Star On A Dark Night's

Episode 153 Go home..

At exactly 8pm, Vara and Bry enjoy dinner at an outdoor restaurant, in the form of small buildings of bamboo roofed with ajuk commonly called saung, in the Jungle Resort garden area. Initially Bry wanted to eat in the room only, because considering the state of Vara who still looks weak. But Vara chose to eat at the Restaurant because he wanted to breathe the cool air at night, while enjoying the romantic atmosphere of Saturday night at the Jungle Resort.

Bry feed the rice liwet, grilled fish, lalapan and sambal directly with his hands, sunda cuisine that has long not been enjoyed became the choice of dinner menu this time. Bry ate very voraciously, although Bry was still stiff when it came to eating by hand. But the Sundanese cuisine that his wife used to enjoy, has started to become one of his favorite menus as well.

Unlike Bry, Vara looks not excited, even though it has not eaten anything since noon. Vara just stirred up a glass of strawberry juice in front of him.

"Darling, eat.. You haven't eaten anything since noon."

"But I'm really not hungry Honey."

"I'm a bribe?"

Without waiting for Vara's reply, Bry immediately washed his hands in the sink located right next to Saung's door. A moment later Bry thrust the spoon that Bry had filled with liquet rice and grilled fish right in front of Vara, but Vara even shook his head slowly.

"I want to be fed directly with your hands, and you have to eat."

"Why not say it from earlier, darling, I will not need to wash my hands first."

"So your hands are chili, I don't want to eat spicy."

"Oh yes, hehehe.."

Bry then immediately fed Vara directly with his hands.

"Yetoo..."

Vara greeted the feed from Bry with excitement. Without Bry noticing, Vara's eyes glazed over, but Vara tried to hold back her tears and occasionally averted her eyes so that Bry wouldn't see her eyes.

'Honey, thank you for always loving and making me happy. I love you.' Inner Vara.

Bry continued to feed Vara, and also took turns feeding food into his mouth until they were both full.

Vara looked at Bry's face that she loved so much with a sad look.

"Honey, can Bradley and Briley sleep with us tonight?"

Bry frowned as he slightly disagreed with Vara's wishes.

'Tonight I plan to surprise Vara at exactly 12 p.m. If Bradley and Briley sleep in our room, it could fail to surprise her Wedding Anniversary. Failing is also romantic. Because of the incident earlier, it made me want to give Vara a lot of sweet surprises so that she does not feel sad anymore.' Inner Bry.

"Why Dear? You can breastfeed the twins in the next room, if they're asleep, you can go back to our room."

Bry tried to change his wife's mind for reasons he thought were reasonable.

"No Honey, I really miss both of our kids."

Bry slightly opened his mouth when he heard Vara's words that seemed to cool his heart. Moreover, the eyes of Vara were sad, making Bry could not bear to refuse the wishes of his wife.

Bry does not suspect the slightest bit of Vara's strange behavior, because Bry does not know at all that Vara's memory of all his bad memories has returned during the incident at the pool last afternoon. So does all the memories other than her bad memories, slowly re-entering her subconscious, starting from the moment Bry brought Vara back to their room unconscious.

FLASHBACKS

Vara's subconscious led her to walk in a vast and green meadow. His gaze swept over some fruit trees and flowers that were on his right and left. Suddenly there was a man who appeared from behind and walked along the line of Vara's steps very slowly.

Vara turned to her right side, and looked up at her head trying to see the face of the man next to her. How surprised Vara, when a man who often missed him suddenly appeared with a smile on his handsome face.

"Aryan?"

"How are you doing Vara?"

Arya's beautiful smile was still expanding on her face, inversely proportional to Vara's extremely shocked expression.

"Baa..How did you get here?"

"I should have asked you that question, Vara, this place is not for a living human like you."

Slowly tears washed Vara's beautiful face, after realizing that Arya was indeed dead. It was not fear that Vara was currently feeling, but rather a sense of tightness and guilt.

