The Feelings That Are No Longer the Same

Missed you

(Anneth delliecia)

Where can I find

the comfort you used to give

Suppose you knew I missed here

All of our memories

I hope you're happy there

I hope you don't forget me

If only I could repeat it

Beautiful time with you

I miss you still miss you

Although now my heart is still far for you

I miss your sincere attention as deep as your heart

Even though the distance between my hearts remains for you

I hope you're there happy

I hope you don't forget me

If only I could repeat it

Beautiful time with you

I miss you still miss you

Although now my heart is still far for you

I miss your sincere attention as deep as your heart

Even though the distance between my hearts remains for you

The music sounds great to anyone who listens to it. Like the guy who played this song. Exactly like what is happening now. Away from loved ones, resisting longing, strengthening the heart is what is felt.

Well she was Lisa pramudiana a beautiful girl who was busy playing music in the room. Alone, lonely, enveloped the room nuanced pink Lisa's favorite. A drop of water managed to come out of his black netra.

"When do I miss you?." Lisa hugs a teddy bear given by Rashad.

I don't know why her heart is fragile today. When remembering the memories of the memories that Rashad had inscribed so far. Lisa wants to repeat those memories. Laughing together, joking together, doing silly things together, and just being with Rashad. Lisa misses all that.

Those memories were back in his brain. Lisa's phone rang and her name was Rashad. A big smile on Lisa's face. Perhaps hearing Rashad's voice would treat his longing.

"Hallo darling." Rashad

"I missed you. When you come home."

There Rashad smiled so sweetly at Lisa's words. She's happy Lisa is still hers, who will always miss her.

"I miss you too, I love you Lisa."

"I love you more, answered Rashad first?!!."

"I've lost I'll be hard..." Rasyad's unfinished talk was cut off by Lisa's speech. If Rashad sees Lisa's face pouting and red as a tomato maybe Lisa's face has been targeted by Rashad.

"OK you're going to be hard to come home means you don't want to see me huhh??. Oh yes there are many girls who are sexier for what to go home." Rashad chuckles. Ohh yeah don't forget there Rashad is also with Adeline. Maybe his heart was sliced to see Rashad could be so happy even though he only heard Lisa's voice. What if Adeline saw them meet in front of her eyes, did Adeline hold back her heart??.

"Udah dong do not pout later more beautiful loh."

"Who tries to pout, there is no tuh but if beautiful is sure." Lisa smiled sweetly but dear Rashad could not see that smile again, not until when.

"Ohh, how are you doing with the others??."

"My news is not good, very." Lisa at the end of the word.

You know I really want to turn back the time you were there for me, Lisa's inner self.

"You sick or why?? is someone bothering you??." Rashad's tone looked panicked.

"I'm just kidding, I'm good. The others are good too."

"Thank God, eat on time don't like being late and don't be afraid of being fat."

"Ck makhsudmu you want me fat huh?? you want to find another one??? the more plump body?? kayak violin...."

"Suutt isn't that makhsud I love." Rashad immediately cut off Lisa's words.

"So stupid." Rashad took a long breath. Maybe now he's looking over Lisa's face when he's pouting.

"Who are you?? where??." Connect Lisa.

"Emm I'm the same as Adeline on the canteen."

Lisa squeezes a teddy bear in her hand. Should I be with Adeline? and why was that name that made his heart heat up.

"Haloo honey you're still there??." Continue Rashad.

"Hmm, are you the same as him??."

"Have breakfast waiting for class."

"Dady.hikks..hikshi..."

Lisa hears Adeline's voice crying and calls out Dady's name. Because the words Adeline heard like she was crying made Rashad inevitably end the call. And his heart only warmed up when Rashad just turned off the phone.

What's up with Dady Adeline??, Lisa's inner self.

"Isshh sebel sebel sebelll...." It was the teddy bear who was the target of Lisa's rampage. Until the knock at the door resuscitated. Lisa slackened towards the door.

Czechleekk

"Threshold." Answer Lisa origin .

"Bas on the back of the people." Deren shuffled Lisa's hair.

"His brother's habit." Lisa tidied her hair with an upset face. Deren always thought of him as a child. Even so, Lisa is happy that her sister is paying attention to her.

"That's down there!!!." Deren left Lisa with a small laugh. Deren was happy to make his little sister pout who had grown up. But in the eyes of Deren Lisa remains a little angel.

"Ck who's looking for me, brother??." Shouted Lisa. With Lisa slacking down the stairs.

