The Sins of Love

BELIEVING

...Let me look at you as much as I can, I don't know if I can survive without seeing you for a second...

...-ziyan R.A.-...

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Ziyan and Nasha are now splitting Jakarta's congestion, along the way Nasha keeps asking about the fate of Arvi and Ken they left in the Ancol beach parking lot, it actually makes Ziyan a little upset, he said, he really doesn't like it if Nasha notices other guys even if it's just Arvi and Ken who are his close friends.

Now it's only 5 minutes and they will arrive in front of Nasha's house, only about 10 meters away to the gate of the house and Nasha asks Ziyan to stop her car

"Stop, stop here" Nasha said as she held Ziyan's hand while driving

"Who? the gate of your house is still far away" Ziyan said confusedly

"Sampe here"

"Why? scared of madirin Lasmi ma'am?"

"Gga, no, papa is at home" Nasha replied as she tidied up her luggage from Ziyan's car

"Yes nice dong, I can acquaintance"

"The problem is that this is a malem and I have never known a guy as papa let alone bring a guy to the house"

"So you mean now we're backstreet?"

Nasha laughed amusedly at her, indeed who is their backstreet just not dating, thought Nasha

"What is backstreet? who wants to be your girlfriend?" Nasha laughed brightly, while Ziyan was now pouting because Nasha still did not want to be her boyfriend

"Many want to be my girlfriend" exclaimed Ziyan annoyed and happy to see Nasha's smile, she was happy to make the girl laugh

"Liatin aja, soon you will also want to be my girlfriend" he continued while still pouting

Nasha nodded with a smile

"Times?" asked Nasha jahil, deliberately wanting to make Ziyan even more upset

"Udah ah, I'm home ya" Nasha brought a backpack and was about to open Ziyan's car door but the guy accidentally locked all the car doors through the automatic lock button on his right hand

"Ziiii, open dong! this is already malem" exclaimed Nasha softly as she turned her body again facing Ziyan

Now Ziyan looked at Nasha very deeply, deliberately locking Nasha there and then her face was close to Nasha's face which made the girl reflect a little away

"Why what?" nasha asked a little tensely

"Lo scared huh?" Ziyan was still staring at Nasha with a ignorant smile and Nasha shook her head pretending to be brave

"Let me see you satisfied first, tomorrow-tomorrow I won't meet you" Ziyan spoke seriously while still staring at Nasha using the rest of their time left, he said, if you can choose Ziyan actually want to just come to Nasha's house and stay there quietly accompanying Nasha who is on suspension or another option is to bring the girl to run to her place and they can lingering spent some time together, but that was impossible

While now Nasha's heart was almost dislodged by the intense gaze of her pair of beautiful eyes, her cheeks blushing red at Ziyan's words, the two of them were only in a locked car, Nasha didn't know what was going to happen next at this time she just felt so tense, usually Nasha didn't like such feelings of worry, tension, or nervousness but together with Ziyan it was so much fun

"It's a shame, I have to go home" Nasha turned her eyes the other way not wanting Ziyan to find her nervousness, and the naughty guy instead smiled wryly looking at her, now the man's hand stroked Nasha's hair and successfully made the girl drift even more because of her attitude

"Yeah, I'm open" said Ziyan who then unlocked the car, Nasha then got out of Ziyan's car and through the window of the girl's car waved her hand

"There, look out for school again tomorrow" Nasha said through the window of the car with the glass open, Ziyan smiled at Nasha's words

"Let's just say, tomorrow I want to break into your house" Ziyan said while putting on a serious feigned face

"Ngaco" Nasha laughed at him and then the girl walked herself towards the gate of her house that was near

Ziyan was still there, looking at Nasha from the car, making sure the girl got into her house safely.

Nasha went into his house which was then immediately approached by Lasmi's mother

"Where are you going?" asked Lasmi a little whispered

"Father called non from earlier, how not raised?" Nasha actually knew her father was calling since the afternoon but Nasha did deliberately not lift her because she was confused what to say to her father, the girl lowered her head did not dare to look into the eyes of Lasmi ma'am

"I'm sorry ma'am" Nasha sounded very sorry

"Father wait for non in the living room" said Miss Lasmi while pointing towards the living room with her eyes, Nasha then walked towards the living room

Nasha could not run anymore, maybe this afternoon Nasha could still run away and hide with Ziyan from her father but the pleasure with Ziyan was only a moment and finally she had to face her father, he said, Nasha has to explain why she came home this late and was suspended from school

Nasha saw her father sitting on the sofa facing the flat-screen TV, the middle-aged man who was still handsome at his age was moving the television channel with the remote in his hold

"Udah came home sha" he said casually, not heard or looked angry

"Where did you come home at this hour?"

