The Sins of Love

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...What does God want? When I was so afraid of disturbing your light, He allowed me to come closer...

...-ziyan R.A.-...

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Finally after convincing Nasha several times Ziyan wanted to stay at the house for tonight alone, Miss Lasmi could only be silent to see what her employer was doing, Nasha gave her living room for Ziyan to sleep in, not because there was no guest room in the house but Nasha also felt she had to be careful with Ziyan. And Ziyan could only say thanks again.

Nasha came down from the second floor with a blanket and pillow for Ziyan to sleep but before reaching Nasha to the living room suddenly Lasmi's mother pulled her hand.

"Non, why is the guy even told to nginep here? if he's a bad guy how is non?" miss Lasmi sounded worried

"He's not a bad guy kok ma'am, he's my upperclassman at school" Nasha explained, while Lasmi's mom looked increasingly confused

"Well, how can upperclassmen not be in the thud of people in front of our compound?"

"I didn't have to, ma'am, did I have to ask?" Nasha asked back

"But it's really not wrong if it's a non-classroom sister?" asked Lasmi's mother again to make sure, fearing Nasha was wrong because Nasha was also a new student at her school thought Lasmi's mother

"That's sure ma'am" Nasha replied as she nodded her head.

Miss Lasmi just fell silent "just calm mom, I'm sure she won't do anything in this house" while smiling and holding the hand of Lasmi's mom, I'm sure, Nasha tried to calm down the person she thought was her adoptive mother, and finally Lasmi agreed.

Nasha gave a pillow and blanket thick enough to Ziyan's hand and then immediately intended to leave the room.

"We can chat for a while" said Ziyan, nasha who heard him instantly turned around

"No one wants to ask me?" ziyan asked straight to the point, and Nasha simply shook her head slowly

"Lo even ga nanyain my name" Nasha was speechless hearing that

"I know big brother, big brother son SMU Bina Karya right? knowing me Nasha, I'm a new kid at school sister" Nasha said as she stuck out her hand and tried to smile, Ziyan could only be stunned, as Nasha remembered. And Ziyan finally shook that hand.

"Lo know who I am?" ask Ziyan again

"Sir Ziyan right? everyone in the school knows big sister" Nasha said with a smile

Ziyan was a little embarrassed because Nasha must have heard how delinquent and bad her attitude was, only Ziyan could not stop thinking that Nasha knew Ziyan was a troublemaker why Nasha still wanted to help her.

"So, when I got hit why didn't you run? do you know what the risk is if you let me? you ain't scared?"

silent for a moment when Nasha heard him, Nasha also knew when Ziyan was beaten Nasha could have run away from him having to deal with the delinquents, he said, but like someone nailed his leg even to move, Nasha couldn't.

Nasha had to do something, she couldn't see someone die in front of her, and luckily God was still helping them earlier, if only there were no cars willing to get out of the Nasha complex could not imagine what would happen to the two of them.

"I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared, but what matters now is that we're both doing it" Nasha said calmly

Ziyan just looked at the girl in a daze or awe, I don't know Ziyan doesn't understand this girl in front of him.

Tonight was the longest night of Nasha's life, seeing people beaten and treating battered wounds firsthand was the most extreme experience of her life, nasha was on the toilet in her room just finishing up her uniform in pajamas to sleep in and washing her face with soap.

Nasha looked at her own reflection in the mirror where she saw her face still wet with water, she asked herself if the decision to help Ziyan at this time was right, Nasha remembers how she convinced Lasmi's mother by saying that Ziyan was not a bad person.

Though Nasha had heard bad stories about Ziyan, if thought Ziyan could be categorized as ever breaking the law, right? he is a member of a motorcycle gang and has participated in wild races, you can imagine what his association is out there.

Nasha wiped her face with a towel and came out of the bathroom, before she headed to the bed somehow Nasha headed towards the door and made sure that it was locked, he just wanted to obey Lasmi's mother's request to lock the door to his room tonight.

After being on the mattress, Nasha covered her body with a blanket, suddenly the memory when she was 3rd grade SD again crossed her head, Nasha went to school in one of the usual public elementary schools in the city of Bandung at that time Nasha's father's business was still small and not like now.

Every day Nasha would go home by taking an angkot and down in front of the alley to her house, from the front of the alley to Nasha's house would walk and get home after 5 minutes.

