
A bright morning was like an irony that contradicted Vara's heart, so dark and full of sadness. He saw photos of Arya in his room. Vara thought there would never be that joy again, there were only good memories mixed with tragic memories that would always be traumatized in her life.
Still remembered the last words Arya said to him.
“Vi, this will be more romantic than just dinner”.
Vara felt very angry when she remembered the words of Arya.
'What does he want to show? The race was not romantic at all, because the race Arya went away from me.' Inner Vara.
Although Vara's heart was still filled with emotion, but the tears of sadness could never be weathered. Especially when remembering the last memories left by Arya. Vara believes that Arya loves her, because it is still clear in Vara's memory, Arya says “I love you” when she last looked at Vara.
A week since Arya's death, Vara has still kept herself locked up in her room, lamenting her fate for losing her beloved. Mama Irena, Papa Devan and Reyvan also give Vara time to be alone. They only remind Vara when it comes to eating, praying or bathing.
Vara also did not want to meet his closest friends, Danila, Vanny, Samuel and Brandon. Even so they always try to give Vara spirit through chat group because Vara always refuses to meet them directly.
Vanny
"Vara.don't forget to eat ya."
Brandon
"I went to your house. We play games together."
Danila
"Ayooo.. Can you Var?"
Samuel
"Yumoo..."
Actually Vara was so moved by the attitude of his friends who cared about him so much. But Vara felt unprepared for their questions, especially if Vara could not hold back her tears in front of them.
"I'm sorry, but I really still want to be alone."
Fortunately Vara's friends understood his wishes. They give Vara time but still support Vara from afar.
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After spending days just sitting in the room, Vara began to feel bored. Saturday night was enough to make him interested in finding fresh air. Maybe by going out of the house, the feeling of tightness in his chest can be slightly reduced.
"Ma..Pa.. Vara wants a walk out." Yeah."
Mama Irena and Papa Devan who were watching TV for a moment looked at Vara with a probing gaze.
"Vara's.. You better wait for Rey to come home first yes, so that you can be accompanied by Rey."
Mama Irena answered Vara's request with an anxious expression.
Mama Irena glanced at Papa Devan as if asking for an opinion. Papa Devan seemed to think for a moment.
"Yes, be careful. Don't come home too late. If there's anything call Papa ya."
Finally Papa Devan allowed though followed by Mama Irena's worried gaze. Vara rushes to get ready and drives her beloved car straight away, before Mama Irena and Papa Devan change their minds.
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Vara stared at the place that took Arya from her. Vara came here on purpose, only to learn how to deal with her trauma. His eyes rolled out in all directions, not knowing what he was looking for.
The gentle touch on Vara's shoulders was enough to surprise her. A man who might be 4-5 years older than 20-year-old Vara, looked at Vara expressionlessly.
The man wore a hat that disguised his face, a thick jacket with a perfume that was quite stinging but soothing. In the dimness, Vara could still see her sharp and somewhat frightening eyes.
“You're Arya's boyfriend, right?”
He asked while lighting a cigarette, which he then sucked deeply. Vara just nodded, briefly seeing his face that was not too clear because of the minimal light around them.
"Why are you here?”
The man's question still felt flat to Vara, and Vara still did not grasp the meaning of the questions.
"There's a ban for me to come here?”
Vara answered, as flat as the man's question. But the man did not answer, only smoking his cigarette deeper.
Suddenly his eyes moved quickly looking at Vara, making Vara startled and misbehaved for a moment. For a long time the man was still looking at Vara, who finally dared to look directly at the sharp eye bead before him. The eyes of a handsome-looking man with firm jaws and thick eyebrows.
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