The Feelings That Are No Longer the Same

The Feelings That Are No Longer the Same
Goodbye



I don't know how many days I'm still here, seeing how cruel that woman is torturing a little boy who doesn't know what. This time when the woman finished feeding I tried to follow her out of the room of the prison tub, more strangely I was able to get out when all this time my efforts were only in vain.


It turned out that I was locked up in my grandmother's house, and no one knew except the one who found me...


Him


"Finally you came home after a long time dumping me with my own best friend," said the woman approaching the man with a sharp look.


"I'm wrong to believe you Ros!!!" said the man, clutching his chin, which he called Ros.


What was going on?, why did he seem to know this woman.


"Don't I deserve to talk like that huh!??."


"Where's my son?."


"Owhh now just remember if you have a child?."


"Don't be like Ros!!!," the woman grimaced as the man gripped his chin tighter.


"You will regret what you did Ros!!!."


"You're going to regret everything!!!, look where is your wife right now huh?. Even he never saw his son after his own mother's death, I'm better than Bram!."


Seeing all this makes my head more dizzy, the air here feels reduced every second. Please, whoever brings me back, please!.


PLAAKKS


The hard slap landed smoothly on the woman's cheek, not making her feel pain it made her laugh more and more with a look of wanting to pounce on her prey.


"Because of you I lost my baby, now I will make you lose your son too Bram!!!."


"What did you say, son??. I've never had a child with you You're just a bitch Ros!!!."


PYYARRR


One vase of flowers was crushed almost to the man's head, they both looked at each other with eyes full of anger until the sound of someone making my gaze blurry.


"Stop all this!!!," he said with a sobbing made my gaze even more blurry.


"Where's my son!??."


My body felt pulled by something until I woke up with an irregular breath. All-white room I had been used to seeing when I woke up from a dream that was never good for me.What just included a dream or a reality?.


"Sister Bian is awake?," Lisa's voice averted my gaze, her cheerful face making me forget what really happened.


"What did Brother Bian rasain do?, oh before Lisa called Doctor Anya," I blocked his wrist, looking into his eyes made my soul return from the pain. I really just wanted to hug you, Lis, please don't ever leave me alone again.


"What's up, brother?."


"Don't go!!," my reflexes held her, without me noticing that the tears that had never been shed had now flowed back so fast. I'm ashamed Lisa, I've been just a loser hiding from a problem I don't want to remember.


"Relax well sister, Lisa will not go!," she said stroking my shoulder, now I know the true happiness near you Lisa. It's healed, back with the past.


"Get out everyone brother!, never be your own damned brother."


I let go of our embrace and looked at my dear Lisa, wanting me to tell you everything. The memory I buried inside.


"Drink first sister!," I straightened out the water that Lisa thrust, really my throat like an arid field to make Lisa laugh little see me. Glad I could see you laughing, what it means now that I can feel you while smiling, grieving, and other feelings.


"The water is still a lot of kok sak lest the glass be drunk as well," he joked with a chuckle and I replied with a smile.


"What dream did Lisa last night get a smile from the prince puffed up."


"The dream of the prince fell from the sky times Lis," said Doctor Anya who came from behind the curtain.


"Eh dok kak Bian is not sick, is it, Lisa is afraid that Bian's brother is aware of how strange it is that he is possessed by the occupants of this house, yes?" he said making me laugh a little, and he glared at me even more.


"Well, Doc!!!, brother Bian laughs at his own eyes usually also his face is always flat," he said. I knew he was turning my mind around after what I had experienced during the fainting spell, and I don't know how many days I've been here.


"That means that you've come back Lisa, when you're not happy to see Bian laughing again!."


"Waahh this is true the giver?___not the face of the wall??," he asked with a face that looked strange to me.


"Not two of them" I answered.


"Who did dong get to?."


"Bian hermansyah," I answered flatly.


"Yahhhh did not become fond of Lisa," he said with a pouting face. I love Lisa's expression at times like this, I can finally feel it.


"It has been_____welded you tell each other that today we will return to Jakarta," continued Dr. Anya.


"Wait___how long have I been here?."


"Two days old, it's sleep what a coma really long!," Lisa said to me surprised, the feeling I've had for a long time even days in the small room.


"Just two days??___this is still in Semarang??," I asked.


"Said brother?___two days it was a long time ago, Lisa aja to bisen waiting for Bian kak unconscious."


"Other ones?."


"They have gone home first___oh yes I want to check the situation Bian first, Lisa wait outside yes the same sort of stuff so that it can go straight!," said Dr Anya.


"Ready dock!!," Lisa came out and stayed with Doctor Anya who was sure after this I would be interrogated by her.


"Is anyone sick to Bian??.".


"No Doc, just___"


"What's it?" he asked with a smile.


"That's emm___"


"Hungry??" I said, Doctor Anya knows what I'm feeling right now, how can not be hungry two days is long enough not to fill any nutrients.


"Okay calm we will find food in the streets___ which is important when you have found your way, right?."


