The Sins of Love

ATTENTIVENESS

...It was even that easy as your light tore down the wall I had made solid in my heart...

...-ziyan R.A.-...

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The taxi finally arrived outside the gate of Nasha's house, from the window of the taxi saw Lasmi's mother who was standing on the porch of the house with an anxious face and mobile phone in her hand, no matter how many hundred times the phone was used to call Nasha, Lasmi's mother immediately ran quickly after seeing who came out of the taxi was Nasha.

"Noooon" Lasmi's mother ran over to them and immediately hugged Nasha while crying.

"Bu sorryin Nasha yes, I must be worried" Nasha was also immediately attacked by feelings of guilt when she saw Miss Lasmi

"Alhamdulillah non fine" ma'am Lasmi is still emotional.

"I'm nothing" Nasha let go of her embrace and wiped off Lasmi's tears with her finger, the girl tried to smile to make Lasmi's mom calm down, after a few minutes of grieving with Nasha, Lasmi finally realized that Nasha was not alone, her eyes turned to look at Ziyan.

"This is right?" asked Lasmi's mother while looking at Nasha

"Later to tell the story in Dalem ya" Nasha tried to bring Lasmi's mother in and finally they left Ziyan there.

The guy felt very guilty to Nasha or Miss Lasmi, now he can only look at the backs of the two women of different generations into the house while holding hands, soon Ziyan got into the taxi again after making sure Nasha was completely safe at home.

Nasha sat on her living room couch with Lasmi, feeling grateful at this time very much in Nasha's chest, when chased by Alex's men, Nasha thought he would not be able to see Lasmi's mother again, Nasha's legs were perfectly swollen and her fingers were reddened by blisters, because of the blisters, it seems like it was because Nasha had been wearing shoes for too long and ran like crazy.

"Why so rich gini?" ms. Lasmi screamed a little because she was shocked to see Nasha's feet

"It's rich 'cause I'm gonna wear some mama's shoes"

"After the mother brought the water of the angel yes let in her leg rendem" then the Miss Lasmi ran towards the kitchen, not long he returned while carrying a sizable basin filled with warm water, and then the mother ran towards the kitchen, the basin was stored beside Nasha's feet.

Now Nasha had soaked her swollen legs

"Where are they non?"

"I'm sorry ma'am, but I'm out of battery, keep going..." Nasha had to make up a little story so that Miss Lasmi didn't worry, he thought.

"So far from my upperclassman was nawarin to nganter go home, but the motorcycle tire on the road broke and jammed really, we also really long time not to find a taxi so I walk quite far ma'am" bright Nasha did not dare to look at Lasmi ma'am.

"But how can this semalem be non? non ga pinjem hp the aden was for ngabarin mother?"

As a person who has lived with Nasha 17 years old, Lasmi must know very well that currently his favorite daughter is lying, Nasha bowed her head, Nasha said, the situation a few hours ago did not allow him to call Miss Lasmi

"Yes sorry I'm yes ma'am, he said he did not bring hp" Nasha was confused to say what else, Miss Lasmi was still staring at Nasha, but now the suspicious gaze turned into pity, ms. Lasmi knows very well how Nasha the girl would not have lied if not for something important, Miss Lasmi just rubbed Nasha's hair gently

"Yes, I brought you here to eat"

"I take a shower, Mom, I'll eat"

Miss Lasmi shook her head "just now eat first" said Miss Lasmi while going to the kitchen, she did not want to be denied.

Finally Nasha finished cleaning herself, her legs are super sore just felt now, while running with Ziyan was not felt anything even Nasha could only feel her heart beating like a war drum. Miss Lasmi knocks on Nasha's room, and the girl opens the door

"Well, aren't you asleep yet?" nasha asked, Miss Lasmi just pulled Nasha's hand to sit on the bed

"Non's sleeping now, his legs let me massage"

Miss Lasmi already carrying eucalyptus oil in her hands, Nasha looked at Lasmi's mother with sadness, all this time Lasmi's mother was a substitute figure of her mother who had not even the attention of the 'parents' also just Nasha get from the figure of Lasmi's mother, Nasha knows that it does not mean her father does not love her just all this time only Lasmi's mother who is always there with Nasha, Nasha, it would be natural for Nasha to be very affectionate and respectful to the woman who always takes care of her and takes care of her.

"Ga need ma'am, it's not so pegel koook, mother just sleep yes" said Nasha softly, but instead Lasmi's mother raised both legs Nasha and placed on both thighs

"Mother.no" Nasha still tried to resist by stopping Lasmi's hand.

"Non Pokonya is sleeping now! I won't be able to sleep if I know I'm not sick"

"But I'm fine" Nasha sulked a little, Lasmi's mom wouldn't listen, she started to wrap Nasha's legs in eucalyptus oil, finally Nasha gave up and laid her body on the bed.

