The Feelings That Are No Longer the Same

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"Gawatt Race.." Baren looked at the person in front of him in disbelief.

Well she was Lisa Pramudiana who had heard Baren's words earlier. The dam of tears from his eyes escaped smoothly.As overwritten by a large rock from above, his head felt heavy as well as tightness in the chest attacking together. What was heard just now was real or was his hearing troubled?? I don't know, but it really makes her heart tight.

Lisa is still frozen with tears continuing to flow without being ordered.His feet feel heavy to move, his mouth is also mute. He wanted to shout calling Rashad's name, but it was just wishful thinking. Rashad won't hear it.

"Hmm why??." Ask Rashad. Baren turned off the one-sided call and walked over to Lisa who was still silently staring blankly ahead.

"Lis lo..."

"Is that true, brother??." Lisa asked softly, even almost did not sound like a whisper.The voice felt choked in the throat.Weight, very heavy open the voice.Lisa's face was pale, his body stares at Baren sad, Lisa really wants to wake up from this nightmare.

Baren touched both shoulders Lisa.Worry, worry enveloped Baren. Does he have to tell the truth??but if he says it there's a heart that's going to break.

"I can definitely see..."

Lisa rebuffs Baren's hand and cuts off the speech.

"Right or no????." Jerky Lisa.

Everyone in the family room heard Lisa's screams so confused, why did Lisa scream??. Kayla and Devi look at each other hinting what's wrong with Lisa??. When the sound of Lisa's cry was heard, they all moved to the origin of the sound, except for Bian who was still relaxing watching the action movie.

"Answer!!!..hikkss...hikkss..." Baren looked at Lisa pity, not only did he explain the truth, but Lisa's state was getting hysterical.

"Lo why cry Lis??." Ask Kayla.

Lisa's cry broke even more when Baren never answered.Means this is all right?? Rashad is getting engaged to Adeline?? and not himself.

Unconcerned by the question her friend Lisa ran into the room carrying a deep wound. Pain, very.But the pain was not bloody.The wound that brought him the deepest abysmal.

"Lo lain Lisa until she cries hah??." Jerky Devi.

"Gue should be clear with Lisa." Baren ignored Devi's words, he followed Lisa.

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Lisa Pov

I just want you to come back.back......Rashad. Butwhat?? what you did to me. Is my struggle to stop here.So easy you leave me, but how quickly you forget all our memories so far??. All this time Rashad, not a short time you easily let me go and look for a new one.

What mistake?? you have the heart of Rashad, you prefer a new figure to me that you have been with??.Will this wait be over??.I hate Rashad, I hate everything you've ever done for me.

"Lisa open the door!!! I can explain everything to

long listen up!!."

No, there's nothing to explain. All is clear, very.Is our story about to end soon??. I can't stand Race, honestly it's hard for me.

Please teach me to forget you if you really want to let me go. Teach me to hate you, so that I will no longer be entangled in the same taste. Stupidly I love you too much Rashad, can I hate you?? can I forget you??.I already love you Rashad, but why are you so easy to turn away.

"Okay if you don't want to go out, I just want to give you this letter."

"Gue put it in front of Lis's door. I believe in Rashad and I'm sure you do too."

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Berlin City Germany

Rashad is still looking at Adeline.There is a sense of worry when Baren says serious, and what makhsud said that??. His feelings arrived unpleasant exactly like the misunderstanding between him and Lisa.Did something happen again??.

"What's the Race??." Ask Adeline who is still as happy as she is.The words of the mother who will match her and the departure of the father make her even more shaken.

But Adeline is more surprised when Rashad says that he is Rashad's lover.And why did Rashad agree to the engagement just like that?.

"My feeling is not good. Brother Baren mutusin calls after saying bad??.What exactly happened??."

"Let's call Brother Baren again."

"Rass.." Adeline is itching Rashad's face.

"What did you say was joking, right??." Connect Adeline.

"Gue was no longer joking Del. Lo inget, I once said that I will always take care of you. I also promised Dady that time to always keep Lo Del."

I also do not know Del why I sell all this, but it is not that easy I hand over this heart. Because this hi is completely Lisa's.

Inner Rashad.

"Tapkan we can not be fiancee, you already have Lisa Ras. I don't want to be a destroyer of your relationships, I'm better at jodo..."

"Sutt!!! Do you think I'm going to accept this challenge without thinking??." Adeline knitted her eyebrows in confusion with Rashad's words.

"His justice??."

"Gue has made a strategy so that we are not fiancee until you have a real partner."

my imagination. There's no way you can turn your back on Lisa, but can I ask you one thing from Lo Ras??. Love me like you love Lisa, love for no reason.

Inner Adeline.

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Lisa Pov

Dear Lisa's

Hi mentaku...

The light that lights my life

How are you doing there??

Did you miss me, though,

Thinking of

Remembering the story so far

We went through together

Do you know

I'm lonely here, man,

So very...

Without your smile that makes my heart flutter

Without your laughter that makes my heart happy

Without you my day would be bleak

I miss everything about you

About the way you decorated my day

Maybe time is torturous

As if keeping me away from you

But not with my love

Which grows over time

Your name will remain beautifully engraved in my heart

Lisa

Until when I should be shackled inside

The longing that accompanies my day without you

I hope those memories will always be remembered

Until we are reunited in a sacred bond

I'm sure a wait will be wonderful in due course

I Love You Lisa's

^^^From^^

^^^Rasyad^^^

Why are you evil Rashad?? why are you always drugging me with that word of yours??. Are all the words you designed just your imagination??. This letter was so heartbreaking, it even tormented my feelings. Not to make me happy Rashad, but the opposite.

I don't understand the way you think, you want to be with another woman but why are you still giving me hope??. Just throw me a race, enough!! don't make me wish for more.

Love and hate enough

Because overdoing it is not good

You're gonna fall into the hole

pangs