The Sins of Love
BONUS CHAPTERS
...If only I knew it would hurt...
...I wouldn't have loved you this deep...
...When you left, I kept waiting...
...You're the one who made me fall in love, now gone...
...Is lost...
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Today, exactly a month after Ziyan's departure to Canada, Nasha was hospitalized for about ten days until she was fully fit to return home. Nasha's days in the hospital were not easy, the doctor said Nasha had a stomach disorder and low blood pressure is quite severe, in the beginning, even Nasha could not eat and consume drugs given by doctors because of continuous vomiting. Her father felt so guilty for focusing too much on Ziyan's plans to Canada and her honeymoon that he did not pay attention to Nasha's health. Eventually after gradually improving the doctor allowed Nasha to go home and until now the girl is still outpatient.
The school exam is over and tonight there will be a graduation party for Ziyan.
The school is busy preparing for the promnight event later tonight while Nasha, Mia and Caca participate as the event committee representing their class.
Around seven o'clock at night some students had started to arrive at the event building, the farewell press was quite lively for the size of the farewell of the High School children, all the organizers wore white shirts and subordinates of black skirts or pants, third-graders wear their best clothes in this way.
Nasha, who is a member of the busy consumption section, ensures that no food and drinks will run out before the event is completed, helped by other friends.
"It's really busy"
Someone's voice sounded so close to Nasha's right ear that the girl reflexively turned her head in shock.
"Sir Ken, make a surprise anyway"
Ken and Arvi who had been standing behind Nasha gave a smile to the girl, Mia and Caca who saw Ken and Arvi immediately approached them.
"Waaa... The tumben brothers are really cool" while Caca praised the neat appearance of Ken and Arvi who wear a neat suit
"It's just that you never realize that we're cool" replied Ken narcissist
"Congratulations Brother for graduation" said Mia while shaking Ken and Arvi's hands, Nasha and Caca also did the same
"Lo really healthy Sha?" asked Ken while looking at Nasha who he felt looked still pale
"Udah is much better Brother" Nasha smiled answering the question
Although Nasha smiled at Ken, still feeling that there was something missing from Nasha, she also knew that if Nasha had not completely forgotten Ziyan, the girl was just trying to survive, maybe all her best friends know that, and Ken, Arvi, Caca, Mia will always support and help Nasha so that the girl will recover faster.
Ken, Arvi, Caca and Mia also no one has ever talked about Ziyan in front of Nasha, they hoped that Ziyan's name would be forgotten by Nasha even though it sounded impossible but at least that was the effort they could make. They wanted Nasha to start focusing on her and forget about Ziyan.
"Sir Ken and Kak Arvi went to college where?" ask Caca
"Gue is not in college, next month has started preparing for a military list" replied Arvi
Caca who heard Arvi would register as a soldier barely believes, while Nasha just smiled because he already knew the background of the Arvi family where his father was a soldier with the rank of lieutenant colonel (lieutenant colonel). Nasha is really proud of Arvi who always menomorukan family, the decision to enlist in the military is also the choice of her parents but Arvi always sincerely live what her parents want without complaining. That's what everyone knows.
"How about Ken?" ask Mia
"Gue doesn't know where to go yet" Ken replied casually while laughing "You can the hell I don't want to go to college, haven't got the feeling" continued Ken
For the size of people with a stable economy like Ken is not a problem if he continues his education or not basically Ken is already rich so college for him is just a formality and can be done at any time.
"Who's older brother doesn't matter?" ask Mia again
"Yaaa has gone on anyway, but who has my life, later I go to college if I want to ask" Ken's reply was casual
"Keep the plan if you go to college to do what?" ask Nasha
"Not mind anything Sha, try to recommend what is the most suitable thing for me"
"Bikin trouble" said Arvi while grinning
"Nothing that you think nyet" said Ken ketus
They all continued with increasingly cool chatter, and at 10 pm finally the prom event was finished, Ken and Arvi also drove the three girls to their respective homes.
Arriving at home all the lights are dead, said Lasmi's mother both Nasha's parents were asleep and asked Lasmi's mother to wait for her return. Nasha also did not linger chatting with Lasmi's mother the girl immediately told her favorite mother to go to sleep.
Like this now, every time you go home there is only a quiet that Nasha feels, do not ask if Nasha has forgotten and classify Ziyan because the answer is of course not yet, the girl is just trying to accept and survive, maybe it will be like this Nasha's life goes on as far as possible.
The next day the school had started to take a semester off, today Nasha had an appointment with a doctor at the hospital where she was treated earlier for chekup. The girl was walking in the hospital lobby and suddenly her eyes were fixed on the door of the doctor's room which was written by a neurologist and psychology specialist. The girl was still weighing whether she should consul with a psychiatrist as well, her sleepless, anxious, fearful, and lonely habits were not things she could handle by just trying on her own.
After returning from the hospital Nasha did not go home, actually Irfan asked Nasha to wait for him in the hospital and his father would pick him up but Nasha refused, he reasoned that he would visit Mia's house and play there for a while.
The taxi Nasha was riding took the girl somewhere, the art gallery she had been to with Ziyan.
Nasha went to the beach and over the bridge of love again, the girl saw the sunset there alone and told the blowing wind to take all her memories with Ziyan away from her heart. Nasha would release him, releasing Ziyan like the wind blowing dust in the ocean.
END ⁇ ️
Yuk read this part ending while listening to the song "lost without saying"
OST that is very suitable to describe the contents of Nasha's heart, very sick indeed was chased with such an effort but eventually even left so
DISAPPEAR WITHOUT SAYING
Didn't you come to me
Your attention grows my race
I never asked you
But you were the one who first brought that feeling
Now you're the one who's changed indeterminably
Suddenly you move away and doubt
Without ever explaining anything to me
Just shut up and shut up
If there is any fault, please let me know
Don't go away and stay away
You offer love now gone without saying
It might be easy for you to forget me
But it's hard for me to lose your shadow
I already love you
Now you're the one who's changed indeterminably
Suddenly you move away and doubt
I never asked you
But you were the one who first brought that feeling
If there is any fault, please let me know
Don't go away and stay away
You offer love now gone without saying
It might be easy for you to forget me
But it's hard for me to lose your shadow
I already love you
If I knew this sick
I wouldn't have loved you this deep
When you left, I kept waiting
You're the one who made me fall in love, now gone not back
Disappeared
Now you're gone without saying
But it's hard for me to lose your shadow
I already love you
If only we had never met
