The Feelings That Are No Longer the Same

2.One Day We Should Let The One We Love Go

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Strange as if mom forbade Dion to tell her who the guest was.

"Where have you been Lisa??it's just coming home." Ask papa to come home possessive. It seems like they didn't want me to know who the guest was, so threw a question at me.

The soul of my kepo thrashed if it was like this, maybe papa's mama silenced but still there Dion kainn.

"Once the same road Rashad pah, will Rashad tomorrow want to go to Germany."

"Rashad went to Germany, until when did he go to college??." Ask mom

like there's a happy look on my face, why do you like Rashad to go?.

"Dad, maybe until 4 years after that he'll come back to pick me up."I smiled when that would happen.

Rashad came back to me, picked me up to his palace.

My mom doesn't like to hear my last words.

"Thank God he left, but he meant to pick you up??." Why did Mom say thank you?.

"Rashad will propose to me, make me his wife, do you know I have been serious with Rashad, and vice versa."

"remember everything can change Lisa, fate no one knows, you might forget it let alone the distance between the two of you... "

"Stop reward.." I stopped saying papah.I know papah will discuss a relationship that maybe according to papa is very thin to be together. Rashad and I are sure we can get through this.This is a trial between the two of us.Entah why papa and mama arrived to not support me and Rashad.

"I know what you and your mom are worried about, but I beg you to give your support and prayers.I just want everything to go well."

I can't hold this clear water to fall.

that feeling is always crowded if I remember, plus why they're talking about things I don't want to remember. I went straight upstairs to my room without waiting for a response from them.

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Rashad pov

Every time I miss you Lisa, I want to see you smile for me, just for me. You're my reason to keep fighting this black and white life. It would feel claustrophobic considering we wouldn't be together every day, not just one week, two weeks Lisa. Am I strong enough to leave you four years??.

I knew Lisa when you said if you'd like and let me go. There's fear, worry, worry on your face.

"I agree if you go to Germany,

whatever your decision I will support. "

You said when we were parting you agreed, but I know for a fact you're hard to let me go. I'm Lisa, I'm trying to fight for our future.

Don't you know love needs a fight??

We should be just as fighting Lisa, we can definitely.

I Love You Lisa's.

After driving Lisa home, I kept looking at your pretty face.

Arriving at home I did not care about mamah and papah in the family room. I went straight to the room, I don't know why I miss you Lisa. I pressed the VC call, just a few minutes later, you got a pretty face.

"Haii what's wrong?. "your question

"Why your eyes? you're crying? ."

" Ah no, I'm already sleepy, well so it's a little red."

You answer, but you can't lie with me Lisa. Why are you crying, I can't see you shedding tears.

" If you're like this I won't go Lisa." I said

don't you have to rest, sleep!!. "

"Did I leave you alone?? ."

"hmm, you can Rashad. We can" you smile at me.

"lisa's good night". We're ending the phone call. It feels so bad to see you like this Lisa.

Ii'm sorry...

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The next day (soekarno hatta airport)

I'm still sitting waiting for you. The one I feel right now. Although many people passed by. I heard your voice calling me, I knew you were coming.

"Am I late? ."you with a stinged breath, funny to see you at this moment.

"No, you're on time." You catch your breath, try to smile even though I know it's just a smile on my lips. I walked up to you, got closer and closer.

"I want you to leave without me being your burden, don't make it hard for me to let go of you, quickly what do you want to say.but can I ask for one last thing? ."

"I just want to see your smile, never shed your tears in front of me." You smile so sweetly, if only I could bring that sweet smile of yours.

"What do you want?. " I grabbed your hand, your hand felt cold, ahh I don't want to be like this.

"Your arms, I need that. warmth from you maybe it can calm me down." Without a long answer I immediately hugged you, no words spoken. You and I are equally out of words, can no longer speak, it feels very heavy, it feels very heavy, just from the stroke of your eyes I've understood, I understand lisa.

"We can still contact the contact coke."

"Hmm, it must be hard that you'll be busy there."

"Whatever busy I am there you remain number one in my heart and mind.I will always contact you."

"It's so bad, it can still be terrible at a time like this." You pissed my arm off.

"Smile I won't go with your terrible state."

"Have you?." You smiled sweetly, that's what I wanted.

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LISA POV

I tried hard to see your back start to disappear from my sight, this leg is limp, this body feels boneless. I left the airport in shaky steps. Either this leg takes me where.

drrtt drrtt

the sound of the phone ringing broke my daydream.

"Hallo maa what's wrong?. "

"Where are you? hurry home! ."

"I'll be home soon, what's wrong?. "

"Hurry home you'll find out!. "

"I'm going home."

Arriving at the house I was surprised there was a ninja montor parked in the yard, who was it? is there a guest. I rush in to see who the owner of the montor is.

"Assalamualaikum, Lisa's home."

"Walaikumsallam." In the living room I saw a mama, papah, and a stranger to me.

Who's that guy???.