"Well, did you know papah?" Nasha asked a little doubtfully

"I do not have to say anything to my father, so I went to the police station only" said Lasmi honestly

"Huh? mom to the police station?" Nasha keget heard it

"Yes non, I asked the security guard at the nganterin complex to the police station, but the police said the mother's report could not be processed because her non-lost has not been 24 hours" explained Ms. Lasmi

Huffffffh Nasha was relieved to hear that

"Thank you ma'am for not calling papah, don't tell papah ya ma'am"

"Non, where exactly was that from?"

"I told you a story"

"Non's dating that handsome guy? Ziyan isn't his name?"

"Nggaaa ma'am, I'm not dating anyone"

"But how did you get home?"

"But he likes it as much as non"

"I sleepy ah, I don't want to talk about him anymore" Nasha closed her eyes, while Miss Lasmi smiled while still massaging Nasha's legs, after almost an hour until Lasmi saw Nasha had fallen asleep, he covered Nasha's entire body with a blanket and stroked Nasha's face, then Lasmi's mother came out of Nasha's room and closed the door.

Nasha woke up lazily, from behind the window curtain Nasha saw the sun that had been scorching into her room from the curtain gap, Nasha hurriedly saw the clock and it turned out to be 9 am, the girl ran away from her room because she was late for school.

"Mom..mom...." Nasha looks for Lasmi's mom around the house

"Yes non?" ms. Lasmi then approached Nasha

"Are I not awake at all? I'm so late for school right" Nasha looks so worried

"I can't bear to wake her up, not sleep very good because of her"

"But I'm not going to school"

"Ga nothing non, today alone, any non Nasha is also still sick right?"

"I'm fine with buuu"

Miss Lasmi puts the back of her hand on Nasha's head

"This body is still feverish" said Lasmi's mother, Nasha then checked her own body by placing her hands on the eel and indeed a little fever

"Now mending non-telephone aja school teacher, said today sick" advice Lasmi, finally Nasha did not argue anymore and nodded

"Do you want to bring your food to your room?"

"Don't ma'am, I'm gonna take a shower and keep eating"

"For a fever loh non, why take a shower?"

"The fever is just a little, I'll eat down"

Ms. Lasmi nodded and Nasha returned to her room again immediately contacting Ms. Ratna and Mia to inform her that she did not go to school.

Ziyan went around all the corridors of the school, after which she peeked at Nasha's class and into the cafeteria but the girl was not there, Ziyan went up to the 5th floor looking at the roof of the balcony but Nasha was not there either, the girl was nowhere, she was nowhere, finally, he continued to feel claustrophobic because Ziyan ventured to meet Mia and Caca who were sitting alone in the cafeteria that day.

"Nasha where?" asked Ziyan without further ado

Mia and Caca were just gawking, this was the first time Ziyan had spoken to them during their school at Bina Karya High School

"Ekheeem, is Nasha coming in?" Ziyan was a little nervous about having to repeat her question

"I-yes, you're not going in" replied Caca

"OK, thank you" cried Ziyan briefly as he hurriedly left the two of them.

"Nasha is very lucky" cried Caca who was very impressed to see the good looks of Ziyan

"Don't let me ah" said Mia laughing at Caca who was about to faint

"Yes lo yummy, you guys are also handsome"

"Lo use pellets?" grouse Caca, ngawur

"What a hell lo"

"Yes abisnya lo can dapetin Rama who is handsome, now Nasha who sits together lo also in deketin Kak Ziyan handsome, handsome, handsome, very handsome, pellet lo nular kali ama tu child"

Mia laughed heartily at Caca's words

"Eh, but you really don't know what Nasha ama kak Ziyan has to do?" caca put on a suspicious face

"Don't know me, really lo kepo" said Mia relaxed

"Kalo kak Ziyan and Nasha keep brother Diandra how?"

For a moment Mia and Caca were silent while looking at each other

"It's none of my business ah"

"Pelakor dong Nasha, hahaha" Caca said originally, Mia had been lazy to respond.

While Nasha is currently sitting on her living room couch reading a textbook, she has already gotten messages from Mia about their subject matter today and the PR-PR that the teacher gave her. Several times Miss Lasmi forbade Nasha to study and told her to rest, but Nasha always reasoned to be bored if all day just silent in the room.

'ting-nong-ting-nong' the sound of Nasha's house bell is squashed.

Nasha stood up from her seat and told Lasmi's mother to go back to the kitchen so that she would open the door, how shocked Nasha was when she saw Ziyan coming to her house, what would this guy want to go to her house? thought Nasha, the girl was still stunned staring at Ziyan in disbelief.

"Hi" said the guy with a big smile.

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