The Sins of Love

WEDDINGS

...There is no such thing as a beautiful farewell, although time has passed still hurts, you pretend to have forgotten it but the deepest heart must still hurt...

...Hi By Mama's...

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Nasha walked as fast as she could, her vision a little blurred because of the tears that filled her eyes, Ziyan could only silently sculpt while holding the diamond ring that Nasha returned to her, Ziyan could only silently, Ziyan could not catch up to Nasha, he had already hurt the girl to the deepest part, Ziyan could not possibly be forgiven. It was his decision to choose his mother's happiness and he knew the risk he would destroy Nasha even himself.

Ziyan began to realize that Nasha had left the sea world building, then he ran out, Ziyan hope Nasha is not too far away, Ziyan was very worried that Nasha must be very upset and that she could not possibly let the girl go home alone.

Outside the sea world building Nasha is still trying to find a taxi that wants to stop, the girl was completely crushed her breath felt crowded, he said, Nasha did not want Ziyan to see her like that the girl went back and forth looking for a taxi that could take her immediately to leave the sea world.

When Ziyan just arrived at the exit door Ziyan saw Nasha who had entered the taxi, Ziyan ran to his car to pursue the taxi that was driven by Nasha, not too long Ziyan car began to find the taxi, Ziyan began to find the taxi, Ziyan carefully followed the taxi from behind and made sure that at least Nasha arrived safely to her house.

In the taxi Nasha could not hold back her tears, the taxi driver looked worried because he was carrying a crying passenger, this is the second time Nasha has cried in a taxi because Ziyan's first time was Ziyan's birthday and the man did not fulfill his promise to Nasha, at that time Nasha was very sad and disappointed but now even it could not be described Nasha felt very tight, her hands were shaking and her body was cold, heartbreak made Nasha's body also feel the pain.

In the car Ziyan was also very worried, the feeling of guilt, worry, pain mixed into something very terrible, something, if Ziyan had gone mad maybe Ziyan had already crashed his car so that his current feelings would not be felt, it had never been imagined before that he would hurt the most important girl in his life.

The streets of Jakarta are always complicated especially in the hours of home office as now, almost two hours Nasha and Ziyan through Jakarta city congestion, when he arrived in front of the gate of Nasha's house trying to control himself, he said, he paid the taxi with all the money in his wallet fortunately the money Nasha gave him was quite a lot the girl felt a little guilty for making the taxi driver who delivered him confused.

From inside her car Ziyan saw Nasha get off from inside the taxi, the girl looked so hurried she must have wanted to cover up her sadness Nasha definitely did not want anyone to see her cries at this moment, Ziyan knows that.

Nasha entered her house in a hurry, she did not even say hello at all after opening the door of the house the girl immediately ran into her room, ms. Lasmi who passed Nasha in the living room was not even ignored at once the middle-aged woman felt very worried, before following Nasha to her room, Lasmi looked out of the house hoping Ziyan's car was parked there so that at least she could ask what was with Nasha to Ziyan, but it turns out that Nasha came home by taxi and finally Miss Lasmi chose to follow Nasha to the room, and of course the girl locked herself in her room.

Tok tok tok "Nooon, why not?" lasmi ma'am's voice from outside heard very worried

Nasha is currently sitting at the door hugging her legs and burying her face between her knees, the girl did not answer Lasmi's call.

"Non, non Nasha is okay, right?" Tok tok tok, once again Lasmi's mom called

"I'm fine ma'am, I just want to rest" Nasha tried to raise her voice to be heard by Lasmi's mom outside, he also hopes that Miss Lasmi is not aware of her voice even though it is impossible

"So there's nothing non can tell the same mother" pinta bu Lasmi from outside "mother won't say the same father" he persuaded again

"I'm fine ma'am, please, I want a break!" Nasha sounded annoyed, But a second later Nasha really regretted saying hard to Miss Lasmi

From the outside of the madam Lasmi no longer dared to force the girl, not usually Nasha like this, Nasha must be facing a serious problem with Ziyan thought, he thought, ms. Lasmi loves Nasha very much but she also can not cross her boundaries even though Miss Lasmi can immediately ask and make calculations with Ziyan but Miss Lasmi will not do that, once again, Miss Lasmi knows the limits, well Miss Lasmi will just wait and give time to Nasha until the girl wants to tell her, finally she leaves Nasha's room.

