziyan R. A.'s....

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Even today Ziyan has not shown his nose at school, Ken and Arvi have been back and forth trying to contact the man but never get an answer, Nasha was the same since Ziyan did not go to school, so she was quiet and daydreaming, Nasha just tells her friends that Ziyan's mother is being treated in the hospital without telling her anything else and it is frustrating for Ken and Arvi, at first they did not want to interfere in Ziyan and Nasha's affairs too far but this had been too long and the attitude of this freak pair was really upsetting, one disappeared and the other was like losing its identity.

Ken and Arvi are still monitoring Nasha's strange behavior, Caca, Mia and Nasha are sitting at one of their canteen tables chatting but Nasha looks unfocused, Nasha is pretending to be okay her friends know that, her smile is forced, this girl is very talented acting.

Nasha, Mia and Caca ordered three bowls of baso and finally a waiter was given their order, Nasha took the bowl of chili in front of her and poured a spoon into her meatball, he tasted then felt that the sauce was still not fitting, he finally added another two tablespoons of chili into his meatball bowl and tasted it again, but again still not spicy, but again, Nasha then added again and again and again the chili into her meatball bowl until Mia's hand held her hand to add the chili again because Nasha almost made her meat into chili sauce.

"Sha, stop!" mia said while stopping Nasha's hand

Nasha suddenly seemed to realize that now her meat sauce has changed color to dark red. Nasha hurriedly took a tissue and wiped her hands while looking extremely agitated.

"Sha, you're okay, right?" ask Mia

"Lo mending now our same story, actually you again why the hell!" exclaiming Caca look upset, Caca has lost patience to see the strange behavior Nasha lately

Nasha looked at Caca tearfully, Mia glared at Caca giving Caca a code so as not to be too hard on Nasha, her friend was not okay thought Mia.

"We're talking on the roof" Mia asked gently, Mia knew Nasha needed privacy and the cafeteria was not the right place

Ken and Arvi watched the girls from a not-too-distant distance, as they watched the girls move out of the cafeteria and tailed to eavesdrop on their conversation. They also had to know what was really going on between Ziyan and Nasha.

Now that the girls were already on the fifth floor roof, Nasha sat down with Mia beside her while Caca stood before Nasha as if he was going to scold the girl with a thousand questions.

"Sha, you want to tell the same story we really do why?" ask Mia softly

Caca stared intently, Nasha just bowed her face giving no answer

"Lo don't believe in us?" ask Caca

"Gue is okay" Nasha replied in a soft tone, something was being held back until Nasha felt crowded

"Lo's not okay sha" said Mia while holding Nasha's hand

Nasha covered her face with both hands, she could not help it anymore, Nasha's cries broke, the girl cried while sobbing.

Caca who from earlier looked annoyed and impatient immediately changed his expression to see Nasha who was very destroyed, even his tears still dripped even though Nasha covered her face with her hands.

"Lo why is shaaaa?" Caca started to worry, he immediately sat down next to Nasha and hugged the girl's shoulder, Caca could not bear to see Nasha crying

Mia also hugged Nasha from the opposite position to Caca, Nasha crying so badly in her best friend's arms.

Ken and Arvi who saw that finally came out of their hiding and approached the girls, Caca and Mia were not surprised to see the arrival of Ziyan's two best friends because the four of them had planned to interrogate Nasha.

"Sha, the monkey won't do anything, right?" ask Ken who is equally worried

"Shaaa you're not pregnant, are you?" ask Caca plain

"Relixa!" exclaiming Mia while glaring

Arvi immediately patted her head in disbelief with the words coming out of Caca's mouth

"Read more, Ziyan didn't say anything about Sha?" ask Ken seriously

Nasha was still sobbing, all her friends' questions were unheard, right now Nasha could only cry very hard to make a sound from her throat that hurt.

After a few minutes and quiet enough with his words, Nasha recounted all the events she had with Ziyan after her birthday, and her current friends were at a loss for words, it felt like there was no advice they could give Nasha at the moment.

Ken, Arvi, Mia and Caca sat on the side of the corridor leading to the fifth floor roof, while Nasha was still on the roof they knew Nasha always needed fresh air to calm down. They were all currently speechless and confused by what was happening with Nasha and Ziyan's relationship.

"Destiny macem what the hell is this" Arvi sighed

"Why did Ziyan not be honest with her mother if Nasha was her boyfriend" said Caca innocently

"It will not be that easy for Ziyan, after his parents separated Ziyan only had his nyokap, he certainly did not want to be sad let alone disappointed" said Arvi

"Arvi bener, before meeting Nasha alesan Ziyan life is just nyokapnya" continued Ken

"How about Terus Nasha? Nasha will be really excited if they break up" exclaimed Mia

"Ziyan must have been really excited about the incident" Ken said

They all breathed deeply.~

The sound of a horn from Ken's motorbike made a housekeeper open the large gate of his house, when he was about to park his motorbike Ken saw Ziyan's car parked in the yard of his house.

