The Feelings That Are No Longer the Same

More painful

"What did you request??" continued Bian.

"Ehh.emmm." Lisa scratched her un-itchy knee.

Hadugghh said now or later??.

Inner Lisa.

"Okey Lisa's first request is Brother Bian now follow Lisa to Doctor Anya and well Brother Bian can not reject the point of not using a coma!!!!." Clearly Lisa in one breath.Bian's hands clenched tightly his eyes also turned red.

Bian steps ahead of Lisa without a word coming out of her mouth.Lisa is confused, until Lisa confronts right in front of Bian.

"Sister Bian go where the hell is playing live, Brother Bian does not refuse right??inget youh yes Brother Bian already...."

Lisa gasped in shock when her words were cut Bian.Like lightning in broad daylight her heart felt stung to hear Bian's words.

"Enough!!! you don't know what about me, Lo it's just ask me therapy and therapy but can you rasain what I feel??didn't you??? so don't ask me to go to that place!!!."

Bian said in a high tone. It was only the first time Lisa saw Bian's expression but what she saw instead made her heart feel tight.

Many students glanced at Bian.Lisa was silent in the place of digesting Bian's speech that made him freeze.Bian's hands were still blocked until he saw his muscle muscles.

"Gue take you home!!." Bian walked ahead of Lisa.Entah since when the clear circle came out of her eye patch.But Lisa will not just give up until Bian realized she will always be by his side.

"Son Bian is a coward." Lisa's words managed to stop Bian's steps.

"I'm a coward, and you know that, right??so after you know I'm a coward still want to deket me?? let's see when you stay away from me after you know what destruction I'm going through." This time Bian actually snapped at Lisa and made her unable to hold back her tears.

"Until that time Lisa won't go ninggalin Bian's own sister, hold Lisa's talk sak." Lisa said a hiccup.

Lisa leaves Bian with endless tears coming out. Bian continued his steps to the fern without caring about Lisa's departure.

********

Lisa Pov

Why is this chest tight to hear Brother Bian??. I did not expect the response of Bian Semangar, I think Bian's brother could not snapped snapped like that earlier. Butwhat??once long talk even makes tight.

Why is this pain more painful than my problems with Rashad yesterday. Am I the one that Bian's eyes on?? I'm really sincere about that, brother. Even though Aunt Luna told Lisa but from the bottom of my heart I really want to be there for you brother.

I don't know where to go, why I cry on the side of the road is not clear like this. Bian's words are still ringing in the head, remembering it only adds to the pain and tightness that I feel.

Didn't Doctor Anya Bian say it was hard to express her expression?? but what I saw earlier Brother Bian was angry and his face was really making people feel frozen to death.

Rashad never yelled at me. Long periods of crying make this head dizzy.

******

Bian Pov's

Foolish lo Bi.why did I snatch Lisa?? again, I can't control my emotions. It's just emotions I can't stand. Now what am I supposed to do?? I'm sorry it's the same with Lis.

You don't know what Lis feels when in the all-white room. Did Lisa get home??.What I think is now looking for Lisa, I don't want to lose Lo Lis. I don't know why I'm comfortable with you.

Lisa can always make me know her expression, she never hides what she feels. Lisa always expressed her mood, that makes me comfortable every near her because I do not have to hard to guess the expression shown.

I got to Lisa's house, I hope she wants to forgive me.

"Assalamualaik." Dion opens the door still in his high school uniform, maybe he just came home.

"Waalaikumsalam, uh Brother Bian.emm sister Lisa where is sister??."Dion asked me when I came here to find Lisa. Lisa has not yet returned. Where the hell is he??.

"Lisa hasn't come home yet??. "

"Loh how the hell kak even back asking, not Kak Lisa with sister Bian yes earlier."

Now I have to find Lisa where.Gue really feels like a coward, I should have been chasing Lisa.Gue who took her and she should have taken me home too.

"Jaudah Brother Bian go first."

"Loh loh kok play go and go Lisanya where??."

"It's gonna go get Lisa."

*******

Bian has arrived somewhere where he thinks Lisa is. And true Bian saw Lisa from the crime.Soon Bian approached Lisa.

"It turns out you're here." Said Bian disperse the reverie Lisa.Yah Lisa is in the place where Bian found.

"Sister came here." Judes Lisa turned her face away.

"Gue's gonna pick you up." Lisa turned her head narrowed her eyes, Lisa thought she might pick him up after what was done to her.

"Cckk don't have to take care of Lisa, instead of that brother Bian did not want to deket Lisa again??."

"Emang lo forgot if you want to take me somewhere??." Lisa knitted her brows at a loss as to what Bian's words meant.

" Makhsud's brother??."

"We're leaving now or not at all." Bian's words passed away going towards his motorbike terpakir.Lisa still digest the words of Bian.

Someplace?? Doctor Anya?? Go or not at all??, the inner Lisa thought with Bian's speech earlier.

"Oowwhh Brother Bian wants to see Doctor Anya??." Lisa shouts spontaneously after capturing Bian's speech. Bian had started the bike and Lisa was on the ride.

Unknowingly Lisa hugged Bian tightly and smiled widely.The plan did not fail even though there was a little drama that he had to pass.

"Thank you, brother." Lisa said after the motor drove.

Arriving in front of Doctor Anya's house they were both immediately warmly welcomed by the assistants of Doctor Anya. They were immediately escorted to Dikter Anya's room because Doctor Anya was waiting for them in his room.

"Sorry Doc we're late." Said Lisa after sitting on the sofa in the room.

"I understand." Doctor Anya smilingly looked at Lisa as if she knew Bian's drama before she wanted to be invited here.

Bian just silently stared at the rally in front of him was busy talking lightly.

"Tian is ready??." Ask Doctor Anya answered a nod from Bian .

"We're in the room next door, yeah!!."

The three of them were all white, the room was not too big there was only one patient bed.Bian laid his body the basket.

The place is all white yes, why I so deg deg an .Brother Bian wants to be in some other place.

Inner Lisa.

"Emm.Yeah my Doc came out so the Doctor can go straight..."

"You're Lisa here, right here next to Bian." Doctor Anya cut off Lisa's speech. Lisa complied and walked up to the two of them.

"Now we're starting yes!!." Lisa nodded while looking at Bian smiling.

"Snake up Lisa's here." Lisa held Bian's hand. Doctor Anya smiled looking at the two of them.

"Now take a deep breath three times and concentrate!!!." Doctor Anya instrupts Bian.Bian following orders.

"Close your eyes and go to sleep!!!." Continue with Doctor Anya.

Lisa and Anya were silent to each other seeing Bian who had started sweating wet, sleeping as well as a restless person. Lisa so wonder what happened to Bian. Bian's face looks panicked in his sleep. Cold sweat splashed on his face as well as his hands.

"Tok Bian why??." Tany Lisa is worried.

"Calm down, Bian is fine, later when I'm done explaining." Doctor Anya smiled to calm Lisa.

"Can you hear my voice??." Doctor Anya asked with a nod to Bian in her sleep.

Hahh why did Brother Bian respond, huh?? is this brother Bian sleeping anyway??.

Inner Lisa.

"Okey where are you now??." Bian was more agitated, his forehead getting wrinkled his hands were also grasping tightly.

"Where are you now??" asked Doctor Anya once more.

"Dark..dark..gelapp." answered Bian remained with his eyes closed.