The Sins of Love

The Sins of Love
SEA WORLD



...Sorry for the wounds that will be etched forever...


...Ziyan R. A.'s....


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Finally after Nasha calmed down Ziyan let her into the house. That night felt so complicated for Ziyan, there was nothing she could say to calm Nasha down, no promise she could make to make Nasha feel better.~


The next day as usual Nasha was escorted to school by her father, about half seven o'clock Nasha got out of her father's car and Ziyan could only watch the girl from inside the car. Nasha walked towards the school corridor by herself and not long after that Ziyan was already there walking beside her, seeing Ziyan suddenly being there made Nasha a little shocked.


"Good morning beautiful" she said with a smile


Nasha returned the smile still with a confused look


"Cock you here?" Nasha asked, Diana should still be hospitalized


"I can't stand it, I miss you too much"


"How do you know?"


"Today your father took care of my mother in the hospital"


Instantly the atmosphere became strange hearing Ziyan's reply, Nasha only gave a small nod puzzled what to respond to.


Ziyan knew Nasha must have been disappointed to hear his words.


"Where are we going to Dufan now?" invite Ziyan with a big smile, Ziyan hope Nasha is happy if she grants the girl wishes


"Now?"


"You said you wanted to go to Dufan"


"Yes, I want to"


"Let's go now"


"You mean you're going home from school?"


"It was so long back from school, it's Sha now"


"You mean we're truant again?"


"What do we ever skip?"


"Don't pretend to forget"


"You have to wait to go home from school, now you're going" Ziyan began to sulk


Nasha did not answer just looking at the man


"You yaaaaa, promise this is the last time I'm sure you're truant" Ziyan is relying on her puppy face now


Nasha let out a heavy sigh then she gave a small nod. Ziyan smiled happily and immediately pulled Nasha's hand and took the girl away from school.~


The two of them had arrived at the fantasy world before ten, because it was not their weekend so there was no need to queue to buy tickets, the atmosphere in the dufan area was still quite quiet, too, many rides that they can try there, Ziyan let Nasha choose whatever rides he wants, ranging from nail kora-kora, thunderbolt, roller coaster and others.


Ziyan continued to follow Nasha's wishes, the girl looked very happy, for a moment it felt like they had forgotten about the big problem they were going through.


Their hands continue to link as if they do not want to miss a bit, finished down one Nasha ride very excited to ride the other rides. Some of the rides that Nasha chose were extreme rides, Ziyan thought this girl really had no fear. Even in the area of the haunted house Nasha was just shocked a little then the girl even laughed again.


While riding Ziyan's swivel comedy several times taking candid photos of Nasha who looks very beautiful, occasionally Nasha closed her eyes enjoying the wind that blows on her face and it was Ziyan's favorite part, and it was her favorite part, if it wasn't in a public place Ziyan would have pulled the girl into his arms and kissed her.


Not only playing around, Ziyan and Nasha also tried to buy some food sold there, some types of food Ziyan had never tried before, especially Korean foods such as kimchi or toppoki, when tasting food that does not match the tongue Ziyan face becomes very funny and makes Nasha anxious to her lover.


Ziyan also occasionally fix Nasha's slightly messy hair covering her cheeks or wiping the food scraps at the tip of the sweet girl's lips.


Nasha felt very happy and sad at the same time, she really missed these times with Ziyan, since Nasha knew her father's relationship with Ziyan's mother she felt as if a great wall was blocking her with Ziyan, but today the wall felt like it could be broken through, it was like being with the old Ziyan, Ziyan who loved him so much.


Ziyan's gaze on her girl was very deep, Nasha's smile that she missed so much today could be seen again, Ziyan missed Nasha so much even now, she said, as he can hold Nasha's hand freely but he still misses his girl very much.


At two in the afternoon they decided to eat at one of the restaurants, Ziyan ate very greedy because he was quite tired of following Nasha who had not exhausted his spirit since, like a three-year-old child.


"You're mists?" asked Ziyan


Nasha nodded her head so adorable, Ziyan smiled happily as she gently stroked the top of Nasha's head


"No cape?"


"No" Nasha said as she shook her head


"You're cape huh?" Nasha asked back


"More cape than nemenin you shop"


Nasha laughed at him, "Sorry yes" Nasha's face looked regretful


"Whatever to you dear" Ziyan took Nasha's hand and kissed her, the girl smiled


"Where are you going now?" asked Ziyan again, today he wanted to grant whatever wish Nasha could fulfill


"I want to go to the sea world" Nasha said


Ziyan looked at the clock in her hand "Well, shut it up again"


Nasha saw the clock in her hand as well "oh, yes" Nasha sounded disappointed


Ziyan hurriedly ate the rest of his food


"Don't rush Zi, it'll sprain"


"I'm done eating, let's kick us into the sea world"


"Nothing Zi, we don't need to go to sea world, after all just shut the place down"


"Nothing dear, you want to go to sea world right, let's spit"


Ziyan then pulled Nasha's hand and hurriedly left the restaurant, fortunately the sea world was not too far from the dufan only about half an hour and they had already arrived there.


Ziyan and Nasha just fell silent in front of the sea world entrance because it turns out that today the arena is closed because there are improvements in several arenas. Ziyan looked very disappointed.


"It's okay Zi, we can go to sea world next time"


Ziyan let out a heavy sigh then looked at Nasha's smiling face at him.


"You wait here for a while" Ziyan said, then he took off their hands and moved away from Nasha, Ziyan pulled out her phone and called someone who knew who.


Nasha simply complied and looked at Ziyan's back which stood several meters away from him.


Soon Ziyan finished calling and returned to where Nasha was standing.


