The Sins of Love

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...Maybe time can treat the feeling of longing, but he can not treat the sense of loss...

...Adinda N.R's....

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After completing his third try out Ziyan deliberately picked up Nasha at home, every time the try out of the tenth and eleven students will indeed be released, that day was still quite early at 10:30 pm Ziyan already arrived at Nasha's house.

After saying goodbye to Lasmi's mother, Ziyan and Nasha go to the supermarket to buy Ziyan's needs in the apartment. Now Nasha already knew that Ziyan's mother worked outside the city for about a year so she often went back and forth between Jakarta-Malang, Jakarta, since his mother rarely came home Ziyan also spent more time in the apartment because he did not need to bother cleaning or tidying up the apartment because there were others who did it (helper) while if rented he must clean the house, wash clothes and others yourself.

Nasha also meticulously prepared food for Ziyan, every time Ziyan said she would sleep in her apartment for a few days Nasha would prepare a meal prep for the man, meaning Nasha knew that Ziyan's mother had left the city again, considering that Ziyan is very good with nutritional intake Nasha always fills Ziyan refrigerator with fruits and vegetables, of course other foods that are durable, healthy, healthy, and Ziyan does not need to bother cooking it just need to be heated in the microwave, vegetables and fruits are clean, and neatly arranged in a sterile container in the refrigerator.

Shopping is a routine thing that they do. Today, unlike usual, Nasha just bought some vegetables and fruit, not too much because Ziyan said her mother would come home in two or three days.

"Sha, you got a 'wish?"

Nasha who was picking at the fruit suddenly looked towards Ziyan who was standing beside her, as usual Ziyan will push the grocery troll and Nasha just enough to buy food or any item he wants without needing to care about the price. Nasha also never neko-neko, he only bought healthy foods that Ziyan needed.

"Wishe? what yes? I'm even confused when asked" Nasha replied with a confused face

"Don't confuse dong! I want to fulfill your desire"

Nasha looked at Ziyan suspiciously, afraid that her boyfriend was talking or acting strangely like the other day

"I mean you're going to repeat next week, you don't have 'wish' whataa that's what you really want?" ziyan explained

Nasha immediately picked up the phone with her pants to check the calendar, sure her birthday fell on Monday, next week. Nasha had forgotten her birthday.

"Kok you know I'm repeating? didn't I ever tell you the date?" plain Nasha asked, for Ziyan to get Nasha's self data is not difficult enough to call Mr. Tama and all is done.

"That's not important, what's important now is that you say you want to?"

"I don't want anything anymore" Nasha was confused

Ziyan could only rub her face a little irritated, it might be easier for Ziyan if her boyfriend asked for expensive items or jewelry.

"How are we going to dinner?" invite Ziyan

"Mmmmmm I can't because I have an appointment"

"Who's the guy?"

"Papa papah, usually every birthday I like papah ngajakin dinner outside"

"Yaaa, I can't interrupt" Ziyan sounded disappointed

The two of them chatted while continuing to shop, going around the supermarket.

"Our weekend to Dufan how?" take Nasha

"Have you ever been to Dufan?"

"Yes, but it's been a long time since the 1st grade Junior High"

"So we're leaving now just don't wait for next week"

"You'll have to learn to try out tomorrow Ziii"

Try out Ziyan was done for three days. Ziyan could not answer, Nasha was indeed right she had to learn, Ziyan remembered with her goal.

"I want to give my best on your birthday"

"You are my best gift" Nasha said as she stared at Ziyan jahil

The man smiled at Nasha's words, Ziyan knew Nasha was deliberately repeating the words she had said to Nasha once.

After shopping Ziyan directly opened the textbooks for the preparation of try out tomorrow while Nasha was busy making meal prep for Ziyan food a few days ahead in the kitchen apartment ~

Not feeling Ziyan's try-out is done as well, this is the last try-out before the national exam, Ziyan really hopes her score will be better as well as Nasha. Ten and eleven grade children have entered school as usual, the school days are going well, before the end of the marriage Nasha's father has gone home to keep the promise of dinner together every time the girl has a birthday, normally Nasha would choose the restaurant she wanted to visit and come with her father on her birthday, but this year was different, there was another man Ziyan besides her father who Nasha had to care about as well.

Ziyan parked his car not directly in front of the gate of Nasha's house.

