The Feelings That Are No Longer the Same

Barbeques

a bright night is suitable to accompany the Barbeque event welcoming new members, namely Bian.They held a Barbeque at the back of Lisa's house.The place is quite spacious and also beautiful, the place is, surrounded by small colorful lights attached to each ornamental plant makes Lisa's home garden romantic. There is also a hanging swing near the door.

Deren had already prepared the roast and the others, now they were all busy with the task Deren shared,except Lisa.Lisa can only see the activities of her friends on the mat that has been prepared for them all to enjoy food.

Tonight the menu they make is various, such as jumbo sausage, grilled corn, beef, chicken, fish, and veggie grilled.

Kayla and Devi made the condiments while the men burned the menu. Rian, Dion, Dito also help smear the seasoning onto the ingredients to be burned. All look happy tonight, can gather together plus Deren, who has never felt the cohesiveness, cheerfulness, silliness of friends Lisa make him know what the meaning of togetherness is.

During Deren's stay in Germany he had a hard time finding a true, sincere friend.

"Hmmm it smells so good." Said Dito sniffing the smoke where it was burning.

"Yes dong who used to make spices." Devi patted her chest.

"My cousin, Devi, just peeling red onion and the gangs." Keep Kayla.

"Cckk does not need to be leaked as well as dong key." Devi pouted at Kayla with Dito's laughter.

"What you laugh when I burn also lo let pinter, let's not be*o mulu." Devi trace her waist glared at Dito who was laughing at her.

Lisa smiles a smile at their silliness, so she will forget for a moment the matters of the heart. Now the joy of her best friend makes Lisa realize she still has those who care about her.

"It's ripe yet, brother??." Ask Dion

"Less up, a little more!!!."

"Haduugghh is tired of also ngipasin mulu from earlier." Rian's complaint sat his body still holding the fan.

"Yaelahh weak luu." Devi robs the fan in Rian's hand.

"Here let me go!!!." Reciprocity.

"Can you?? ntar's hosping again." Rian chuckled while standing up to see Devi was seriously burning the sausage.

"Not much bac*t. " Ketus Devi glanced at Rian.

"Loohh the meat's charred it's Dion." Said Bian immediately raised the flesh of the victim from the work of Dion heheehe..

"Yaaa gosong kara kak Devi sama mas Rian nih "Dion stomped his legs annoyed, whereas he who daydreamed instead diverted it to Devi sama Rian.

"Our hell, you know, who burns." Rian Protests.

"Hahaahaa...hangus is full of meat." Kayla laughed as she observed the charred meat.

"Dad ya kay, emm gosong kayak who kay??." Ask Dito.

"Looo kayak...." Shouted Kayla, Devi, and Rian compactly.

"Yeahaka...." Dion's words were answered by Dito's plot.

"Watch out later, eyes." Devi chuckled.

Dito resentfully threw the fan in every direction, he walked into Lisa's house without saying a word. All laughed at Dito's behavior as a child, eiittss except Bian yaa who had just silently watched the silliness of humans around him.

"It's angry at him, you're too much for your own brother." Kayla nudged Devi's arm.

"My brother, your brother."

"Well, is it Bang Deren, isn't it brother?." Devi smiled sweetly looking at Deren who was only replied to a glance.

"Yeee ngarep luu." Rian Sahut.

"Gue's a no-nonsense Dev." Lisa continued, immediately Devi was singing upset lips, Lisa and Kayla were still laughing at her.

*****

While laughing Kayla's hand accidentally touched the incendiary iron.

"Aauu.. hots..." Rintih Kayla shook her hands.

Deren who saw that pulled Kayla's finger and put it in her mouth. Reflexes all gawk at Deren's action, except for Bian who stared at the two creatures in front of him with a flat face.

Deg Deg's....

It felt like Kayla's heart sport was treated that way, perhaps her face was now like a boiled crab. His blood is heating up.

"Wwooyy there's a little kid here!!! don't be perverted." Rian said awakened the two lovebirds.

"Eehh.u.already brother, thank you." Kayla said nervously, her heartbeat was not normal. Deren's action was really embarrassing.Wind kayla soon disappear from that place, but unfortunately she is not a witch who can be lost at will.

"Yeee I'm a big boy, not a kid anymore." Dion's voice did not accept.

"Uupps's not feeling it??."

" Have helped me bring a ketiker." Said Devi with a sullen face.

"I'm helping you here." Sahut Kayla's.

They were all busy again, still waiting for the grilled corn to be served. Dito has returned to create a new furore. It turns out Dito went to pick up Dion's favorite guitar.

"I think I'm really going home." Lisa chuckles.

"When it comes home, the food is here."

"Iyehh if there is food there must be Dito, right??." Rian Sahut.

"Yeahkkk...." Heboh Dion's.

"Cckk nyebelin is also adek lo Lis." Dito glanced at Dion annoyed.

