The Feelings That Are No Longer the Same

Blind dating

These eyes and steps are not ceaseless looking for his figure, in the middle of the traffic I continue to walk somewhere this foot took me to find you. Please come back, don't let me regret it.

Do I have to yell at your name in this place?, can they think I'm crazy.

I don't know what to do now, I really just want to hug you right now. Don't make Lisa sorry, brother. It's been enough Brother Bian has been quiet all this time.

"Lisa," I turned to see Rashad walking over to me.

"What are you doing here??."

"The plane to Jogya has left yet??," I asked back.

"Just took off."

Deg

Like being electrocuted my body was falling loose, limp, it felt like there was no hope. Everything is done this second. Without ignoring the stares of people and the words of Rashad I kept crying without shame, let them think strangely of me. They'll never know how I feel now.

Wh why?? Why fate is like asking me to play. Stupid Lisa, it's too late. There will be no more hope for you.

I'm sorry I was too stupid to realize, maybe this is the right answer for me. Am I not going to see you again?.

"Aaahh finished Race, I was late hikkss," I continued to rumble while Rashad just sat quietly crouching in front of me, I don't know what he was thinking.

"Dumb cave!, why can't I be honest with my own feelings____and end up like this?."

Maybe this is the way Bian went to find a figure who is more worthy of him. But can I expect more?, I still want him back.

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Three days passed carrying a deep regret for Lisa. Since that day only alone, he always avoids his best friend if spoken to or out. For Lisa, her day is no longer perfect without Bian, who always makes her laugh again, not like Bian before. But now that figure was completely missing from his life.

Even Lisa knew Bian was trying to get away from her. Not only silent, Lisa also sought information from aunt Luna. But it was all in vain, it seemed like Bian asked not to tell who he was going where. Bian's number has also been inactive since he left.

Like a dead end, Lisa could only sigh every day.

"Sir, can you come in??" cried Deren from outside Lisa's room.

"So, you're not locked!."

Deren knew what his sister was going through, but Deren never felt heartbreak. How not, as Lisa said that Deren is different from others. Cowo anti Cewe, not Gay either. But now Deren has found half his heart. Although not fully binding.

"If you can but do not maintain the dong, later old cepet loh!," said Deren sitting on Lisa's bedside, while Lisa stood near the jemdela facing out.

"That's what it's like to be angry" Lisa said.

"Just like a time."

"Eh when is the action of your plan, really long," continued Deren.

"When tomorrow what??, Lisa will talk to each other."

"Tomorrow the night??."

"That's the date time in the middle of the room, not exciting dong."

"So much later what's the application so you can get a sister?."

"Udah Lisa set, Brother Deren lives rent a place."

"Eemm so good his sister who is this!," said Deren approached while shuffling Lisa's hair made him sing lips.

The day passed quickly changing the star illuminated this beautiful night where the blacksquats carried out their mission. Except for Lisa, she doesn't come along while Rian and Dito take a chance in narrowness to follow a real blind date.

They are obliged to take pictures with their blind date as evidence, as well as some of the activities they do. No one knows that this is Lisa and Deren's plan, it's just that Rian and Dito know that this is Lisa's plan but don't know why for what. The two of them only wanted a reward from Deren if this plan worked.

"Where are you ready yet??" asked Lisa when the vidio call was connected to her three sahabt.

"Siapp dong!!!," said Dito excitedly.

"Don't forget the proof okay!?."

"Lis's father must be," replied Rian.

"But what if the person is ugly?? or do not be old anymore he___gara because of the Lis why choose for me who does not have a profile photo anyway, I would be afraid if if____"

"Suuttt a lot of crap lo Kay, sure deh same I sure you like, ohh yes inget a gift from me is not cheap loh so fighting!!!," cut Lisa.

"Gue is very excited about my profile girl photo is very beautiful to give you guys on know not," continued Rian.

"Yes have seen what a beautiful girl is, later" said Kayla.

"If I know this girl___but who?? his name is disamarin again bule an," said Dito.