"Buk" call Nasha

Miss Lasmi immediately walked quickly and hugged the girl who was standing straight on the doorstep, Nasha crying in her foster mother's arms.~

After being satisfied with crying, Lasmi asks Nasha to rest, the girl does not tell much she only says if her relationship with Ziyan is over without telling her why, Nasha knew Miss Lasmi would be very upset and disappointed at Ziyan so Nasha asked that Miss Lasmi not talk about or contact Ziyan again. Ms. Lasmi only agreed to Nasha's request despite her many questions, at this time she can only focus on the heartbroken Nasha, this is the first time for the girl and Miss Lasmi did not expect that Nasha would be this destructive.

After Miss Lasmi came out of her room Nasha could only sit on her soft mattress, her eyes looked empty and continued to shed tears, overnight Nasha could not rest or sleep her chest as if she was crushed by two large stones, very sick.

While Ziyan was still in the same place, in his luxury car a few meters from Nasha's house, two hours ago he saw Nasha's father's car enter the courtyard of his house, Ziyan knew her mother must be alone now in the hospital but somehow it felt so hard to get away from that place, there was such great regret in him for hurting Nasha but on the other hand the man could not do anything more now, was it too late? I don't know if Ziyan doesn't know if this decision is right or wrong.

It was past midnight, dozens of cigarette butts were strewn across the street and inside Ziyan's car, never before had it been imagined letting Nasha go felt like death to her, it felt like time had stopped at the most horrible part of his life.~

After that day Nasha never saw Ziyan come to school again, the man seemed to be lost in the earth, even Ken and Arvi also could not know where he was, Ken and Arvi will make calculations on Ziyan if they find him, the cowardly man must be taught a lesson because it has made everything so messy especially to make Nasha's life destroyed.

Although Nasha always tried to look okay her friends knew if Nasha lost most of herself, several times the girl looked in pain, crying alone on the roof, not daring to look into the eyes of her interlocutor, he said, trembling if people ask about Ziyan to her. Even what no one else knew from that day Nasha had severe insomnia, her body could not rest.

When the day of the national exam arrives Ken and Arvi wish for the man to come to school, all the underclassmen are shut down on that day so at least maybe Ziyan will have the courage to come, but it turns out that Ziyan's fault still didn't come Arvi and Ken didn't know if that person would pass or not for not taking the national exam.

When Arvi finds Nasha sitting alone at a bus stop near the school on the first day of their national exam, Arvi approaches the girl and asks Nasha what she is in the area around the school during the holidays, the girl reasoned that she made a deal with Mia and Caca there, and Arvi knows Nasha is lying he knows for sure Nasha is also hoping to see Ziyan on the day of the national exam and finally Arvi explains if Ziyan does not come, Nasha's water face immediately turned sad and disappointed, and Arvi said, even though the girl said she did not care anymore, Arvi knew the contents of Nasha's heart. Finally, as hard as Arvi's power begged Nasha to be escorted home by him, initially Nasha did not want and continued to reason but Arvi still kekeh, he could not leave the unstable girl there alone. The national exam was Nasha's chance to see Ziyan because after that all third grade children had no obligation to come to school, but it turned out that there was no chance for her.

One month later, the announcement of the 3rd grade graduation on display at the school Ken and Arvi hurriedly saw the announcement they were curious about the results but not about their graduation but rather with Ziyan's graduation.

Ken and Arvi's eyes widened when they discovered that if Ziyan graduated with a very satisfying score, the man ranked in the top three carried the rank of Rama who is Mia's lover as the best scorer.

Ken was really upset by what he saw, the guy almost made a fuss in the school administration room, he could not accept how it was possible that people who did not come during the national exam could pass with the best grades, he said, some teachers tried to dampen Ken's anger but Ken's voice was even higher and made people out of curiosity about what happened inside.

Unsatisfied with the explanation from his teachers Ken decides to make a calculation with the headmaster, but when full of anger he closed the door of the administration room in front of Ken saw Nasha standing looking at him blankly.

Finally Nasha asks Ken to stop making a fuss, Nasha knows Ken instead of not accepting the results of Ziyan's national exam, he just wants to force his teachers to tell him where the man is, where Ziyan is doing her national exam, Nasha finds out Ken is trying to find Ziyan for her. Hearing Nasha who has been so resigned to his relationship with Ziyan makes Ken very sad, he is so loving the two friends, although Ken longer knows Ziyan but he also loves Nasha, he was very fond of him, the girl who managed to make her best friend feel alive but now their relationship has to end it feels like Ken does not accept.~

The day that Diana and Irfan were waiting for finally arrived, the wedding took place after two weeks of national exam announcements, today also might be the day that Nasha was waiting for, Nasha said, because after a few weeks he did not see Ziyan on this day they would definitely meet, right? Ziyan could not have missed the most important day for his mother. What is Ziyan's situation? Is he okay? It would definitely hurt to see Ziyan alright, deep down Nasha also wanted to see Ziyan also hurt just as much as she did.~

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