The Feelings That Are No Longer the Same

Grieved

City of Berlin, Germany

"Have breakfast waiting for class."

Drrtt Drrtt Drrtt

Adeline's phone rang immediately as she walked away so as not to disturb Rashad and Lisa. The name of Doctor Dady on screen hp Adeline. Adeline's feeling suddenly unpleasant, not usually Doctor Dady call if there is no important thing. With a feeling of was Adeline raised the phone, her hands slightly stiffened when she heard the panicked tone from across.

"Hurry here your Dady situation is deteriorating!!!."

"A..awhat??." Adeline shut her mouth greeted with tears that glided smoothly. He turns off the one-sided call and runs over to Rashad who is still talking to Lisa on the phone.

"Dady.hikks..hikshi..." Adeline said immediately pulled Rashad so that Rashad turned off the phone because he panicked to see Adeline's condition. Rashad doesn't say much he's focused on following Adeline to the hospital.

"Dady must be good to calm down." Rashad tried to calm Adeline who had not stopped crying.

Arriving at the hospital they headed to the IGD room where Dady Adeline was handled. Adeline paced back and forth in front of IGD waiting for the doctor who was treating Dady. Rashad hugged Adeline in his arms and patted Adeline on the back.

Czechllec

"Doctor how's Dady doing??." Ask Adeline when the Doctor comes out.

"Sorry before, we've done our best but God wills another."

Adeline's body felt boneless, immediately her body fell to the floor. The sound around him was not heard just a loud sound like a cricket.

"Adeline I know you're strong. There I am." Rashad took Adeline into his arms.

"Daaadiyy..hikks..hikkss.no.this is impossible...gue must be a dream.hiks..wake del wake up..hiksss..." Adeline slapped her cheeks nonstop. Rashad also shed tears seeing the state of Adeline as chaotic as this. All he knows is Adeline's strong figure. Adeline was always cheerful in front of her but now Rashad sees rain inside Adeline.

"Stop del don't hurt yourself."

"Sorry I have something to say." Adeline looked up at the middle-aged Doctor.

"What's the matter doc??." Ask Rashad.

"Before the patient's heart disease relapses there is a woman to visit." Adeline looked up at the doctor.

"Who doc?? why would the doctor let someone else in without my knowledge??." Jerseys Adeline.

"I don't know either but you can see it on cctv. Dady you also gave this to me to give to you." The doctor sent a white envelope to Adeline.

"What is this??."

"Del better not think about this first pity your Dady. We'll take care of the funeral first." Said Rashad while stroking Adeline's back.

Adeline pocketed the envelope and went into the room where the body of the Dady lay stiff.Again Adeline's legs felt limp sound around also heard loud. No words came out of Adeline's mouth, her body felt stiff.During this Dady was the one who raised her alone until Dady was injured and did not want to open his heart to find a replacement for the figure of Adeline's mother.

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Adeline Pov's

My life expectancy was shattered instantly, why Dad?? why did Dady leave without saying goodbye to Adel. Adel was afraid of being alone Dad, all this time only Dady had Adel. But why Dady evil left Adel alone in a world full of pain.

Adel only had Dady, only Dady, and now tell Dad!!! what should Adel do now?? living alone without parents??. Why is the world so cruel?? why they took the people Adel loved.

First Mama went to Adel, and now Dady also left Adel forever?? .Why god??why did you take everything from me. Are you going to take Rashad from me?? or Brother Baren??. No, they're all I have now. Please give me Rashad.

Who's doing this Dad?? tell me why Dady left after meeting that woman. Who is that woman dad??? why the cctv doesn't work. What did the woman say until Dady's heart disease recurred?. I'm not going to forgive the man who made Dady go away for good. Never will Dad, Adeline promises to find the woman who took Dady from Adeline.

"We're going home yuk!!! you need a break too." Rashad.

"Gue wants to nemenin Dady here. Dady must be feeling lonely.hikkss."

"Tomorrow we'll be here again. Del lo is not alone here, there I will take care of you, love the same lo. There is Baren's brother who always loves the same lo Del. I promise I'll always be there for you Del."

" It's not forever you're there for my race.hikkss."

As easy as it is to say dear to me Ras, I want you to consider me more than that. But that can't happen, Rashad's heart already has a name in there.There's nothing I can hope for besides Dady. But why is fate so cruel??whyyy??.

That letter, what was the last message of Dady??. I won't be able to read Dady's message. What if Dady tells me to do things I don't like. No Dad, even if that's Dady's last message I'm sorry I won't.

"Account.."

Deg

she was the one I missed all this time but had made my life suffer.Mama, well why did you come back when Dady was gone?? why don't you show up when I'm not in this world, huh?? why did you come back??.

"Mama is grieving over ap.."

"What?? try repeat!!!. Mama?? mourning??." My atonement. That easy she calls herself 'mama' ??.

"Where have you been all this time?? what do you say, 'mama'?? 'suffering'?? it doesn't matter to me and I've thought you've been gone all this time."

"Adel how dare you talk like that?? that's Dady's upbringing he's been giving?."

"You don't deserve to talk about how Dady educated me because all this time only Dady was next to me not you."

"Stop that crap and go with Mama to France with papi."

"The papi?? in this world Adel only has one father, Dady.Go from here go!!!!." My gaze slowly blurred, I could only see this woman in front of me with my mouth and kamit kamat...

Bbruukk

Rashad's voice calling me still faintly sounded after that I don't know what he said. Everything is dark and silent.

*******

Lisa Pov

After coming home from Raka beach whining makes my head dizzy, how not he roared roaring like a starving lion asking me to bring him home. I'm happy if he stays at home one day but Brother Bian forbids it so Raka keeps whining.

"Raka doesn't want to go home!!!. Raka wants same aunty, same sleep aunty.hikkss.."

Until weeping, Brother Bian remained tight on his stance. Again I had to persuade Brother Bian to let Raka stay at my house.

"Come brother poor Raka, just once well he's staying at Lisa Pliiss' house!!!." Because Bian just glanced at me at a glance and then refocused driving. Raka still drowned her head in my chest while sobbing. Sad to see my handsome little one roaring like this.

"Oh, brother pliiss!!! why can't I?? brother Bian is afraid of being scolded by Raka?? let Lisa get the permission."

"Cckk isn't that.. Aisshh okay Raka sleeps at your house but remember yes I've been nagging Raka sleep same lo and if it happens what do not wrong me."

"Yeeyy thanks uncle." Raka hugged Bian's leg because Bian's leg was driving.

What is the makhsud?? does he think I can't take care of Raka??. Gini gini I've seen babysister movie well hopefully I can model it in real life.

"Raka must be safe, calm down." I smiled as I stroked the top of Raka's head.

"One more time don't call me when there's trouble."

"The problem?? ckk you underestimated me?? gini I know how to be a mother."

"Company, look at me later."

It's annoying, from now on Raka can nginap at home make it not dizzy with the roar of Raka.Ngak will I call him if Raka cries even a little, just love ice cream must be immediately silent.Name child right?? easy to persuade.

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In an apartment, a man was busy carrying his luggage. Without looking in front of the man hit someone. Until they both fall.

Bbruukk

"Aauuwh.."

"Open..."

"How the hell.have no eyes??."

"I'm sorry I didn't mean it." The man stood up and stuck out his hand looking at the person who was busy tidying up the contents of his bag.

Deg

It turned out that this world was as wide as the leaves of moringa yahh, the inner man smiled widely.