The Sins of Love

SICK, DESTROYED

...How could? Even because of this love I am willing to break for you...

...Adinda N.R's....

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Nasha still stared at Ziyan who was now in front of him, as well as Ziyan he could not believe that the girl in front of him was Nasha and her mother's lover was Nasha's father.

Their father and mother were a little confused by the shocked expressions on their faces.

"Did you know Nasha?"

The question was suddenly like waking Ziyan from her sleep

"What mah?" Ziyan asked back

"Do you know Nasha?"

Ziyan's head reflex shook his head indicating he had not known Nasha, immediately Nasha felt devastated to see Ziyan pretending not to know her.

"Not yet, mah"

Father, their mother nodded in confidence

"Zi, this is Irfan's name, if this is his son Nasha"

Irfan stood up and reached out, Nasha followed what her father had done, it was painful to pretend not to know each other.

They all sat back down, then, during the meal, Ziyan and Nasha only listened to the explanation of their parents who had been in a relationship for approximately one year and they wanted to step up to a more serious level considering the age of the two who were no longer youthful.

Ziyan occasionally looked at her mother's blissful eyes when she told her plans with Irfan, and occasionally Ziyan stared at Nasha who was clearly not returning her gaze even once, Ziyan was sure that one hundred percent Nasha must be angry with him.

Ziyan knew his lies pretending not to know Nasha would be disastrous, but Ziyan could what he did not want his mother to be sad and hurt. Ziyan also felt the same pain of not being able to follow her heart, she said, he was eager to hold Nasha tightly when he saw the girl but suddenly the wall was so high and large that it prevented him from even touching Nasha alone Ziyan was afraid. The fear that he had never felt before, it felt better to be chased by Alex than there should be a position now.

Finally dinner was over, as long as Nasha's journey home did not say much, her heart still felt sick and sad. And it looks like Irfan realized that there was something strange about his daughter.

"Sha, how do you look so lethargic? You're not happy to see Aunt Dian and her son?"

Nasha did not answer, Nasha was afraid that she would cry, after convincing the girl's heart to finally speak

"It's not like that"

"Keep why dong? From the fitting of eating malem you diem continues"

"I'm just surprised the reward, all of a sudden my life will change right?"

"Do you think you're going to be seneng, papah think you need the figure of a mother, papah is wrong?"

Nasha shook her head as she suddenly cried "Father is not wrong"

"Loooh... Are you crying?"

Nasha rubbed the tears that flowed on her cheeks while continuing to strengthen her heart.

"Are you scared, huh? scared of being Cinderella?"

Nasha still pretended to laugh at the question, then she nodded while still wiping away her tears that just kept flowing.

"Keep papah how should dong let you be cool? You don't like Aunt Diana?"

"Like pah, he's good. Maybe I need a little time, papah was directly talking about the wedding plan I was so shocked, really a surprise birthday perfect"

"Sha, you won't lose papah" her father clasped Nasha's hand, the girl nodded ~

That morning Nasha got out of her father's car, Ziyan had been waiting for the girl to be parked at school since, Ziyan knew Nasha was very angry with her even many times Ziyan called the girl but it was not answered, Ziyan knew that she was so angry with him, the short message was that none of the Nasha retorted, not even read it.

After Nasha walked down the corridor of Ziyan school hurriedly chasing after her, Ziyan pulled the girl's hand so that Nasha would see her face, it was painful to be treated like that by the woman who filled her whole heart.

"Sha, please don't get rich gini!"

Nasha fell silent and looked at Ziyan with a disappointed look

"I'm sorry, you can be angry, or hit me but don't cuddle me, please" Ziyan pleaded

"Why do you have to lie?" nasha finally spoke

"I'm sorry Sha, honestly I'm very confused as to you I have to how, mama looks very exited fitting say want to recognize me as a candidate, I'm afraid he is sad" ziyan's last words were softened because she knew that what she made sad now was her lover.

Nasha averted her gaze, Nasha said to herself she must be self-conscious, her mother Ziyan cannot compare to her, for Ziyan her mother is her world how could Ziyan let her world be destroyed. Nasha tried to realize that but still her heart hurt, broken.

"I'll be honest with you, please love me when I do" Ziyan clasped her hand even more, pleading

Nasha looked back at the man, actually Nasha could have been honest with her father since last night but seeing Ziyan who was so confused and frightened now Nasha thought following the lie that Ziyan made was not entirely wrong, at least he could protect the man from the pain of seeing his world destroyed.

Nasha took a heavy breath, then the girl nodded. All this time Nasha always believed in Ziyan and the man never let her down ~

At 08.30 pm Ziyan's car was parked not too far from Nasha's house, both are still in Ziyan's car, today is the schedule of both tutoring. It feels like it is very desirable to handcuff Nasha's hands with his hands so that they are not separated, a beautiful dream the other day is really just a dream because at this time they both have to wake up and face reality.

Although all day they both behave normally in school like nothing happened but the mind of both of them is of course still busy remembering the chatter of their parents at dinner yesterday, her parents' wedding preparations, which she said were almost complete, continued to ring in the ears of Ziyan and Nasha.

Nasha could see Ziyan's confusion and fear, Nasha also felt the same way she knew her father was very happy with Ziyan's mother but Nasha couldn't deny she couldn't lose Ziyan, her biggest fear was losing Ziyan.

While for Ziyan to lose Nasha is as scary as hurting her mother's heart. Those two women were the most precious things in his life.

"Sha, hug me!"

Without hesitation Nasha immediately hugged Ziyan tightly, Nasha tried to give the man strength even though he was sick.

Ziyan buried her face between Nasha's shoulders, not wanting to let go of the girl

"I'm afraid Sha, I don't want to lose you"

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