"There on depart____don't till they come first!."

"OK Lis byee!!!" said Kayla, Dito, and Rian compactly.

"Ehh wait!!!."

"What else?" asked Kayla.

"Don't forget the kiss was also photographed okay byee semngatt!!!," Lisa said and then turned off the call before being reviled by her best friends.

"Wahh asked at the rukyah tuh child," said Kayla who could not be heard Lisa. While Rian and Dito smiled meaningfully hearing Lisa's last words.

Deren has prepared a special place for him and Kayla tonight. One of the famous cafes in Jakarta he changed the place to be more beautiful. Deren also chose out door to be more romantic.The plan is steady to say his feelings before it's too late.

Kayla's eyes reluctantly blinked at the incredible decorations, she was truly like a princess at this moment. Kayla is confused why this cafe is quiet?, she continues to walk following the red carpet that has led to a round table.

"Wow is he sultan well, this oath is very beautiful___feel like a dream," monologue Kayla looked around.

Deren walked up to Kayla without realizing it, followed by a violin bearer who started swiping to produce a melodious sound. Kayla turned her body around, and unexpectedly she was surprised by Deren who smiled so sweetly looking at her.

Kayla's body even felt her blood flow stop but her heartbeat seemed to want to come out right now.

"Welcome my queen!!!," Deren reached out his right hand with a slight bow.

I'm not dreaming anymore, right?? pliis I'm not strong anymore__conscious Kayla delusion lo height, inner Kayla.

Friction of the violin continues to make the two men hypnotized each other, without Kayla's approval with a swift Deren pull the hand of Kayla approached him. Slowly but surely Deren leads Kayla to follow his movements.

Dance, well the first time a Deren ventured to do this seromatik.

It's real Kay, really I want to cry___and you still here Dev, maybe I've nyerocos not because you, the inner Kayla unwittingly she shed her tears.

He cried well??, I admit what mistake?___ jeez Deren how is this??, Deren's mind panicked.

"Sorry that I sassy___don't cry yah!?," Deren removed the water circle on Kayla's cheek.

Deg

Deren slips Kayla in his arms, takes something from inside the worn jaz and interrupts her to stop the violinist.

Kayla was so happy, she didn't know what to say. Even to ask why Deren did this and many more unbiased questions. But reluctant to go out, Kayla enjoyed it too much.

Deren bent one knee crouched down in front of Kayla and showed a small red box.

"So stand up, don't think Kayla's ashamed," Kayla said looking at her lonely surroundings, there were only the two of them here.

"May I be honest with you Kay?" asked Deren to remain in his position without listening to Kayla.

"Ju be honest what sis?" asked Kayla nervously, her heartbeat had already wanted to explode. Cold sweat was already pouring down her black dress tonight.

"From the first time I met you I don't know what that feeling is, but I'm sure you're the one I've been looking for all this time."

"I Love You Kayla!!!" Deren continued, making Kayla spontaneously shut her mouth.

"If you take this chicin, you want me to take care of your heart."

Kayla again dripped water from her eyelids, really all this time she also harbored her feelings. But she did not expect Deren to come alone to her without Kayla bothering to think about expressing her feelings.

And just one nod from Kayla, her second smile came out with a piano accompaniment welcoming her second happiness.

Deren paired the chicin after Kayla, unexpectedly the fireworks eruption accompanied the use of symbols of their love bond. Deren stood facing Kayla with a smile that never faded he showed.

"I Love You Kay," Deren once again said, but he also gave a sign of ownership to Kayla even though it was short enough to make Kayla freeze.

Kayla quickly regained her senses and countered Deren's expression.

"I Love You to kak" she said embarrassedly replying with a hug.

The end of a taste that has been harbored bears sweet fruit, inversely proportional to the story of the younger brother who is sliced.

In other places Rian also experienced heart games when he found out who his blind date was.

"Why do you have to make me feel bad," said the girl in a white dress who sat in front of Rian.

"What do I want if I know that, huh??."