"It's hot here we wait in the car huh" Ziyan asked as she clasped Nasha's hand again


"We're not going home?" ask Nasha


"Wait a minute is okay" Ziyan said


Nasha nodded then they got into the car, Ziyan turned on his car engine so that the ac in there made the air a little cool, the weather was very, very unfriendly.


Nasha did not know what Ziyan was waiting for but she complied, while waiting for Ziyan to play Nasha a song so that the girl would not get bored.


"What song do you like?" asked Ziyan


"Mmmm what is it? There are many, I choose myself yes"


Ziyan then let Nasha choose the song she wanted to hear


Nasha then chose a song called 'sepi-by signy'


There was a piano sound at the beginning of the intro of this song


"I just heard the song" Ziyan said as the music started to light up


"Emang is not a famous band song, but I love the music"


🎶 Sepiku in the middle of the night


And the stars refused to smile


You just revealed all your heart's fretting


I fell silent


Nasha leaned her head against Ziyan's shoulder and closed her eyes for a moment, she wanted to take a break from all the tiredness that had been making her heart and mind messed up, if only time could stop Ziyan wanted time to stop, so that he could still touch and hold his girl as now, Ziyan's heart churned.


🎶Is in the corner of your heart


The story, the old story


If I were still your heart's choice


I was moved, and carried away


🎶Cintaaaa don't you go


Leave me alone


Injured by you


Loveaaa don't you go


Leave only tears


Silent and lonely


Ho ooo is quiet and lonely


Right after the song finished Ziyan's phone rang and blew away the atmosphere they were enjoying, Ziyan picked up her phone.


"Hallo"


The voice at the end of the phone said what


"Okay, thanks sir"


Ziyan then closed the phone again.


"Sha let's go in"


"Where's Zi?"


"Let's go"


Ziyan took Nasha out of her car and back towards the sea world entrance.


After being right in front of the sea world entrance a guard approached them.


"Mr Ziyan Ravindra" said the guard confirming Ziyan's name, the man nodded


"Please pass by here, sir" the guard


Ziyan who was still holding Nasha's hand brought the girl into the sea world arena.


"Zi, how can we get in here, here again close" Nasha still can't believe they can get in there


"What matters now is that we can enter right now" Ziyan smiled happily at the cute face of her girl in shock


"How is Zi? Who are you calling?"


"Nelfon Mr. Tama, I said I have to go to sea world now"


Nasha covered her mouth in disbelief just by calling Mr. Tama the play area at the national entertainment venue could be opened so easily, Nasha then touched Ziyan's face with both hands


"Are you really rich?" ask Nasha plain


Ziyan laughed out loud at Nasha's question, the girl laughed "You're cool, right?" asked Ziyan


Nasha nodded with a smile. Then they go into the sea world and see the beauty under the sea there.


Ziyan and Nasha walked around all the places that made Nasha curious, there were only the two of them there, the atmosphere of the scenery in the blue water, the sound of water and the fish swimming very quietly, the perfect place to calm down, if today many visitors might not be as calm as Nasha thought, he was very happy and grateful to have Ziyan.


"It's so beautiful under the sea, it looks calm, peaceful"


Ziyan just smiled and looked at Nasha's face who was amazed by what she saw


"Sometimes I wonder what it's like to live there" Nasha continued


"Do you not live in the land?" asked Ziyan


"The sea is very wide, maybe if we can stay at sea we can more easily hide or run where Ija" Nasha's eyes are still staring at the large aquarium glass in front of him.


Ziyan pulled the girl's face in front of him and kissed her lips, Nasha closed her eyes letting Ziyan do what she wanted, they missed each other, it was the kiss of longing that they had been holding and hiding all this time, Ziyan's hands wrapped around Nasha's waist and pulled the girl deeper into her arms, their eyebrows stuck together and once again Ziyan kissed Nasha very deeply.


"Let's get out of here Sha!" ziyan's words were full of emphasis


Nasha let go of both her hands that were coiled around Ziyan's boat


"I'm a coward, I can't be honest about this relationship"


Nasha started to put some distance between them, Nasha did want to be with Ziyan but not by running away with her


"I'm sorry Sha, I have only two choices, either hurt my mom, or hurt you"


Nasha was only speechless at those words, the fact that Ziyan would not be able to hurt her mother was devastating to Nasha.


"And you can't hurt your mom, right?"


Ziyan was speechless hearing Nasha's question


"You let me go, because you know I won't be able to run away with you, right?"


Ziyan remained silent as she looked at Nasha's disappointed face that broke her heart


"I can't tell you what you want" Ziyan said as she looked into the girl's eyes


Nasha understood what he meant, and this meant that Ziyan chose to let him go


"Mamah I've been hurt too much, he will not be able to if you have to hurt again, what is now given papah you make mamah I was his dream all along"


Nasha just fell silent while holding her broken heart, it turns out that sacrificing for others is not that easy, even though this is for the happiness of her papa Nasha still feels so hurt.


His eyes began to glaze over and as strong as possible Nasha held back her crying until it felt tight.


"Do you mean to hurt me?" ask Nasha paraw


Ziyan did not reply, he just lowered his head trying to hold back the cries.


Tears began to drip from Nasha's eyes and she could not hold it any longer, Nasha then released a ring that was circular in sweet jari to her right hand gift Ziyan gave her on her birthday that time, the ring was given to Ziyan by Nasha's hand, and the girl walked away from him.


It ended already, like this was the end for Ziyan and Nasha.~


🎶Cintaaaa don't you go


Leave me alone


Injured by you


Loveaaa don't you go


Leave only tears


Silent and lonely


Ho ooo is quiet and lonely


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