"Are you home, right?" ziyan asked, as if she knew that she was still not ready to introduce Ziyan to her father. Nasha can only smile

"Sorry yes" Nasha clasped Ziyan's hand feeling bad, not that she was in a relationship with Ziyan secretly but that Nasha never brought a man or talked about a man with her father, Nasha was confused where to start.

Ziyan smiled as she clasped Nasha's hand.

"I don't know you to my mama either, but soon I'll see you to mama, you're ready, right?" asked Ziyan

Nasha did not reply directly, she still looked at Ziyan then nodded slowly, saying, actually, Nasha also has not prepared to meet with her mother Ziyan but in recent days Nasha always saw the seriousness of the words and gaze of the man, especially if talking about their relationship will be taken where.

They were very young, their journey was still too far away, Nasha was really shocked when Ziyan seriously wanted to propose to her, mixed and confused feelings suddenly appeared, not because Nasha did not believe in Ziyan, she said, not because Nasha's feelings weren't that big on Ziyan. Nasha and Ziyan are too young to be that serious about being in a relationship, that time is still too long it might change things, maybe their changing feelings or their changing destiny.

Nasha got off Ziyan's car and entered her house, Ziyan was still staring at Nasha's back from inside the car.

The brief voice of Ziyan's phone rang, Ziyan checked the message that entered his cellphone

Zi you're home from school?

Today my mom came home, love you son

Ziyan smiled reading the short message, she was happy her mother came home, Ziyan is indeed very missed with her mother ~

At seven o'clock in the night Ziyan arrived at his mother's rented house, the house he last left with a mess is now neat again, his mother must have cleaned up his house shortly after arriving.

Ziyan entered and looking for where her mother, from the middle room Ziyan saw the door of her room open, Ziyan entered and found the number one woman in her heart was looking at her many paintings scattered there.

"Ma?" asked Ziyan

His mother turned around and heard his son's voice

"Honey" the mother immediately stretched out her hands asking for a hug, Ziyan immediately hugged her mother

"Mama is very much the same as you" he said as he hugged Ziyan tightly which the man replied was no less tight

"Yet, do you want to sign me?" asked Ziyan jahil

His mother laughed

"It's okay dong, memepoin own child" exclaimed the mother while releasing her embrace

"So mama found out what's in my room?"

"Well, if this mama's son is in love again"

Deg, Ziyan was immediately stunned as she looked at her mother, from where she knew

"Shock that mom knows?" asked her mother with a wide smile, Ziyan nodded innocently

"Where were you born, how could you not know about you Zi. In your sketches are many pictures of girls, your painting is also this one (while pointing to one of the paintings), this painting is also, His name is Adinda?" Ziyan's mother asked because all of Nasha Ziyan's paintings named Adinda in her lower right.

Ziyan nodded while slightly embarrassed

"The name is pretty" said Ziyan's mother

"His face and his heart are also beautiful ma"

"Mmmmm jealous of this mama you are praising other women" Ziyan's mother pretended to be pouting

"The most important female elder in my life" Ziyan hugged her mother back tightly

"Yes promise?"

"Promise" Ziyan replied firmly

"Zi, if you know someone you want?"

Ziyan let go of her embrace, her forehead wrinkled curiously

"Mom again whore at someone" the mother's cheeks met red

Ziyan suddenly fell silent without any expression

"Zi, what are you? you don't want to?" the look on his mother's face looked sad, Ziyan immediately smiled ignorantly

"You want dong mah, I'm even marketing rich how can the person who can finally beat me, is he really as handsome as me?"

His mother immediately pinched Ziyan's small arm

"Mommy's surprised to know, mama's afraid you're angry"

"It's impossible that I'm angry with you, who is it?"

"Mama's old friend, but then mama met again with him when he was applying for work"

"He's your mom's job?"

"Yes, you could say, mom's boss"

"Mommy's job is at home in the office now"

"What are you"

"Ma, the important thing is that people love their mothers and treat them well, whoever they are I will accept"

A happy and grateful look was immediately clearly drawn on the face of the beautiful middle-aged woman

"Mama's happy?" ziyan asked as she looked into the eyes of the mother deeply

The woman simply nodded and smiled confidently "very" he added. Ziyan smiled relievedly hearing that.

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