THE MAFIA'S PENANCE

MAKE ME LOVE YOU

Once again Vernon said that sentence. After yesterday he said it too, the current man said it again. A sentence that I felt was very unlikely to come out of his lips.

I looked at Vernon who had just hugged me very tightly. I asked him for an explanation of the sentence he said earlier. But Vernon kissed me instead. With all my might I pushed him to stop doing it.

"I won't let you die that fast." Her speech. "I'll make you love me and then I'll leave you. I'll create hell for you."

Hearing Vernon's words made me understand that he just wanted to play me. I who no longer have the desire to live my life consider his words as an entertainment. Right now it's the best thing for me.

I will live in the hell you created for me.

My right hand reached down Vernon's neck to kiss him. We kiss both of our wills.*********one with passion. Clashing our tongues and exchanging saliva by gripping each other, so that none of us would stop him.

Vernon lifted me up to kiss me while I wrapped my legs around his body until Vernon carried me up to the bed with his kiss.

Vernon rudely undressed me and his own clothes. I just kept quiet when she started touching everything in my body. I enjoyed every touch of it and let Vernon rule over me. Until finally we were united in a self-destruction of both of us.

We who hate each other let ourselves enjoy everything we do. This is best, I will try to temper all my feelings for Alec by letting Vernon into my life. Vernon and I will live the destruction of both of our lives until all the pain we feel kills us slowly.

"I'll never let you go again." Vernon said in my ear. We were both lying in bed after the sweat and the sense of satisfaction we felt. Vernon grabbed me from behind and kept me. "Don't even think of ending your life, I'll kill you with torture."

"Yes, I'll enjoy all the torture you've done to me. Make me love you and after that you have to leave me. It's all worth it now." I tried to hold back my tears so as not to control myself anymore at this moment.

I could feel it when Vernon kissed behind my ear before he twisted my body until we looked up.

"Say who's that guy?" Ask Vernon. "The man who made you want to end your life. Tell me who he is?!"

I threw my face away from Vernon's gaze. There's no way I'm saying that that man is Alec, the man who's getting married to his sister. I'd better keep that from Vernon. It gets complicated when she finds out that I love Alec so much that I want to end my life when I find out that Alec is getting married to Olivia.

"You don't need to know because it has nothing to do with you. All you have to do is make me love you so I can forget that guy. After that happens you have to leave me." I answered with a flooded eye until my vision was not very clear.

Suddenly Vernon took hold of my face and again he kissed me.*********** as if he didn't want to let me take it off. Until once again we both drowned in the dark atmosphere that we made ourselves. Once again we made love in the hatred between us.

We left the hotel two hours later and returned home. All the members of the Vernon family have arrived. They want to hear about Olivia's marriage to Alec.

Vernon's parents, Vernon's uncle, are mob boss Felipe Camorra and his wife. The two of them had no children so Vernon helped his uncle in spreading his wings in the black world. Vernon's younger brother, Vegard Stine Skjoldbjarrg, is 27 years old.

"Honestly, I don't like Alec. Why did you agree to marry Olivia to him?" Vegard who was sitting leisurely on the sofa looked at Vernon who was standing beside me.

"I'm not asking for your opinion." Vernon stared intently at his sister.

The moment the two of them looked at each other, made me understand that their relationship was not very good. I don't wonder why Vegard didn't come to our wedding.

With a similarly upset face Vegard spoke Norsk which I did not understand. Until they all spoke the language except their uncle Felipe Camorra who understood only a little of it.

It made me realize the conversation was like I didn't want to be heard. I just kept quiet and looked at Olivia sitting next to Vegard. Olivia looks tense because it looks like her family is divided by two voices regarding her wedding plans with Alec.

The conversation was over, I immediately left the living room towards my room. With the conversation using language that I don't understand it shouldn't matter if I don't go there.

"It looks like you're still a little drunk." Vernon said as he entered the room.

Since entering the room I just went back to lying down because right now my head feels so painful. Either because of the sadness that is still felt or because of hearing this family rambling with language that I do not understand.

I kept quiet, not even turning towards the entrance I was behind when Vernon said that to me.

"Rest. Today I have some business going out and chances are I won't be coming home tonight." Vernon cried after that I could hear his footsteps coming out of the room and closing the door.

He's not going home? That's good, I just want to be alone today. I was also tired after meeting all the members of his family. I was tired after making love to her.

I tried to close my eyes to rest. I even let my phone ring when Sesya called me. I had no intention of answering the phone or talking to him. I just want to sleep right now, and not think about it all anymore.

Suddenly the door opened again. I stayed in my position by not opening my eyes or turning to the door I was behind. Vernon must have come back because he forgot something, that's what I thought.

There was no sound after the door opened. There were no footsteps or Vernon's voice saying anything. It made me wonder until I opened my eyes. When I was about to look at him, someone said to me.

"Jeg hari ikke set deg da lenge, Vivian. (I haven't seen you in a long time, Vivian.)"

Vegard stood in the doorway staring at me.

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