The Feelings That Are No Longer the Same

6.The Other Side of You

"Sorry." Said Ar sitting listlessly.

"Gue doesn't want our friendship to be broken just because of this problem." Kayla. The crying began to subside.

"What are you guys doing now?? I'm definitely dong." My voice began to rise.It could be just me like a dazed person here.

"Basar don't know shame still dare you come to us." Rian began to feel emotion.

"Stop yan I don't want to talk about this anymore, I want you guys not to interfere with my problems with him."

Show Kayla to Ar.

"I can't gini dong Kay, she can't be forgiven." Rian said in a high tone.

"OK I don't know what the problem is between Kay and Lo Ar, and I ask us to calm the mind first do not use emotion." My husband tried to calm their minds.

"Let's give you a chance to make this all clear." Pinta Ar's.

"A lot of that shit.. " Rian started forward wanting to punch Ar again but.

"Sttopps!!!I said stopp... I don't want to see you guys fight.Gue don't want your friendship to be damaged just because of ....Ahhhhh hikks." Kayla said in frustration.

"Akhh I'm dizzy." My word. It's a matter of whether no one wants to tell me anymore.I walked towards the door.

chequelek chequelek

"So doong!!!. ''

Where else is this guy. Pake locked the door, I can only give a hug to Kayla who is sure right now that Kayla is facing hard until the others come along emotionally to Ar.

"Later you have to promise me I'll explain what the problem is." I still hugged Kayla.

"Gue nginep at your house Lis." pinta Kayla.

"My door is always open." I said stroked his back.

It was quiet that everyone was busy with their thoughts. Ar sank his head on both knees.

Chequelek

"Udah finished??. " Task Brother Bian.

As soon as the door opened Ar went straight out without a word.

"Basic cemuutt... " Rian said.

"Lo come home with me!!!" said Brother Bian pointing at me.

"I'm with them."I said taut

no innate person is every talking no visible expression.

Ddrrrtt Ddrrttt Ddrrr

"Yes Hello, um." My word.

"You're still on campus?? ." Ask mom across the phone.

"Daddy what's wrong??. "

"You came home to Aunt Luna's house!! ."

"You mean Aunt Luna's mom sister Bian?? ." My toot.

"Dad... "

"What did mah do?? I don't know Aunt Luna."

"So from that you go to his house, yes, you follow me, Bian wants to take you where!! ."

"Ihh mama..."

"There's no denial Lisa, you're in or pocket money in the pot.."

"OK okay I'm coming.. "

Tut Tut Tut

"I'm sorry I came home with Brother Bian, there's a little business." I said to them.

"Let's just relax, let's go first." Devi.

"Wait, Kay lo go straight to the house later I text mama if you want to come."

" Stuff it..."

"Udah pa pa Kayak same as anyone, mama can understand. Dev lo temenin Kay was in my house!! ."

"Siiapp Lis, emmm I also want to nginep at home you can not??" asked Devi.

"Well, I can dong, but I'm not home this late."

"Let's just relax there's mama lo."

"Okay, let me take you first." Rian

"Can I go with Lis?? ." Dito asked with a clear face.

"Ijin Bokap I used to." I said.

"Some weird how you are." Rian is the head of Dito.

"Udah ayok." Brother Bian just pulled my hand.

"Just relax, brother, I'm duluaan... " Shouted me

"Okee's." Sahut their.

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Aunty Luna welcomed me very friendly as welcome the arrival of her son.Seems like I know aunt Luna.

"Aunty have I met aunty??. " Tanyaku.

"You don't remember when you were little you liked being carried with your aunt??. "

"Gosh my auntie when I was a aunt's kindergarten often home, right?? time is still in Bandung."

"Dad, you're big now beautiful again, lose to aunt hahaaa.. "

"Tante could, I miss the same old aunt really did not meet it was aunty moved to Jakarta."Saying I'm happy it turns out that aunt luna is a friend of my mother who often plays at home when my house is still in Bandung.

"Ohh, you don't want to be the same as your big brother ??."