But that day in the middle of a sudden trip someone stopped him, he saw 4-5 boys his age were kicking cans of soft drinks and made the can as a ball ready for passing and kicking, every now and then they step on that can and they laugh at his play.

There Nasha could only be silent, for some reason Nasha could only see the children playing the remaining cans of fizzy drinks, he said, after a while Nasha was still standing and staying in the same place while the boys started to leave and leave the soda cans that were already flattened.

I don't know what attracted Nasha then picked up and looked at the used soda can with a look of pity and she took the trash home to her house, after a week Nasha's mother found the used soda can in her son's school backpack and simply threw it away.

After Nasha found out that the soda can had been thrown away her mother Nasha's heart became sad because she could not do anything for the soda can. Today, for some reason Nasha saw Ziyan fared the same as the old soda can she had picked up, Ziyan was kicked in the kick, being stepped on and beaten up by the delinquents and they all laughed doing that to Ziyan.

Ziyan asked him why he did not run away and save himself, when Nasha picked up the can of soda, Nasha did not know what reason made him feel sorry for the "cans" until he picked it home, and today even Nasha did not know what reason made him desperate to help Ziyan from the delinquents.

While Ziyan was out there lying on the living room couch of Nasha's house staring up at the ceiling, she never thought she would be there today, a week ago Ziyan still remembered how Nasha came down the stairs with the cardboard in her hand, Ziyan still remembered how she could not stop staring at the girl every time they met.

Although Nasha was like a magnet for him, it never crossed Ziyan's mind to get close to Nasha's selugu girl, he did not want Nasha to enter into his very dark life nor did he want to make Nasha's life dark with his presence, but look now at what God is doing, he said, now that he was in the girl's house and the girl saved his life, Ziyan really did not understand.

The sun was already starting to scorch out there, slowly Ziyan's eyes opened and felt her body was very sick like an elephant, Ziyan tried to move her body as hard as she could and took the phone on the table, how shocked he was when he saw the clock shows at 11 pm even almost 12, seeing Ziyan who had been awakened by Lasmi ma'am immediately approached him.

"Thank God wake up too, I'm afraid I'm afraid of fainting"

"Sorry aunt" said Ziyan who was embarrassed to wake up too late, Lasmi just laughed at the aunt

"I have not been pantes if called aunty, call me Miss Lasmi, I am not the hostess den" explained Miss Lasmi with a laugh

Ziyan nodded slowly, then her eyes looked around

"Non Nasha has gone to school from the morning den" said Lasmi's mother as if she knew that Ziyan was looking for Nasha

"The word non Nasha aden temen yes? just before going to non Nasha school had bruised compresses on aden's face and had changed again his bandages, now his face was not too swollen to look more handsome" said Miss Lasmi again still with a fluffy smile.

Ziyan looked at the bandages and some plaster in his hands that looked still clean, did he really sleep last night or faint? why can't he feel that Nasha is treating him again.

"O, yes den, said non Nasha before going home to eat first, I was ready for the food den" said Lasmi ma'am

"Ga got to ma'am, I went right away" Ziyan was really embarrassed to have to accept the kindness of Nasha and Miss Lasmi again, but Miss Lasmi instead pulled her hand and did not let her go

"I just nurutin his pesen non Nasha aja, aden must eat first!" he said while trying to pull Ziyan's arm towards the dining room.

The clock was at half-time at 5pm and Nasha had just gotten off the online taxi right in front of the gate of her house, today there is no bimbel and as usual Nasha will only go straight home after school, after paying for the online motorcycle he immediately entered the house and as usual, Miss Lasmi would open the door for him.

"The handsome Aden has gone non" said Lasmi's mom like knowing what Nasha would look for the first time, Nasha slightly smiled to hear Lasmi's mom say that Ziyan is handsome, but she was very happy, though last night Miss Lasmi was very scared of that guy

"He said he wanted to go home, his mother had asked him to wait for non Nasha to come home but he said he had to spit up so his parents did not worry" said Ms. Lasmi

Nasha simply nodded without commenting anything, before going up to his room Nasha passed the living room and sofa that last night became Ziyan's bed and now the sofa was rafi like there was never any sign that last night there was someone who very weak and very badly injured there.

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