The Feelings That Are No Longer the Same

Expires

Crying enveloped the Devi family residence, after visiting several processes from the funeral hospital Devi was returned to her parents' house. Even Devi's parents only found out that Devi had a severe illness after the doctor told her the truth. Beaten, disappointed, angry, all the feelings churned in the hearts of mama and papa Devi. They regretted everything, useless for their children only when Devi desperately needed them both.

On the other hand Lisa is on her way to Devi's funeral, because there is no way they are waiting for Lisa and Bian because Semarang trip to Jakarta is not close. Likewise, Baren who just got news when Devi's body was about to be dispatched. Shocked, that's for sure. Sad, very.

All this too soon, no parting words. No more words can represent a taste.

Cloudy clouds enveloped Devi's funeral, and the earth mourned at this time. There was endless crying dripping on the ground.

"Gue didn't expect you to leave so soon," said Baren from the prank of seeing the lifeless body inserted into his new home. With Baren's slow pace approaching, he wants to be useful at the end of a story that never starts.

"Can I help you?" everyone looked at Baren.

"For the last time____I want to help his funeral," continued Baren embraced by mama Devi.

Baren went into the hole, as hard as he could to withstand the rain that could be shed at any time. With trembling hands Baren and the other person started to raise Devi.

Although Lisa did not come directly, but she could see the funeral process by calling in Kayla. Three people in the car watched the last time they could see Devi.

Lisa's cry broke when the voice of the Adhan was echoed from the grave of her own best friend.Similarly with Doctor Anya and Bian who also felt sadness even though they had just known Devi who never once complained about anything all this time, he felt himself.

"Same Lisa kak____all this is wrong right?, she is not Devi kak___not!!!," Lisa said with a sob, Bian was unable to say another word. What Lisa needed was not a word but a warm hug from her.

"No kak___Devi can't go so hikksss___Lisa dear Devi kak, why evil Devi___he goes without saying anything kak hiksss why??," his ragau drowned Bian's head.

"That day will surely come Lisa, not just Devi who goes___maybe one by one of us will go."

"We just need to be sincere," continued Bian.

"Will Brother Bian also go and leave Lisa alone?" asked Lisa to let go of his embrace.

Bian looked into Lisa's eyes, maybe all that would happen. Not everyone is meant to be together.

Maybe someday, but not now Lis Inner Bian.

"Why silence, brother??__sister Bian is also leaving??," cried Lisa beat Bian's arm.

"No Lis," Bian pulled Lisa into his arms.

The funeral was over an hour ago, leaving a young man still loyal to accompany the still wet ground in front of him. His heart was so broken accepting this reality had finally happened as well. But he had no regrets about ever giving up half his life to someone who had also stolen and taken his life away.

One by one the drops of water washed away the lost soul with time.

"Gue is happy to know you Dev____but why is happiness only for a moment??" said Baren.

The rain fell so hard, it fell on the grieving earth. Unbeknownst to him, he continued to stare wistfully at the flower-studded ground. The final resting place of the one he loved dearly at the end of this. It is unfortunate that Baren's fate at a time when the love he considered sacred has hurt him.

"Originally you know Dev, I've never been this serious as my own feelings___ before I knew you, I never took seriously how it feels to really love."

"Gue always thought they were just toys, but since I know the figure of kayak lo, the nature of lo that always makes me miss____ I realize that I really love lo Dev, lo Dev, I love you lo____but why do you go when I really want Lo Dev?" Baren continued.

Baren looked up as the rain felt no longer wet him, my face Lisa smiled wryly looking at Baren. Baren turned to look at Bian and Doctor Anya with a small, almost invisible smile.

"It's too late for everyone."

"Why did I come at the end of his life?" continued Baren. Lisa sits crouched down and returns to dripping clear droplets from her eyelids, stroking Devi's headstone to make her recall memories of their time together.

"Maybe an end is more fun than a beginning" Lisa said.

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Three days later they gathered in Devi's apartment to arrange items to be distributed to those in need.

Ever since Devi's departure made Bian forget his curiosity of digging up what he saw, he wanted to ask her but time was like trying to stop.

"That's what Kay is?" asked Lisa as Kayla pulled a book out of the drawer.

"It's Devi's notebook, she used to tell me that she was gone I was told to read this," Kayla explained, walking over to the couch next to Lisa. Rian, Dito, and Bian also came closer.