"Emang."

"Yeahh tuh nyebelin' sister." Dion Protests.

"Udah ayok be eaten!!!." Take Deren.

"Brroo diem lo from earlier, do not like it??isn't this your show?." Deren stormed the question to Bian who he thought was strange. Deren does not know that Bian has an expression sensitivity disorder or what is called Alexithymia.

"Didn't eat.bawel ahh." Lisa forgot to tell Brother Deren about Bian, she tried to divert the question with a gesture to Deren.

After all the ludes got in their stomachs Dito opened his voice donating ideas.

"Guuyss play Truth or Dare yukss!!!."

" Well, I said, agree." Dion answered enthusiastically, the others simply nodded their heads in agreement.

They form a circle and in the middle of the middle is available one bottle as a clue.

"Okeyy I turned ya.one, two, three...." Dito turned the bottle around and stopped pointing at Rian.

"I have to." Rian.

"Truth or Dare??." Ask Deren.

"Who wants questions??."

"Gue.." Sahut Devi's.

"Ckk don't be weird lo Dev."

"It's up to me dong, eemm..." Devi seemed to be thinking of scratching her beard.

"Who did you like??I know I'm lo jones." Connect Devi while chuckling.

"Haaa yes.nggue does not like ah replace Dare deh." Pinta Rian's.

"It can't be dong." Lisa Sahut.

All was was to see Rian who seemed to be thinking of answering Devi's question. And...

"Lo..." Rian stared fixedly at the two Devi beads. All were speechless digesting what an uncertain Rian makhsud was. Until Rian's voice broke their minds.

"Handma..."

"Yaelaahh you're so restless, I guess you like Devi really." Kayla.

"You made my heart want to fall." Devi Protest.

"I don't like who I am, so pliss!!!." Pinta Rian.

Finally they turned back the bottle and stopped pointing at Dion.Dion also chose Truth.

"Berepa former lo?I'm danger lo cap crocodile." Ask Kayla.

"Cckk if I can be honest..."

"Wooyy must be honest, strange luu." Cut Dito.

"Okee my ex how many are there???."

"Aissh lama you, stay itung aja!!." Lisa Sahut.

"The ones in High School are only Twenty." Answer Dion lightly.

"Wwaaahhh twenty say only??." Sahut Devi's.

"Who do you think you are?? one brother doesn't have a loh." Deren geleng geleng know the nature of the crocodile Dion.

"How about you say that in High School continues in Junior High is that it??." Ask Kayla.

"In Junior High maybe two seven." Dion looked up at the sky trying to recall how many victims he had.

"Diiooons...." Shouted Devi, Lisa, Kayla compact and menjubiti Dion tanoa pardon, they as women feel hurt plus nyesel if became former Dion. Maybe it's revenge reps for Dion's ex.

" Aahh my gosh it's already sick tau, mamaa..maahh..mama's boy in this pervert Toloongg!!!." Said Dion who continued to be invaded by the three girls, Rian, Dito, and Deren laughed until he held his stomach that felt cramp.

" Aren't you going on??." Deren asked after the action had subsided.

"Lanjuutts...." Answer them compact.

Now the bottle was pointing towards Kayla. Kayla chose Dare which means challenge.

"Because I challenge you to sing." Rian.

"What song??I can't sing."

"Gue knows you can." Rian smiled at Kayla, and grabbed the guitar as her singing accompaniment.

"But don't cry okay!!" kayla is suspicious of what song Rian will bring.

They all fell silent to enjoy one by one the strings of the guitar that Rian plucked beautifully. Tonight was so beautiful that it made the previously broken heart recover slowly.

🎶Yang passed let pass

don't you look for me anymore

and hope you know that I

not yours anymore

Rian's voice is quite melodious to make them carried away the meaning of the song titled 'let's all pass' which Rian brought specifically for Kayla. Kayla understood what Rian had said, and she was determined not to cry.

Kayla follows Rian's singing with a smile made.

🎶Let your smile keep on illuminating

when I can need you, love

Let your shadow be the touch

a thousand wonderful memories

Rian's next lyrics didn't come, he let Kayla sing by herself. Rian wanted to know how strong his best friend was.

🎶Let all pass away and never come back

now I'm letting go

Let me cover up the wound even if I get hurt

Enough of me being restless

Kayla withstood the clear evidence so as not to fall, but her attempt failed. Lisa and Devi immediately embraced Kayla and the boys continued singing.

Immediately Kayla wiped her tears and continued the challenge.

🎶Let all pass away and never come back

Now I'm letting go

Let me cover up the wound even if I get hurt

Enough of me being restless

"Wooowww lo great kayyy." Shouted Rian lifting his guitar.

"Recheck lo.." Sahut Kayla.

Tonight they continued with laughter, crying right away the night that they will not easily forget.

Let all pass with the bitter sweet memory

Until the time when we will smile again

*Kayla*