The Feelings That Are No Longer the Same

7.The Wound That Shuts

"My aunt's father will help Kak padlul to heal, don't cry anymore." I wiped her tears.

I changed my mind from Bian who was so flat that there were cries and wounds inside.

I can feel the deep sadness of a mother.Maybe I will know the truth tomorrow.

*******

City of Berlin, Germany

I'm out of the library with Adeline. Walk enjoying the atmosphere of the afternoon.Adeline person fun, connect if I talk.

"Have you eaten?? ." Ask Adeline.

"Yet.Laper hehehe.. "

"Gue take it to the most delicious German food restaurant in the city want?? ." Ask you enthusiastically.

"Wahh dapet nihh free guide." I laughed a little.

"Can ajaa.Oke as long as you here I will be the guide how??. "

"Well, but I don't have any money to pay you." I said with my face to make it clear.

"Hahaha.kidding." We both laugh the same.

"Dies ist Buschbeck's restaurant, dies ist mein Lieblingsrestaurant." You pointed to the restaurant in front of us.

(This is Buschbeck's restaurant, this is my favorite restaurant).

"Komm herrein." Take your.

(Yuk in) we chose the end table near the window.

"Welches menu ist gut? ." My toot.

(What's good?).

"Hier gibt es so viele typisch deutsche gerichte Sauerkraut, Kartoffelsalat, Gulaschuppe, Apfelestrudel, Falscher hase, und vieles mehr."

(A lot of German food here there are Sauerkraut, Kartoffelsalat, Gulaschuppe, Apfelestrudel, Falcher hase , and many more).

"Entschuldigung, Frau." Adeline called waiters

(excuse mbak).

"Was wollen sie bestellen?." Ask waiters

(what message would you like?).

"Ich bestelle Kartoffelsalat, Gulaschuppe, Apfelestrudel, und Sauerkraut."

(I ordered Kartoffelsalat, Gulaschuppe, Apfelestrudel, and Sauerkraut).

"Das ist alles??." (That's it??).

"Nur das." (That's it).

"Warten sie, Fraulen und sir." (Wait for you ladies and gentlemen).

20 minutes of food has arrived with impatience I immediately eat what is the name.

"Wie gut?." Ask adeline.

(Where's the good?).

"Wirklich lecker, passt auf meine Zungi." I said between meals.

(It's really delicious, it fits my tongue).

"Tomorrow to go together.I wait at the fork before the campus gate."

"OK" Looks like he's a good friend.

******

Jakarta, Indonesia

"You go straight home, we can go in by ourselves" said Devi.

"Yaudah we first greet aunty Ayu."

Rian's car drove out of Lisa's house.

"Let's go in!!." Take Devi.

Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok

" Auntie assalamualaikum." Kayla and Devi.

Czech

"Getishalight."

"You."

"you."

Say Kayla and Deren together.

"Ehhh you guys have come.In invite dong Deren." Ayu.

"Yes, thank you aunt." Kayla replied, They went into the living room.

Is he here, huh?? inner Kayla.

Why is he here?? mama knows him?? inner Deren.

"Look sit down aunty make drinks yah."

"No need for aunty we don't want to take nicotine." replied Devi

" Same as anyone, relax just consider your own home." Ayu stood up and headed for the kitchen.

"Thank you aunt."

Deren came to sit in the opposite seat still by arranging Kayla unconsciously.

" Kay who is he??. " Bisik Devi barely made a sound.

"No idea."

"What are you doing here?? you tailed me, huh?. " Tanya Deren looked at Kayla.

"It's up to me where I'm going, but I'm sorry I didn't follow you." Answer Kayla sarcas.

"You know each other??" asked Devi.

"No."

"No."

Kayla and Deren answered at the same time.

"Ciee from earlier just kept talking heehehe.."

"Opaansih Dev." Kayla.

"You are familiar." Ayu came with some snacks and drinks.

"Cool to the room first, ma'am."

"Go to the chat room first with this beautiful Mama's Princess."

"Hemm can be a aunt." Devi smiled a little.

"Oohh yeah you guys must have just met Deren. He's Lisa's first brother."

"Ooh, Lisa's sister in Germany??." Ask Devi.

"Dad."

Devi stuck out her hand.

"Cool." Deren shook Devi's hand.

Oohh turns out she's Lisa's sister, pantesan, I've seen this person, Kayla's inner self.

"Emm I'm Kayla." Kayla said without sticking out her hand.

Arrogance has been greatly assisted also yesterday, Deren's mind.

"Tante Kayla can't sleep in Lisa's room, Kayla's tired." Kayla.

"Yaj can dong dear, you guys just rest first while waiting for Lisa to come home."

"Thank you aunt." Devi and Kayla go upstairs.

