The Sins of Love

MARRIAGE 2

...I just want, this exhausting time, to pass quickly...

...Adinda N.R's....

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Nasha looked at her face not to admire her beauty with her thin makeup makeup and knee-length white dress that made her look perfect, it just doesn't stop thinking about his stupidity at a time like this Nasha still feels his heart pounding, yes because today he will see Ziyan again, feeling impatient, longing, curious, anger and sadness filled his entire chest cavity, feeling very tight but the girl was still trying to stand up straight. He looked at his pitiful self with a sad look.

At eight o'clock, Nasha and her father moved from the hotel where they were staying to one of the luxury villas in the city of Malang, the wedding of Diana and Irfan was not held in Jakarta but in Malang in addition to the city there is a central company owned by Irfan and most of the business colleagues and adoptive grandmother Nasha also live there, malang is the city where Irfan and Diana finally meet again after years apart.

Nasha and her entourage from Jakarta have arrived in Malang since yesterday afternoon as well as the group of Ziyan and Diana who have been waiting in Vila, Indonesia, the girl is not alone he also invited two shabatnya Mia and Caca, actually Nasha just told if her father would marry in Malang and the two friends asked permission to Nasha to come, Nasha, Mia and Caca want to accompany Nasha on this tough day. They were afraid that Nasha would waver and faint upon seeing Ziyan.

The distance from the hotel where Nasha stayed only about an hour to Vila, not long after the group of guests came and immediately greeted the bride, the bride, Nasha and Miss Lasmi stand next to Irfan while a few meters in front of her Diana, who is cooled by Ziyan, waiting while holding a jasmine necklace placed on a tray.

Nasha knew Ziyan was there, as well as the man when he saw Irfan's entourage came his gaze only fixed on Nasha who today looks so beautiful, so beautiful, the makeup and dress that Nasha wore made the girl look different, if only Ziyan had not pressed her heart the man wanted to run and hug Nasha, she said, hugging him until satisfied to say sorry for making Nasha's beautiful face covered with sadness, As powerful as Ziyan wanted to turn his face away but like he was already indifferent to the commands of his brain Ziyan's eyes continued to be fixed on the girl.

Instead with Nasha since getting out of the car he kept trying to turn his face, it felt like he could not afford to see Ziyan, too sick to see the man in front of him. When they had faced each other finally Nasha ventured to face the front and of course the girl found Ziyan was looking at him fixedly, devastated already Nasha's feelings when their eyes met Nasha's tears began to pool, as hard as he could hold the best he held so that no one would know if his hands began to shake, so that no one would know if his hands began to shake, just a few seconds and the girl turned her face away again, she couldn't cry here or everything would fall apart.

Ziyan's heart was broken seeing Nasha who wouldn't even look at him, Nasha must have hated him so much Ziyan thought.

Miss Lasmi who was in front of Ziyan also could only be shocked and looked at the man until he did not blink, finally he knew this was a big reason that Nasha had never told him, Ziyan and Nasha broke up because her parents were getting married, after staring at Ziyan bu Lasmi looking away at Nasha who was standing next to her, she knew Nasha must be shaking, trembling, lasmi ma'am's hand touched Nasha's soft back to strengthen the girl.

Not long after the event Ijab qobul went well, Irfan proposed Diana with one breath, very perfect. A shout of happiness and haru emanated from Diana's face, she smiled looking at her husband and alternately looked at Ziyan, this was the happiness she had always wanted, Diana did not expect God would be so good at granting all her wishes. Nasha was still staring blankly at Irfan and Diana, she was trying to be happy but it still felt very sick especially after that Ijab qobul Nasha had to accept the fact that now Ziyan is her half-brother, Caca and Mia who were sitting at the same table as Nasha kept holding the girl's hand to strengthen. While Ziyan was still there with the same look of love for Nasha, she could not see anything else, her eyes could not escape from the girl.

After the Ijab qobul WO event that arranged the event asked the close family of the two brides to take pictures together and certainly the first people to be called were Nasha and Ziyan. Upon hearing the call Nasha tried her hardest to stand up and face the situation, while Ziyan followed what the girl was doing.