"Don't remember everything Doc," I said smiling wryly looking straight ahead.


"This time I will not ask you, the most important thing is not to think too much about your past. Think of it all as just a nightmare and think of your future !."


"That has become my duty___my last message is more and more spirit yah ngejar Lisa not to be stolen cat hhmm!?," he said smiling ignorantly and only I returned a smile.


The Bian Pov End


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Elsewhere today Kayla, Devi, Dito, and Rian are enjoying a campus lunch. They seemed happy to hear that Lisa would be back today. It had been two days they had not met making him miss the face of the wall.


"Why are they there? The holidays really get past the plan," said Kayla was embraced by Rian and Dito.


"Lo ask us continue we ask who hah??, I just do not know_____we will go home together and do not appear two noses since from the waterfall," cerocos Devi.


"Yeah___au ah confused I thought of them both."


"It's no business when Kay thinks of the two of them, maybe they are just hanymoon silent huh?" said Rian.


"Wahh lo crazy, when the wedding arrived hanymoon," continued Dito.


As he was engrossed in chatting Devi again sensed that her hand could not be controlled, her wrists shaking making her drop the glass she was holding.


PPYYARRR


Pliss not this time dong, later if at home, inner Devi.


"Jeez____ my goodness Dev why did it fall made me shocked!," said Dito.


"My hands are slippery," as he was about to clean his shards back felt stabbed by sharp objects.


Is it time they knew, the mind.


"Udah Dev does not need to be cleaned," said Rian.


"Dev nose lo!!," said Kayla frantically pointing at Devi's nose which began to bleed profusely.


"Lo another nosebleed?," Rian continued, taking a handkerchief from his shirt and giving it to Devi.


"Gue to the bathroom first!," forced Devi to brace herself to walk with the pain in her head, her efforts were in vain when everything was dark.


"Devi!!," the third teria approached Devi


They soon take Devi to a nearby hospital, tears inevitably coming out of the three seeing her best friend enter the ICU room.


"Tell me Devi is good, right!?" cried Kayla shook Rian's shoulder.


"Gue knows Devi strong woman___he will be fine Kay, you calm well we pray in the same!," said Rian lead Kayla to sit in the waiting chair.


"Lo don't feel that Devi is sick again?, at the end of this face she looks pale," continued Dito.


They look at each other with their minds.Kayal remembered the time they came home from Semarang Devi once said if she went Kayla had to open the book dier daerynya.Devi also gave the pass code. Likewise, Rian who began to understand Devi's memory speech when she plunged, the worry increased when the doctor from the inside was heard saying that the patient's heartbeat weakened.


From the glass window the three of them saw how Devi was inside, they knew that at this time Devi was not good. Their hearts were broken when they saw the Doctor using a heart trigger on Devi's chest, and that was when Kayla cried out with a cry that she could not bear anymore. Rian and Dito could only take out a clear circle without being able to put out a word.


Tiiitttt_____


The loud voice rang out of the room, as soon as their dreams saw their best friend close their eyes without a word. Only tears represented their current feelings.


"No___ this is impossible!!!," said Rian Lirih, while Kayla barged in but her steps stopped when she saw Devi lying stiff with her dead center face.


"Sorry we tried our best but fate willed another," the doctor's remark made Kayla run loose with her increasingly hysterical cries made some sisters see her pity.


Dito approached Devi's bed with a trembling body, really he did not want to lose his best friend. Especially so far Dito's friend noisily is just Devi.


"If you go later, who will call me?___why did you go so fast huh?," said Dito staring at Devi who was just Silent, no longer like Devi who was always chatty.


"Building Dev___ I will dread omolen lo kok, I promise I will not make you annoyed because my brain oon," he continued.


For a while Rian was relentlessly smashing his hands against the wall, until blood slowly came out. The pain in his hand was nothing from what he was feeling at the moment. Her world felt lost when she saw the person she never knew about her feelings all this time, did she know that Rian had been harboring feelings for her all along.


"If you know Dev, at that time I was serious___if I like you," said Rian full of regrets, said when the barbeque used to be true if he liked Devi, said Rian, but he never said it directly.


Time has passed, and there is no day that does not regret. Everything must have passed carrying a regret. Only a taste can make us forget the world.


"Goodbye Dev___ sorry I can't be honest!," he continued.


Kayla tries to get up close to Devi's bed, crushed when she touches Devi's cold hand. Several years he was with Devi made it difficult to accept what happened.


"Why do you go without saying Dev___what have you never considered me a friend?."


"Jawab Dev!!!!," cried Kaylasamball shaking Devi's body.


"Quite Kay!," said Dito rubbing his face rough.


"Gue won't apologize to Dev, except___ open your eyes!!!," again Kayla shook Devi's body until Rian pulled Kayla's body away.


"Conscious Kay___not how!."


"Conscious??. You should have told Devi___ have him come to his senses!!! he made Prank not so funny to know!?,"Rian and Dito could only stare at Kayla.


"Ikhlasin Devi Kay!," said Rian.Heard that Kayla cried again roaring roar.


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