The Sins of Love

LOVE STORY

...Not every love story has a perfect ending...

...Ziyan R. A.'s....

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Nasha just kept staring out the car window, looking at the Jakarta Street which was so complicated just like her heart, if only his anxiety and longing were not that big on Ziyan maybe Nasha would not force herself to visit Diana in the hospital, being in the same place as her father and Diana made Nasha and Ziyan really awkward. The conversation around their marriage also re-emerged finally Nasha and Ziyan knew if the two parents were to get married less than two months away, without asking for the approval of his sons Irfan or Diana remained steady with their plan ~

While Diana's room now only has Ziyan, time has shown at eight pm and Ziyan is helping her mother to eat.

"You don't feel right here" Diana complained

"It's also only two days mah, said the doctor also the condition of mamah has not really recovered"

"But many have to be ready for Zi, but tomorrow there is also the promise of catering people"

Ziyan knew what her mother meant was the preparation for her marriage to Irfan

"In fact mamah also does not want a party that is too rame, shame is also not the first marriage mamah but om Irfan has many colleagues and business partners who must be invited" Diana continued to tell stories

Ziyan did not comment much to hear her mother's complaints even though her heart was still raging and painful

"You don't expect the same marriage as Irfan" Diana smiled saying that

"Happy friend?" asked Ziyan

Diana nodded quickly while blushing "BA-NGET, mamah has two of the most mamah need in this world, you and Irfan"

Ziyan looked at her mother's eyes deeply, her tears wanting to drip but she held on so hard that her chest felt so tight, Ziyan lowered her head and turned her body, she took the phone that was in her pants pocket, the phone that was delivered by Mr. Tama to the hospital. Pretending to pick up the phone from someone, Diana watched from behind.

"Ma, can I go out for a second? Ken ngajakin meeting" Ziyan reasoned

"You're okay, you're going if you have business"

Ziyan nodded then pulled the food tray from her mother's bed

"I left for just a moment, mamah rest first huh" Ziyan gently helped Diana lie down and enveloped Diana's body well, the woman smiled with her son's warm treatment.

After Ziyan was convinced that her mother was asleep, Ziyan left Diana's nursery, too crowded, for the first time Ziyan was devastated by her mother's happiness, ruined because she could not get her happiness.

Ziyan brought his sports car with high speed, he needed a place to cry, scream, get angry, he needed a place to vent all his confusion. Finally after an hour just circling around the city of Jakarta Ziyan car stopped on the edge of the lake where he last talked to his father, Ziyan knew there would be no one at this late time, Ziyan knew there would be no one, Ziyan got out of his car with an angry and sad face.

"AAAAAARRRRRRRRGHHHHHHH" Ziyan cried out, tears were dripping down her two eyes, Ziyan's legs were limp she was down.

Someone stared at the broken-hearted young man's back sadly, his steps firmly approaching Ziyan who was sitting limp beside his car.

Ziyan lifted her face when she saw the man before her, immediately Ziyan threw away her rough face when she found out who was in front of her.

Ravi sat next to his son who was not careless, if Ravi could really want to hug Ziyan and strengthen him but Ravi knew Ziyan would not be touched by him, their relationship was not that close.

"Finally, you can find the person he loves the most"

"Irfan is the same mama you used to attend college, that person, your mama's first love"

Ziyan knew about the story of Irfan and Diana who used to be friends, but Ziyan did not know there was an unfinished chant of love between them.

"Well, you are equally mamah you are indeed betrothed, papah thought after marriage you will give his heart to papah, but even after you nothing has changed, his love for that man never goes away"

Ziyan looked into the father's eyes sharply, not accepting with those words

"Don't say anything!" ziyan answered

Ravi held out a journal with a navy-colored cover to Ziyan's hand

"This is your diary mamah book, papah I did not deliberately read this book, and after that everything became destroyed"

Ziyan stared at the book in his hand, afraid that what his father said was true

"Well, at that time it was stupid, papah anger was equally mama you made everything destroyed, papah disappointed, felt lied to, felt only used"

Ziyan began to open the book, on the first page there was a photo of three people, two of whom were known to Ziyan, Irfan and Diana photographed it in a younger version. Diana's face was always radiant when close to Irfan did not change the same as now.

Ziyan began to open page after page of Diana's diary, every Ziyan sheet read in tightness, the writings contained only one person, Irfan.

Ziyan started to remember her childhood before she was six years old everything was fine between Ravi and Diana, and she was very happy, but Ravi's attitude suddenly changed from one that so spoiled his wife and child to one that was so rude and cruel. Ravi recounts the beginning of her discovering the fact that the wife she loved only married her for treasure, the marriage she lived through was just a drama, there was never any love Diana had for her, there was no love for her, and that made Ravi really disappointed. Ravi, who was very young and selfish at that time, vented all his anger and frustration at Diana, every time he saw Diana's face, Ravi's anger was like being lifted.

Diana's writings about how much she loved other men, how much she suffered, how sad, how much she missed other men were like filling Ravi's head.

When Ravi wants to destroy the life of the man his wife loves, he finds out everything about Irfan and there Ravi knows that Irfan already has a wife and a daughter, then Ravi finds out if there is an affair between Diana and Irfan but the answer is no. Since marrying her Diana and Irfan never even met again and only met by chance once but their communication stopped only there. In such conditions Diana still misses Irfan, still loves Irfan all that Ravi knows in the writings of Diana in her diary.

Realizing that there has never been an affair between Diana and Irfan makes Ravi undo his intention to destroy the man his wife loves, Ravi intends and will try to improve his household with Diana even though his heart is still very sick, but who would have thought it turned out that Diana instead ran away and took Ziyan away, for years Ravi is looking for his son and wife but Diana always manages to escape until Ravi finally finds the woman who is now his new and they get married on the basis of love.

Ravi seeks out Diana and Ziyan not to reunite their broken family but to right the wrongs of the past, Ravi knew that Diana would never love him and now Ravi knows that Ziyan will never forgive her.

Ziyan was still reading every single one of her mother's diaries and what Ravi said was entirely true, her mother had only been in love once and the man was Irfan, the real father of the girl Ziyan loved.

Ravi then thrust an envelope at Ziyan, inscribed on the envelope 'Toronto University Canada'. Ziyan knew the contents of the envelope, he had read an email from Ravi the other day if he was accepted to the University.

"A few months ago papah sent some examples of your sketches and paintings there, and you were accepted to lecture there, papah will not be maksa, you can go there if you want" said Ravi

"She knows your relationship with Irfan's daughter, but there's no problem with that. But you know your relationship couldn't have continued if Diana and Irfan were married?"

Ziyan did not reply, she was still staring at the envelope her father had thrust out.

"You will choose your own, Diana's happiness? or the girl? whatever your choice, you will support"

Ravi then placed the envelope on Diana's diary right in front of Ziyan, the man then left Ziyan alone by the lake.

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