"Try reading Kay!," said Dito.

"For those of you who read this before I apologize, maybe now I no longer exist and can not see you even I can not see you are happy with the person you choose to be a companion to life.

"Gue nulis this just want to say, never forget me well!

Don't be mad if I can't be honest with you."

Kayla stopped reading to wipe away her growing tears.

" Don't nagis dong, wipe away her tears! I don't want you guys to keep nangisin me, although all this time I've been fretting but I know if you guys love me___"

"Lo guess all this time we do not love what lo Dev!!," cut Dito a little scream.

"We should know before Devi story___gue feels like a failure to be his best friend" continued Lisa.

"You have not failed, all this is the way!" said Bian.

"Make Dito cepet have do'i well, do not singles can be able to brain lo add gesrek___"

They were all smiling along with tears that kept flowing.

"Hi yan do not need to mess up, I know if the speech lo time truth or dear used to be serious___," all looked at Rian full of investigation, Rian can only smile sweetly.

"But sorry that I won't be able to return the feeling of lo___"

"Sial lo Dit!," said Rian rubbed tears of sadness mixed with pleasure, apparently Devi knew of his feelings.

"My most beautiful twin!!, Kayla I know that heartbreak has no cure. But don't fall in the same hole again . I hope you can be honest with your own heart, don't look back and on!. If he does not want to honestly mending you first rather than later taken by people!___"

"Who do you like who Kay is?" said Lisa.

"Gue does not like who Devi's who__makhsudnya I have to move on from Ar that!, already ah further," elak Kayla.

"The last thing for Lisa is Bian, I hope you can find each other's happiness. Honestly, I really like to see you two come together, but that's just my delusion!."

Lisa and Bian looked at each other without taking out an inexpressible word.

"That's all I can reveal to you. I hope you all are happy, don't be sad because of me! Goodbye___"tangis Kayla and Lisa broke again.

"Gue love you guys" Kayla continued.

"Gue also loves you Dev," said Lisa, they hugged each other while expressing a hidden sobbing.

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One year passed by so quickly, slowly and surely their sorrow was lost in time. Trying to get out of sadness is not easy, even though we must continue to mengikhlaskan.

This afternoon Lisa did not expect the arrival of an uninvited guest. His feelings become indifferent, between longing and emptiness into one. Everything is not like before.

"How are you?" asked the young man standing in front of Lisa who was still glued.

The welfare of Bian saw it, when going to enter the depths of Lisa's house. Bian remained silent in front of the fence looking at Lisa and the young man with a sad look.

"I miss you Lis," he said, hugging Lisa without reply.Bian smiled bitterly and stepped back towards Lisa's house, not luoa she threw away the flowers that Lisa would give before.

"The time has come when all this will end" the monologue Bian props up his bike.

Arriving at home Bian looking for the figure of his mother who was cooking in the kitchen, he immediately spoke to make Luna surprised.

"Cancel Bian ma's match."

"Jeez____You've just got it."

"Hhh wait what did you say??" continued Luna.

"Cancel the match, until here aja mah."

"Why baby?___don't be rash with mama!."

"Lisa has found her happiness again, Bian will also go___ anyway Bian has finished his graduation!," said Bian took an apple and ate it casually.

After Bian left Lisa released her embrace of Rashad, well the young man was Rashad. Rashad smiled so sweetly with a longing gaze, in contrast to Lisa's expression when she knew Rashad was in front of her.

"Why are you here??" asked Lisa to make Rashad frown in confusion.

"Well, you know that?, you don't miss me?."

"I don't want to talk to Ras."

"Gini deh, I asked you so far our feelings are still the same as the beginning?," continued Lisa.

"It's a shame that I know you're angry, because I didn't tell you that I came home today___"

"Gue's not mad at Race" Lisa cut.

The two of them were silent, Rashad still understood this situation now. He knew from the eye Lisa was no longer there was light for him. There was no more sweet words that he imagined.

"All this has ended Race, a long time ago," Lisa said, then closed the door regardless of Rashad who continued to call her name.

Rashad stared at the book he was holding earlier, the tightness in his chest grew stronger looking back, the story between him and Lisa that had ended.

"I should have made sad ending___not happy ending," her monologue squeezed out her novel that Lisa was supposed to read at this time. But unlike he expected, the true story hurts more than his genital story.

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