"Brake's sister who likes me to pinch her cheeks right??. " Let me laugh a little.

"Then tan the big brother don't don't... "

I looked at Brother Bian, gosh...

"Sister Bian??. "

"Heemmm your big brother is now tampaann kaan??. " Toda aunt luna pokes my chin.

But not the kingpin who changed his attitude also changed drastically, first brother Bian most active, cheerful, a lot of talk even from me. Now it's not like my old sister.

"Hahhh Iyah aunty." My answer is still confused.She was just silent from earlier there was no look of his face that changed to still look flat.

"Ohh yeah aunty wants to say something to you."

why does aunty look sad

"What's tan by the way?? ."

"aunty room aja yuk."Take aunt Luna to lead me to the room, I have a feeling this is a serious problem seen from the look on the face of aunt Luna.

Roomed

"Is there a problem tan??. "Many of you are sitting on the side of the bed.

"Lisa Aunt wants to help you." Lisa's aunt's voice was like a desperate person her eyes were already glassy.

"Seek help what aunt?? auntie just talk to ask for help if I'm willing I help." I'm getting curious.

Ddrrt Drrtt Drrtt

Ahh who the hell did not call know anyone else kepo kepo yah.Telefon from Rasyaadd?? let's not say ahh pleased.

"Sorry my aunt picked up the phone first." Aunt Luna nodded, I just picked her up at the door.

"Hallo rasyad I kangeenn." Said directly.

"Why the new phone ?."

"I'm sorry I just got a phone call, that's just re-listed." You said across the phone.

"Yes, I'm sorry, but don't be late for the news." I'm glad to hear your voice, Rashad.

"Yes I promise, now what are you? "

"Eemm I'm in.., in Kayla's house." Sorry I broke my promise. I was piggybacked by Brother Bian earlier sorry and again I lied to you.

"Who is it? ."

"Everything. Oh yeah what are you again? where?." I hope Rashad is not suspicious....

"Who's the phone?." Jesus why aunt keisini...

"Who's voice is lis?."

"Oh kayla voice.Udah first yes later I will call again." May she believe it's Kayla's voice, aisshh how many times have I lied??.

I decided on a one-sided phone afraid Rashad asked again.

"Ohh aunty." Answer lies.

"It's over?? ."

"Aunty, sorry to talk."

" We continue in Dalem yah."

"What kind of aunty would ask for help?. " Tanyaku.

"Before you were with Bian how many times have you met??."

"Today's aunty."

"It's been twice that you know how Bian behaves, right?."

This aunty Luna talking about which way is so confused deh...

"Emmm his attitude is like how tan." I laughed a little, he said less entered my brain hahahha..

"Surely you can rasain how the look and attitude of Bian openings??. "

I think I understand what aunt means.

"What is the attitude of Brother Bian who lacks expression?? ."

" Well that's hikss.. "Aunty luna crying?? why is this ah confused deh. I reflex hugged him I can feel there is sadness of a mother.

"I was wrong, Tan?? " Tanyaku.

" No, you're not really Lis, do you still want to be together with sister Bian if you know the problem before..."

"Bian's brother will always be my aunt's sister." I cut Aunt Luna's speech.

"Actually Bian suffered from Alexithymia, hikks hikss... "

"Alexthymia?? what kind of illness is tan, what kind of hard disease??. " Tanyaku.

" Not Lisa's disease."

"Then if it's not a disease??. " I wonder if it is not a disease what is the name??.

" Aunty can not explain in detail, if you want to know tomorrow you can join Kak Bian therapy."

"Therapy??."

"Lisa aunt please you can understand Bian yes, help him to want therapy again tomorrow. Auntie love the address you immediately take him there. Aunt please Lisa ."

Aunt Luna held my hand, I wonder what is Alexithymia?? until aunt Luna was very sad.

"My aunt's father will help Kak padlul to heal, don't cry anymore." I wiped her tears.

I changed my mind from Bian who was so flat that there were cries and wounds inside.

I can feel the deep sadness of a mother.Maybe I will know the truth tomorrow....

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