"Who do you use pseudonyms, let alone face different far like profiled."

"Hehh kayak lo not aja, the base of his grandmother drop by," said Rian reciprocated a foot kick from under the table made him grimace.

"Who do you know Grandma dropped by??."

"Who else if not your friend the campus queen," said Rian still stroking his shin that feels pain due to Rayna hells, well Rayna was a blind date Rian accidentally.

"Resek also yes lo, rather than dizzy and make me want to vomit see your face mending me walk alone___Byee!!!," Rayna stood up but her hands immediately banned Rian.

"Wait!!."

"What else huh??, don't hold hold the unclean tofu!," said Rayna to release Rian's hand from his hand.

If I fail I will not get a prize even though this is a special bet for Kayla, but I also do not want to photograph the same person later he kepedean again, Inner Rian.

"Woyy was dumb!!" joked Rayna.

"Yes already gone there!!!, no so," Rayna gritted her teeth staring at Rian's horror.

"It really makes me emotional!!!."

After that Rayna really breezed away leaving Rian who was worried about how he showed evidence of dating, even his date aka gatot failed miserably.

"Ahaa cermelang lo yan idea, don't worry dizzy," his monologue while staring at the girl in the corner of the cafe room. Rian walked over to the girl in the red dress .

"Excuse me!."

"What's the matter??."

"Can you ask for help??" said Rian hesitantly, the girl also stood up and looked at Rian from top to bottom making Rian more nervous.

"What do you ask for?" he asked, holding his arm.

"Emm___can I have a photo together??, ' asked Rian to turn down the volume. The girl smiled and picked up her bag.

Plaakk

"Aawhhh." Rian's ringing as the leather bag landed on his face.

"Eat the mode!!!!," after saying the three words the girl in red dress went away with the laughter of someone from behind.

"Why is it still here??" asked Rian to Rayna who was still holding her stomach with a lingering laugh.

"Basic moduss!!!," said Rayna following the style of the girl who had slapped Rian, after which Rayna left without caring emotions plus Rian's embarrassment.

Though the intention is not to mode, it's just that the girl considers more.

"My bad luck, no couple, uh even dapet tabokan," monologue Rian.

Just as Dito's apes also experienced something similar, the eyebrow gatot failed miserably. But Dito continued to pursue when many times he was expelled.

"Stop there!!!___why don't you just go home, it's not good to know for a small anal like you play outside the night let alone pretentious to date me," he said making some people look at the two of them, because now they are in the night market where they plan to both date.

"Dito is not a child well brother, Dito should say that same brother Intan___no good girl night home alone," said Dito.

Unexpectedly, Dito also recognizes his date. Either destiny or pure coincidence they were met tonight in the same situation.

"Turn around and get out of here or I teriakin lo stalker!?," Intan threatened full of emphasis does not make Dito give up or afraid, he instead stepped forward to make Intan walk backwards.

"If I don't want how??," Dito's defiant gaze made Intan wince in shock, Dito's expression and his appearance tonight made a little bit of Intan's heart amazed. Actually, Dito felt that he recognized who the profile was, but unfortunately Intan did not know because Dito changed his profession.

When he was about to turn around Intan's body quickly pulled Dito closer until Intan's face hit Dito's chest. Dito smiled cunningly, while Intan could not dodge anymore because his body felt stiff.

Tonight also felt sadness, on this beach he reflected back to his old days with him. Hmm Lisa, alone in the middle of the night accompanied by the waves that wet half her body.

On this beach once engraved a memory, memories that can not be repeated again.With time the memory will definitely disappear, change new memories.

"When will Lisa see Bian again?" his monologue stared blankly at the darkness in front of him.

"Lisa kangen when we play on the beach together with the delusion first___gatein lanterns the same hope that has not been realized, play in the tree house again and pick up Raka every day."

"When else sister??" continued Lisa followed by water that soaked her cheeks.

"Bian what else is there??, Lisa kangen kak__"

Maybe as time goes on it will all go back to how it used to be, re-discovering what should have happened.

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