Ziyan and Nasha were standing side by side behind their two seated parents, the photographer directed them to stand closer and smile sincerely, the two only obey even though they each only hold each other's wounds in his heart. Nasha could only clench her hands together which felt so cold, she never seemed to be standing next to Ziyan, while Ziyan was still trying to restrain herself from acting foolishly, she said, he wanted to hold Nasha's hand next to him.

After the photo session was over Nasha and Ziyan returned to her seat, Ziyan sat alone while Nasha was accompanied by Caca, Mia and Miss Lasmi. The next event the two brides were warm with all the invited guests, the wedding ceremony was no guarantee, the two brides went around to the tables or approached the guests to say hello, this is intentionally done so that the wedding feels warmer and not too formal.

While looking at the bride and groom who still greet the invitation, other guests are welcome to taste the food that has been provided while accompanied by the music that began to echo, english or Indonesian romantic songs sung by the vocalist on the stage, a pianist also accompanies the female vocalist to sing, the atmosphere impressed classical num elegant because of the music accompanied by piano and other classical musical instruments.

Nasha was still with her blank face even though she occasionally stole a glance at Ziyan who was still looking at her as if she wanted to eat the girl, if only the situation was not like this surely Nasha's heart would be very happy to be stared at like that. Stupidly Nasha still pounded in the face like that, even though he had planned not to waver whatever happened but all failed his heart remained shaky.

The sound of the piano clink sounds very melodious, the singer in front started a special song requested by the bride, Diana's favorite song from one of the Indonesian divas that surely everyone already knows, the song is called "love you".

Loving you....

My whole life....

Forever....

Faithfully waiting....

Although hearted....

Forever....

You're still mine 🎶

Eyes were on the perfect female singer performing the hit song, while Ziyan was still staring at Nasha as if the lyrics of the song represented her feelings.

Before the song finishes Nasha gets up from her seat, she leaves the party room, and Mia and Caca follow the girl from behind and go where they are, Irfan who saw Nasha go unsuspecting he thought maybe Nasha just wanted to go around the villa.

Nasha towards the backyard of the villa whose scenery and air are very beautiful, small and shallow rivers flow there, the sound of water gurgling sounded more pleasant. Nasha crossed her arms while tightly grasping her arms like a cold person, the girl looked down and shed tears, Mia and Caca hugged her best friend from behind.

"Gue grab a drink huh" said Caca as he passed back into the party hall, Mia asked Nasha to sit on a bench overlooking the river, they both sat there.

"Will you go back to the hotel?" asked Mia and Nasha hurriedly shook her head, Nasha could not do that her reason was not because her father's wedding party was not finished yet but rather she had not finished with her longing for Ziyan. He still wants to see the man.

"Iam fine" Nasha said as she wiped the tears flowing down her cheeks, the girl looked at Mia and tried to smile convincingly.

Someone suddenly thrusting a warm tea in front of Nasha, Nasha then raised her face to see who the person in front of her, Ken then smiled as he told Nasha to take tea in his hand, Arvi and Caca also came out of the party hall.

"It's really cold" Ken said as he sat next to Nasha

The weather outside was a little cloudy, the wind was blowing quite hard. Nasha smiled at Ken and Arvi's presence.

"We're not late, are we?" ask Arvi

Nasha shook her head with a smile. Nasha thinks Arvi and Ken came because of Ziyan's invitation when he told her that the place was Caca, somehow it feels like Ziyan not only broke up with Nasha the man even forgot his friends.

"Lo sure enough Sha doesn't make us" exclaimed Ken while pretending to frown

"I think my brothers already knew from Zi-" his words suddenly choked when he was about to say that name.

"Even if you're the same Ziyan has broken up, we still want to win, right?" ask Ken again

Nasha smiled as she looked at Ken "pastilah sis" Nasha replied firmly.

"It's dong Sha, smile, I really miss seeing you smile" said Arvi

"Thank you, my brother came" Nasha turned to look at Arvi

They all chatted a lot of things there, although it felt less because Ziyan was not with them anymore but at least Nasha felt a little warm.

Ziyan just looked at her girl from a distance, there was gratitude because her friends were always beside Nasha, even though she herself also felt very lonely.

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