Arya holds both shoulders gently and tries to look at Vara's face, which keeps looking down.

"Hey.. Why are you crying, Vara?"

"I don't want you to die Arya."

"Vara, this is God's destiny. We cannot deny everything that is outlined in our lives. I'm it's okay. You should be happy together with Bryllian and your two very handsome twins."

"Yes Bryllian your husband. You must have remembered it, right? The man you remember almost lost his life after being shot in Spain. He's a man who loves you so much and is willing to do anything for you. And your twins Bradley and Briley, they're really handsome and adorable."

Vara's cry broke again, Arya hugged Vara's tiny body and drowned it in her chest that fielded. Vara cried even harder, and Arya just stroked Vara's back without saying anything more.

Vara's memory of Bry and her twins slowly becomes clearer. Followed by all the memories with family, friends and everyone closest to him. The flash of memory was like a film that was rotated sequentially in his mind. Vara's heart becomes more and more claustrophobic, as Vara remembers the people she loved so much, while Vara is in the arms of Arya, someone who was once very precious in her heart.

"Aryans.. Ii'm sorry.. Sorry, for filling my heart with other people, hiks.."

"Sstt.. That's what I want. You can be happy with someone who loves you. You know, I always wanted you to smile? I don't want you to always be sad about my passing."

Vara looked up her head and ventured to look at Arya's face.

"I.. I don't deserve to be happy when you.."

"Vara, don't think like that anymore. I know that guilt still often looms over you. When Bryllian gave you a lot of surprises and made you smile happily, I knew a moment later you would shy away from Bryllian, to expose your guilt to me. I don't like that Vara.  You should know that I'm sincere in seeing you happy with Bryllian. Let go of the burden on your heart, I am not disappointed let alone angry. I'm happy to see you and Bryllian happy."

Vara's cry slowly subsided, stared fixed Arya's face which was still decorated with a genuine smile.

"Vara, I think after seeing you marry Bryllian and also seeing my parents who have been separated for a long time back together, I will be able to go to the last place God prepared for me. But it turns out that the burden on your heart keeps me here. Can you let go of me, also let go of the guilt in your heart? So I can go quietly."

Is it really because of me, you're still stuck here?"

Arya nodded her head steadily.

"I don't blame you, because I'm grateful to see all the important moments in your life. From the time you got married, graduation, until the time you gave birth to two very cute twins like Bradley and Briley. Vara, you know.. I used to look after your two children when the babysitter was out for a while, or when you were alone with Bryllian until you forgot the time."

Arya smiled mischievously towards Vara, who widened her eyes hearing Arya's words which she thought were absurd.

"Don't leave Bradley and Briley with the babysitters too often, they need you the most. You also don't waste Bryllian's love.. He loves you so much and is afraid of losing you. Now back.. You should be happy with Bryllian and your two kids."

Vara sobbed again and buried her head in Arya's chest.

"Thank you Arya, because you wanted to meet me and tell me all your feelings. I'll be happy with Bry and Bradley and Briley. I told you to leave me. I also want you to be happy in the most beautiful place God has prepared for you."

Vara held back her tears and pulled her head from the arms of Arya who was still holding Vara's shoulder.

"Thank you Vara, I'm happy to hear that. Now, return.. I'm going home to where I'm supposed to be."

Arya kissed Vara's forehead very gently, then looked at Vara who was surprised by Arya's kiss on her forehead.

"Please give Bryllian my message.. Do not live in revenge, just leave the bad people who hurt you to the authorities. Because vengeance will make the hatred even bigger and unending."

Vara nodded her head slowly, making Arya comment on her leg smile.

"All right, I'm going ya.."

Arya slowly removed her hand from Vara's shoulder, then turned around and walked towards the light that suddenly appeared behind her. Arya entered into that bright light, having previously turned around and looked at Vara while moving her lips, saying something without a sound that made Vara cry again.

"I love you Zivara.."

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