The Feelings That Are No Longer the Same

Misunderstand

City of Berlin, Germany

After returning from the Rashad campus directly to the Baren publisher's office. His determination was ripe to learn to write his own work.

Rasyad and Baren are busy making her latest novel. But since Rashad was hard to think, his mood was not good either. All that came to her mind was Lisa's face.

"Aaisshh is so hard." In a fit of annoyance Rashad scribbled a book that was already full of scribbles.

"Cckk save woyyy's book!!!." Said Baren sitting his body beside the Rashad chair.

"From earlier I saw you just scribble ajaa book, nulis..coret...nulis...coret....there is a problem??." Connect Baren.

"I don't know how to turn my back on." Rashad brushed his hair in frustration.

"If you have a headache and take medicine!!!not even nulis." Baren took a sip of the newly lit cigarette.

"Yesha huuffttt...." Rashad breathed a rough breath, the arrival of Baren even made him more dizzy.

Not to provide a solution but to add to his frustration.

"Hahaaahaa...joking bro, why the hell??very bad." Baren found it funny to see Rashad's face even more frustrating

"I don't feel good anymore." Rashad's face looks worried, his feelings and brain are filled with the faces of Lisa, Lisa, and Lisa.

"Not good for a cat is fine!!!." Baren raised both hands before Rashad threw a pencil at him.

"Eeittss.ok I'm serious now, baper very lo."

"According to my experience if the bad feeling may happen something either someone or that person again think of you.Without it you also get feelings, so like an inner bond between you. Who are you thinking the same??." Obviously Baren is long.

Rashad hears both Baren's explanations, and the first time he thinks of her is Lisa. What happened to Lisa??. Is Baren's word right?? about the question filled his brain, until it was allowed to break the daydream of Rashad.

"Aahh sick sister." The Rashad protest stroked the former hot-tasting Baren ribbon.

"Who has been explained is dreaming."

"Yhee, I believe the same thing." Rashad Sahut.

"That's why you don't believe it either??Rashad you forgot that I was...."

"Writer, okeyy the author is always right!!!!." Rashad cut Baren's speech with a tone of emphasis.

"Don't you know, will you??."

"Certain what??."

"Wahh ask for a child's entrapment." Baren clasped his chest staring at Rashad.

"Did something happen to Lisa??or am I the same as him??."

"Lisa??." Baren knitted both of his eyebrows.

"Eemm her..."

"Boyfriend??." Cut Baren avenged nods from Rashad.

"Do you think Baren has a girlfriend?? who's sis??." Adeline who just came to hear the word girlfriend from Baren's mouth immediately thought that her cousin's sister had a lover.

"Don't even have a girlfriend yet." Answer Baren lightly.

"Have I heard about my boyfriend?? who?" asked Adelin confused.

Baren hesitates to say, he knows how Adeline feels about Rashad.

"Sorry deck you have to answer, emmm Rasyad's girlfriend."

So Rasyad has a boyfriend, Inner Adeline

Adeline looked at Rasyad asking for a direct explanation, Rashad understood the meaning of that gaze. He also explains that his feelings are being messed up because of Lisa. It also explains who Lisa is and her relationship with her longtime lover.

Adeline's face turned sad, wanting her to shed her tears if she did not know her current condition with Rashad. Baren really knows Adeline is trying hard, because she really knows the figure of Adeline. From the inside he was easily fragile but outside Adeline was a jolly figure.

"Well, am I on the phone??." Ask Rashad.

Baren glanced at Adeline before answering.

"Have a phone!!!."

Rashad immediately dialed Lisa's number. But her three calls had no response at all, even though Lisa's number was ringing.

" Kok didn't pick up anyway, Lis don't make me worry any more."

Rashad rubbed his face rough. Her fear increased because Lisa did not pick up the phone.

"Emm Patient Race maybe Lisa's busy again." Adeline

For a few minutes they were silent, busy with their thoughts. Until the question from Baren made Rashad aware.

"Ehhhh yesterday where were you two??good place to be. No more taking it..." Baren put on an annoyed face.

"Why do you know??." Ask Rashad.

"How do you know who posts when you even ask."

"Neposting??." Rashad seemed to think, he never posted anything. When he realized something, Rashad looked at Adeline who was in a daze of confusion.

"Dell.." Call Rashad.

"Ehh..i..iyaa??." Adeline answered nervously.

Rashad opened his IG and rightly he saw a photo of the two of them at the park at that time with the caption 'worth a diamond'.

"Lo is clear about this what is the meaning??." Rashad showed me the post.

"I'm sorry I'm just a prank." Adeline nodded while scratching her non-itchy knees.

"Why are you posting Haahhh????this is because Lisa didn't pick up my phone." Rashad stood up from his seat, he also spoke in a high tone staring at Adeline sharply.

Hearing that Adeline was startled, only this time Rashad snapped at her. His chest felt tight and without being ruled a drop of water managed to come out of his black netra.

Baren who saw Adeline started crying didn't let that happen. He pulled Rashad's collar and Baren's sharp gaze made Rashad try to ease his anger.

Rashad realized he shouldn't have snapped at Adeline.

"Have I said, I don't like rough guys and you've dared to snap at me?." Baren said softly but full of emphasis in every word.

"Lepasin Rashad sak, Adel is wrong." Tears that from the beginning he had been holding continued to flow through his cheeks.

Baren released the check, but Baren's gaze could not be separated from Rashad.

"Gue's sorry Ras if Lisa misunderstood because of the photo, I promise I'll help you explain." Adeline said as she pleased.

"Udah malem Adel's brother went home first." Without hearing the call of Rashad Adeline continued walking towards the car with an unrelenting cry.

I have misplaced hope with you Ras, I think you are a bright light that will change the darkness in my life.

Inner Adeline

*******

Elsewhere

"Do you lift Lis??." Ask Kayla.

"Gue doesn't want to talk to her about dulum"

"Ouuhh from Rashad??" asked Devi in a nod from Lisam

"You should pick up dong Lis!!!." Rian Sahut.

"Betul tuh, let me omelin out of it son. Udah make the heartache of people's children, so you fall must be because of this, right??emmm.. Don't let your relationship end like I'm Lis." Cerocos Kayla is at the end of her speech. They all looked at Kayla pity.

It is not that easy to forget the sweetest and most bitter thing in this life.

Inner Kayla.

"Gue understands makhsud lo Kay, but I also need time."

"Yeah if on this mewek when are we the Barbeque??." Sela Dito took over with the crackle in Rian's hands.

"Makann aja luu takainin, do not pity if Lisa had fallen cooked to be told to roast the algae." Devi Protest.

"Can I, you guys just enjoy it...yes not yan??." Dito asked glanced at Rian.

"Yuppss... let ilangis stress lahh yokk!!!." Let Rian go ahead of them.

"But it..."

"Udah help me walk, still kind of sick this!!!." Lisa cut off Kayla's speech.

"Rather than mewek mewekan we have fun ajaa."Keep connected.

"Tumben lo sane."Sahut Kayla's.

"Yeehhh evil luu."

Lisa tried to calm down because she did not want to look weak in front of her friends, especially now there is Bian's sister Deren. If Deren's brother finds out he's fallen because of this problem, it's Rashad who will be the target of Deren's anger.