"When are you here?" ask Ken

"So morning" Ziyan replied briefly still in the same position

Ken sat on his bed facing Ziyan

"Where is your condition?"

"Betters"

Ken only nodded slowly, the look on Ken's face could not lie he looked pityed with the state of his best friend, silent for a moment

"What are your conditions?" ask Ken again

"Fine" Ziyan still answered briefly and covered half of the face with her arms

Silence again after Ziyan's short reply

"Nasha isn't okay" Ken's voice was weak, he knew those words would hurt Ziyan

Hearing the name Nasha called making Ziyan wake up from her sleep, the man sat down while still not daring to look at Ken's face, Ziyan was speechless

"Do you know?" asked Ziyan

Ken just nodded slowly "Nasha told me everything" he continued

Ziyan did not respond, he knew sooner or later everyone would also know the problem with Nasha, let alone her close friends

"Gue hope you don't make rash decisions, don't make decisions that you will regret later" Ken did not mean to patronize, he just did not want Ziyan to decide something as important as this, he just did not want Ziyan wrong, ziyan's decision will greatly affect his life with Nasha in the future.

Ziyan just listened no more and then he got up from his seat and took the car keys on the nightstand in Ken's room

"Where are you going now?"

"Hospital, I need me"

Of course Ken could not hold Ziyan back. That man is gone.~

Ziyan knew today was Nasha's schedule for the limbel and eventually the man didn't go to the hospital as he told Ken, Ziyan waited for Nasha to come out of her tutelage and after almost an hour of waiting Ziyan could finally see Nasha coming out of the tall building, as usual Nasha would immediately pull out her phone to order an ojek online, she said, from inside the car Ziyan could only see the face of the girl he missed so much, there was a sick part of his chest to see the look of Nasha's grim face, the girl seemed to lose her light.

Nasha who was still struggling with her cellphone did not realize that Ziyan was watching her until she kept the phone in her bag and she saw Ziyan walking towards her with a smile, a second after the man arrived before him without Ziyan's cue to directly hug him, Nasha who was still shocked gave no resistance, the girl could only sigh heavily in Ziyan's embrace, the girl could only sigh heavily in Ziyan's arms, the feeling of wanting to cry very hard, the feeling of anger, longing, disappointed, felt so terrible, once again Nasha had to endure her crying.

Some of the other students who were still waiting for an invitation, of course, saw the romantic scene and immediately whispered with their respective comments, while Nasha was not concerned with anyone's assessment, no one knows what he is feeling right now.

"I miss you" Ziyan whispered in the girl's ear, her voice sounding heavy

Nasha's tongue is silent, Nasha is just silent she is afraid if she talks her tears will fall again.~

Finally Ziyan delivered Nasha home, during the trip Ziyan continued to hold her girl's hand, not usually Ziyan like that even though Ziyan is a bucin man but when driving at most only occasionally Ziyan grasped Nasha's hand, but right now Ziyan did not seem to want to let go of the girl.

As long as Nasha did not talk much, she still held her tight. And finally after an hour drive Ziyan's car stopped a few meters from the gate of Nasha's house.

Ziyan and Nasha were still in the same position and Ziyan was still holding Nasha's hand, Nasha removed her seatbelt with one hand about to get off Ziyan's car but the man instead brought his face closer to Nasha's face.

"Are you angry?"

Nasha shook her head still not speaking

"Why did it go away?" Ziyan asked again gently

Nasha lowered her face not answering

"I miss you" Ziyan said as she took Nasha's face to face her, their eyes now looking up and it made it even harder for Nasha to hold back her tears, ziyan's hand touched the tip of Nasha's eye that looks as if "You must be crying a lot huh? Because of me" Ziyan exclaimed as he looked at the girl inside

"I'm sorry" he said with emphasis

And lost already, all the affairs that Nasha had built since were destroyed by a word 'Sorry'

Nasha's tears fell, the girl cried and buried her face in Ziyan's boat, and Ziyan could only hug her girl tightly, she said, Nasha returned the hug she wrapped her hands around Ziyan's waist trying to say that even if she didn't want to lose her lover, imagining that she couldn't.

"I don't want to wait for you anymore" Nasha said stammering as she cried "that's enough" he continued

Ziyan's heart was broken seeing Nasha who was like this.~

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