"I, I went around aja pah"

"Circling? very tumben, usually you go home from school directly home" his papa sounded curious

Nasha was silent not continuing her talk

"Last noon got a call from your homeroom teacher"

Nasha was not surprised to hear that, the girl felt guilty

"Do you know?"

His father only nodded once while staring at Nasha now "so your homeroom teacher told me all the events of why you got suspended"

"But I don't think it's a reward" confident Nasha looked at her father right now, and it made her father smile

"Do you know son, you think papah doesn't know papah's son?"

Nasha is stunned to look at her father, her feelings are happy because her father trusts her, then Nasha recounts all her events in detail and her father listens to Nasha's explanation well

"So after the suspension you are confused to be clear what is the same papah?"

Nasha nodded and looked down again

"Usually the papah Nasha who knows it is not that, a Nasha must dare to take care of any problems and never run away"

"I didn't run away, I just needed some fresh air. Papa's angry?"

"Nggaaa, papah is just worried because you don't want to pick up the phone, Lasmi 'riweuh' just want to call the police he said"

Nasha laughed at the strange thing, and her father was happy that Nasha did not look sad anymore

"This is Jakarta pah, this hour is still rame outside papah do not worry"

"Oooh.. now papa's son has become a Jakarta man yes"

And then they both laughed together

"Congratulations sha"

"The father mocked me, I was suspended even in the closet"

"Well, congratulations because you're a normal teenager now"

Nasha frowned at her father's words "had I been abnormal all this time?" nasha asked with a smile

"Yes abis you never make a mistake anyway, you are too good and even make papa worry tau no, afraid you even become a strange person"

"Ikh papah" Nasha pinched his father's waist and then they both laughed again, Nasha was very happy because her father believed in her and so did Ziyan, the two most meaningful men in his life right now are so trusting and loving to him and that makes Nasha very grateful

It was her first experience in suspension but it felt so good that Nasha had to thank the people who sculpted her today, thanks to them Nasha was able to realize there were people nearby who were so precious and gave her so much affection and love.

Nasha underwent her suspension for 3 days at home, not much was done, she just studied and went to the limbel, where, Mia and Caca routinely send her messages about lessons and PR-PR that must be worked on, in addition, Nasha also preoccupied himself with painting because the school exhibition is staying soon and Nasha wants to contribute a little effort to the painting club, Nasha actually feels guilty for her friends at the painting club as well as for Arman's sister, he had forced Ziyan and his friends to attend the exhibition and now they must be busy preparing the rounds to be done for the exhibition, nasha couldn't help because she was suspended.

What has always been the encouragement of Nasha are messages or calls from Ziyan who sulked every day saying that the man could not bear to see her and meet her, if Nasha had not been in love with the man, Nasha would have been nauseous with Ziyan's lebay attitude, but now she was happy to be treated that way, Nasha feels stupid to herself which is now so changed, but Nasha can not control her feelings, Ziyan makes her so happy.

So today Ziyan insisted on picking Nasha home from her bimbel, and now the girl is smiling reading Ziyan's message on her mobile phone, the guy says he's in the tutoring parking lot and waiting for him, Nasha is now really like a responsible teenager who is in love, he hurriedly tidies his stuff and runs out.

Nasha's smile suddenly faded when Nasha did not find Ziyan there, Nasha's eyes now went around looking around looking for where the guy was

"Yes kangen?" Ziyan whispered to Nasha from behind, Nasha's face quickly turned towards the voice, her smile returning to see Ziyan there, as well as Ziyan's smile which was very happy to see her after two days they did not meet

"Here hug!" Ziyan spread out her two hands that wanted to hug Nasha and hurriedly rejected the girl while laughing

"It's a public place" Nasha distanced her body from Ziyan and brought along Ziyan's long intercession that almost hugged her

"When it's in a public place it's okay?" Ziyan smiled mischievously

"What siiiih" Nasha narrowed her eyes a sign of disapproving of those words

"Eat first yu! I'm lapeeeer" Ziyan persuaded by relying on her handsome puppy face and then Ziyan clasped Nasha's hand carrying her to the parking lot, today Ziyan brought the car again, Ziyan, he knew that Nasha was not comfortable sitting on his motor sport, now that they did not know what they were talking about, Nasha and Ziyan were already in the parking lot laughing, Ziyan opened the car door for Nasha, protecting Nasha's head as the girl got into her car, and hurried to the door next to her to get into the car like she couldn't linger away from the girl, and the two of them left in Ziyan's car leaving tutoring.

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