*******

I understand now why Rian can beat Ar to the ground, if I know the truth maybe I'll help Rian finish off the man**ngan it. Today I wanted to cheer Kay up but how I made a promise with Aunt Luna.

"I'm sorry I can't go with you to Bascamp."Mouthed

"Just relax Lis, we know how." said Devi

"What's the ride to Bian's sister's house?" asked Kayla

"Get the car, you guys let Deren's brother ya who send."

"No need to take a taxi." Kayla.

"No matter how you have to be escorted by Deren, he's already outside waiting for yuk to come out." Take me.

Deren's car drove into the house, now I'm going to Bian's sister's house. Aunt Luna's story isn't in my brain yet, I need to know what's really going on..

Arriving at Bian's.

"Assalamualaikum aunt."

"Waalaikumsalam, enter again brother Bian in the aunt's room call first." Said aunt Luna.

"Father aunt."

"What's wrong??. " Again the look of his face was flat, I tried to examine what he was feeling but nihil his face was really expressionless.

"That's my brother I want to take you to the temen house." My lies.

"I'm busy." He can't talk long. Always two words if not one word comes out.

" You busy what the hell is bian?? quickly change Lisa's anther clothes to her house" said aunt Luna.

"Hmm" just deheman?? oh, my God, right people are right.

I can't imagine the road just the same as this weird human being..

"Yes, our aunt left first." I'm yapping aunt Luna.

"Hopefully succeed!!!" aunt Luna whispered.I replied with a smile.

"Yuk brother get in my car, let me drive."I asked.

It turns out that the address of this psychiatrist is quite far.An hour passed finally found the address as well.

"Why come here?? ." Ask brother Bian.

"this is my house, brother." Hadugghh he must have been suspicious..

"Not lie." he said flatly.

"What lie, brother?? yuk has come down." He must know this is his psychiatrist's house,.Does he have a mental disorder??. Hadugghh if he's raging how is it?? so scared..

"You're the one who came in." His word.

"Come dong kak temenin." Rengekku.Gimana nih persuaded him to want to enter??.

"mama told you to??. " Wah exactly also nih kak Bian nanggap. ketauan deh.

"Yaudah if brother Bian do not want to enter I enter myself" said I was upset.She just diem not grandiose or come in?? people actually make sebeelll....

"Assalamualaik." I said while knocking on the door.

"Getishalight." The young lady opened the door, it seemed like she was Anya's doctor.

"Sorry this is really Doctor Anya's house?? ." I smiled kindly.

"Dad right, are you Lisa??. "

"Dok My Dad Lisa."

" Ayoo in!!!Where's biannya??. "

"Just let me persuade you to enter first!!. Bi Ranti please take this adek to my room."

Said the doctor to a man named bi Ranti

I followed Bi Ranti in her doctor's room.

About fifteen minutes I waited finally the doctor came but Bian where??.

"Sorry for a long time." Said the doctor and sat next to me.

"No pa pa dok.Bak Biannya where??" asked me.

Doctor Anya shook her head, it was hard to also persuade Brother Bian.

"Still in the docking car??."

"Dad, it's hard to persuade Bian."Doctor Anya laughed a little.

"Dok actually Bian has a disease what?? ." I tried to ask first.My kepo taste has gone up to ubun ubun hehehe.

"Well, you must be curious about Bian's attitude." I'm nodding.

"So gini Lisa..."

Czech

"You don't need to know." Arrived Bian Dateng immediately said I don't need to know?? this I have taken my brother from Semalemm.

"And you finally came." The doctor approached, I knew behind the doctor he was carrying a syringe. I'm trying to distract Brother Bian..

"Sister Bian..."

I hugged him and.

Jllebb

A few seconds Bian's feet fell still in my arms. Aaiiss is heavy too..

"Look help me get into bed." Me and Doctor tried to put Bian's sister to bed.

"Doctor gave me what injections??. " Task me worried.

"It's just a sedative injection, and so I can check his condition if it's not like this he won't want to. " Said the Doctor.

"Let me explain." We sit in a chair by the bed.

"Actually Brother Bian is sick, Doc??. "

"He's got Alexithymia."

"Alexithymia doc?? I just got that kind of disease." I said confused.

"Alexithymia is not a mental illness or disorder. People who are affected by alexithymia they understand that they feel happy, sad, angry but they can not express it." Obviously doctor anya.

"How do I mean to dok?? ." It's too complicated for my brain to digest.

" You can definitely see Bian's expression and behavior right??. "

" Iyah dok kak Bian strange people.Every talk never seemed to always flat expression." My speech. It turns out that's why Bian's attitude is cold.

"Well that's what Bian has been through all this time his insensitivity reveals emotions."

"Why does Bian have that disease Doc? what is born from birth?? ." My toot.

"No, the cause of this Alexithimia..."