Ayu and Dion are talking to the man

well known to Lisa. Hmm well he's Bian hermansyah. The man who made Lisa annoyed plus happy when by her side. I don't know why sometimes when I'm on the side of Bian Lisa feels comfortable. Even when Bian irritated her even though sometimes makes Lisa miss the moment.

"What's Bian here for??." Lisa asked who was sitting next to Dion.

"Well, what else would you like to try??." Dion smiled wickedly. Lisa replied by kicking Dion's leg beside her. Dion grimaces at the death kick from his brother.

"You talked to Dion's mom to the room first." Ayu pulls Dion to leave Bian and Lisa in the guest room.

"Why do you want to come here??." Lisa asked as gently as possible, well because she still remembered the incident last night when Bian helped her.

"Help me find the same birthday cake."

"Who's the birthday??."

"Dear me."

"Bian's brother has a bang??? who??."

" The son of my mother's friend."

"Ouuhh, should it be Lisa??."

"If you don't want to, don't you." Bian stood up.Lisa thought that if he joined might be able to remove a moment of his mind from Rashad.

"Ehh Lisa wants to.Wait a minute I want to change clothes." Lisa ran up the stairs.

*********

Lisa and Bian have arrived at the game shop. Taste

want to return to a time where there is no burden and only toys can make the heart happy. Not now, this heart is so fragile. For Lisa, childhood is beautiful. The time when we only know happiness without knowing what heartache is like. What is that longing like. And what disappointment is it.

"What age are you?? a boy or a girl??." Lisa asked while looking at the game so much.

"Five-year-old man."

"Keep brother Bian want to say what??."

"What's the point of me talking to you if the tip ends you ask back??."

"Cckk time doesn't know what he likes??. What's her name??."

"Raka. How do I know what he likes." Lisa breathed a rough breath. Free to ask the same guy with wall face plus insensitive like Bian.

"Because we bought a toy that boys love." Lisa said passionately.

A few minutes later Lisa chose a fairly large remote car game. Lisa thinks boys would love a car especially this with a remote.

"Where else are we??." Lisa was sitting in the passenger seat.

"Buy cake." Bian drove the car to the cake shop. The car is very quiet. Feeling bored Lisa turned on the music in Bian's car. Lisa plays an audi mayunda song titled You and Memories.

When you want to change the song, Lisa's hand and Bian's hand hold each other. A few seconds their eyes meet. Lisa could not see the aura that Bian was releasing from her gaze. Bian turned his face and pulled his hand first. The atmosphere was increasingly awkward and unconsciously they reached the cake shop.

Finished buying Bian's cake to car head to Raka's tutoring. He wanted to surprise her because all this time only Bian cared about Raka's birthday. Mama and Papa Raka are always busy with work compared to their children. Bian has loved Raka ever since Raka was born. The peaceful face of Raka's baby makes Bian's heart happy let alone can make Raka smile. Because he could also feel what it was like to be left behind by an old man just because of money. Bian did not want Raka to feel what she had felt all along. Lack of affection.

"Gue's coming down, brother."

"Not let me pick it up." Bian came down to a group of children, one of which was Raka.

Bian came back by holding a handsome and cute little boy that first impression of Lisa when she saw Raka.

Brrakk

Raka sat in the back seat with a confused face styling Lisa. Lisa just smiled looking at Raka's face which made her anxious.

"Haii handsome what's your name??." Lisa just wanted to find a topic to be closer to the boy who had stolen her heart, even though she already knew Raka's name.

"Raka, what pretty sister???." Lisa smiled widely, it turned out that Raka was a humble child, a cheap smile unlike a human beside her. Who else if not Bian.

"Waahh sister is happy to be said to be beautiful as a handsome boy Raka." Bian remained focused on driving, sometimes he glanced at Lisa who was busy talking to Raka.

"Lisa's sister's name."

"Sister's Uncle's girlfriend??." Tanya Raka plain. Lisa listened to Raka. How does a kid as small as Raka know what it is Girlfriend said. Lisa looked up at Raka and then turned to look at Bian with a probing look.

"What have you taught this little boy??." Lisa's whisper stared at Bian. Bian just put his shoulders down.

"Uncke Raka also wants dong to have a girlfriend like a pretty aunt." Raka leaned her body so she could see Bian's face. Once again Lisa was stunned to hear Raka's plain speech.

"Nanti uncle find."

"Whaatt??." Lisa said in shock, the human beside her is it crazy??.

"Yeeee uncle in the best." Raka smiled widely with her legs being stomped.

"He's plain or a ditch??." Said Lisa softly staring at Raka and Bian alternately.