The Feelings That Are No Longer the Same

Back to the past

Lisa Pov

"Where are you now??" ask Dr. Anya again.

"Dark..gelapp" Bian answered with his eyes closed.

"Calm down don't panic, try now you're looking for the bright light and go back to your past!!!."

"Kids..."

"Yes..."

"Have you found the bright path?? where are you now??."

"Home." Replied Brother Bian with sweat continues to pour from his temple.

I saw hypnotherapy like this for the first time. Why did Bian's sister fail to do the treatment??that's a question that always fills my brain.

"Whose house??what's your grandmother's house?."

"Dad." Brother Bian is getting freaked out, I can feel his fear now. Is that so painful of your past?. I know now why you always refuse this hypnotherapy. Why don't you want the pain that you have been alone to me??. I also want to know how sick you feel right now.

"Are you sure it's Grandma's house??."

"I remember it clearly." Answer brother Bian.

"Get in and find out what's in there!!!."

"No."

"Why??."

"Ohhhh..." Brother Bian closed his ears, why am I so worried look at all this. What the hell is going on??what is the past of Brother Bian so bitter. If the pain is divisible, share it with me, brother.

"What did you hear??why don't you come in??."

"Whispering.I don't want to go in."

"What's that sound??."

"Not obviously.whispering..." Brother Bian is getting scared, agitated, panicked all that makes my heart ache. I don't know if I'm strong with clear circles that I've been holding.

"Dok.." I looked at Anya's doctor hoping to end this.

"Bian's back!!!." Said Doctor Anya

"Ohhh..." Brother Bian woke up and immediately sat down with a bad breath. His eyes stared blankly ahead. His face was still frightened, I want to ask if he was okay?? but obviously there is no need to ask if he is not good.

"Calm down, take a breath and pour out slowly!!."

Bian's sister started to catch her breath, but her gaze looked blank. I did not realize that my crying voice was dominating this room.

How not if you look at my current condition, it really hurts to see my always cheerful little friend have to experience this incident.

Anya's doctor gave her a glass of water to Bian's sister, also gave her a tissue. Shame also crying in front of Doctor Anya xixixi...

"It's quiet??." Doctor Anya alternately looked at me and Brother Bian. And we nod back. It seems like Brother Bian is starting to calm down.

"Why didn't you just go in??." Ask Doctor Anya.

"It felt reluctant to go in, the voice was inside."

"But how do you know you're not coming in??."

"Is it done?? I want to go home." said Brother Bian without answering the question Doctor Anya. Actually I really want to ask first asked Doctor Anya, but like Bian's sister is very tired.

Doctor Anya looked at me like there was something to say.

"Emm brother Bian rest for a while first insulted yes, then we will run out maghrib just go home."

"Pliss sis!!!." Please forgive me, and thank God he agrees.

"You're here first, yes, I want to talk to Lisa for a minute." Said Doctor Anya. I was invited to the room of Doctor Anya hopefully the question in my brain was answered soon.

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"Definitely surprised to see what happened??." Doctor Anya gave me a small laugh to drink. Crying also needs energy. I like Doctor Anya a humble person.

"Emm that was Brother Bian why doc??."

"It was hypnotherapy so Bian could remember his past."

"Remember the past?? so all this time the incident did not remember Bian??."

"Dad, Bian also had selective amnesia because of that trauma."

"Selective amnesia?? so Brother Bian just doesn't remember the incident then how can you make Brother Bian like this??."

"What I've been catching all along seems to be something that's been hidden from Bian's past. Aunt Luna just told me about the murder, but I don't think it's the only thing that's making Bian worse." Obviously doctor Anya.

"So there's something else the doctor hasn't known about Bian's brother's past??."

"Dad right, Lisa was actually my long-standing plan for Bian to return to his grandmother's house maybe that way he could recall."

"I've talked to Aunt Luna but strangely she does not agree, even though many use this method and it works."

"What's the weird reason Aunt Luna doesn't approve??didn't Aunt Luna want Bian's brother back to normal."

"That's what I've been thinking about all along, but how can I resist it? after all I'm here also paid to stay according and do my best." Doctor Anya laughed a little at me.

"How about I take Brother Bian to his house first but don't let aunt Luna know." I want Bian's sister back to normal hopefully with the way Doctor Anya this succeeded without knowing Aunt Luna.

"Are you sure??."

"Sure Doc." My firmness.

"If that's the best I'll support, I also want Bian back to normal."

"Ohh yes doc earlier why did Brother Bian get so angry that he snapped again, instead of brother Bian difficult to express his expression??? just this doc I saw Brother Bian get angry."

"Ohh yeah I forgot to tell you that Bian is hard to control emotions, don't make Bian angry because it can affect other people." Obviously Doctor Anya.

"Sick dock after talking at length even make squeaky." I was greeted with laughter by Doctor Anya.

"So take care of Buan well if he's already starting to catch his emotions."

"Nice doc."

Maghrib Lisa and Bian return home. Lisa's plan worked and hopefully the plan she made with Doctor Anya also came to fruition. On the way home, Lisa wanted to ask Bian's condition and what was felt but her mouth was stiff when she remembered Bian's expression earlier.

"Not in front of the restaurant stopped by!!!Lisa laper." Lisa. Bian immediately pulled the bike over in front of the restaurant that Lisa appointed.

The two of them entered and immediately ordered their own food. There was no conversation after ordering until the food arrived.

Ask no?? I want to say if I can't I can't sleep huufftt....

inner Lisa.

"Ehhmm...kak Bian is better??."

"Why??didn't you see everything?? do I need to clear up again??." Lisa feels guilty, maybe Bian hasn't been able to open up to her.

"Sorry brother." Lisa lowered her head Bian's speech making her feel unworthy to be by Bian's side.Supposedly she knew how Bian felt.

"Guein..."

"Guein..." Lisa and Bian said compactly. Some time they look at each other to channel the contents of the mind that cannot be expressed.

"Lo first!!." Bian looked away.

"Emm Bian first!!."

"Lo.." Bian stared fixedly at Lisa's bead eyes.

Why am I groggy gini anyway, Inner Lisa

"Gue just wants to talk if Brother Bian do not assume Lisa is a stranger who does not need to know the feelings of sister, Lisa really want to exist for kaka." Lisa's glassy eyes glared at Bian lekat also vice versa.

"Lisa wants the padlock back sister." continued Lisa with white droplets escaped from her eye patch.

"I'm sorry" said Bian, wiping away the tears on Lisa's cheek.

"Quickly spend!!!." Connect Bian.

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Another place where a woman withstood the pain that hit her head. These days the pain is always getting worse.

"Ahh hikss.hiksss is sick." His complaint.

Drrtt Drrtt Drrrtt

"Hallo" he said trying to endure the pain.

"Haii." greet someone from across.

"Who??."

"Aren't you the same as my voice??."

"Ohhh..." He dropped the phone that was still connected.

"Hallo...haii lo is good, right??still holding me??."

"Please sick..hikks..hikks...."

"It hurts??what's that hurt?? hadughh how is this." Panic someone across the phone.

"Haaii you still there??." There is no word from across.The call has also been interrupted.

"He why is he, sick?? aishh, I feel bad."

"What's up, brother??."

"No pa del." Answer the man.