So My First Two-Wife Love

Leaving the past

I will not take my revenge...

If hurting me is happiness for you then I will really find my happiness this time so that it can be a pain for you.

I will not dirty myself into being as evil as you by hurting you back.

To be honest when I can I want to be completely detached from you guys and live my own life like Juna told you if I had moved on. I would love to be able to really step away from leaving you with those bad memories in the past.

"Jasmine.." Jasmine...."

I stopped my steps when I heard Ruby call me. He then came down from the top of the pelaminan and approached me.

"You still angry?" ruby asked with a sad face, unfortunately I could no longer be satisfied by the expression that had deceived me many times before and the question immediately annoyed me. He asked so easily as if what they did to me was nothing big.

"I will always be angry." I replied coldly.

"Times are long gone, Jasmine. Enough is enough, we are family. How long do you want to be angry?"

Ruby was really testing my patience, her behavior acting like a female protagonist who was oppressed by me made me sick.

"family? When did my mother give birth to you?"

Ruby's tears dripped at my answer, she cried just as Gibran approached us. "But we have the same father!" her cries took hold of Gibran tightly.

My heart is hot, the pain is still the same as it used to be, maybe it hurts more now that they are officially married and they are blatantly showing their affection to me.

I slowly stepped closer, close enough that I could see Gibran's eyes so clearly and ignored Ruby who was still helpless.

The two of them were such a compatible couple, Gibran looked at me angrily, he was so unhappy that I had made his wife cry.

"Tell me your wife, stop looking for me. Your friendly invitation cards and photos have absolutely no effect on me right now. I think we're old enough to forget each other."

I saw Gibran's jaw harden, did he want to scold me like he used to when he kept scolding me for anything I did. There was not the slightest softness from the look in his eyes for me.

"I just want to get along with you, wherever you are my brother." Ruby spoke again, she even touched my hand. It felt like Dejavu, I thought back to when he touched my hand first and I pushed him because he was so angry that Gibran yelled at me after that.

Just when I found out that in Gibran's eyes, I and my feelings were nothing compared to Ruby's. They hurt me without guilt, and so do today. It would seem obvious if there was not the slightest bit of regret from Gibran for me.

"Being familiar with sending your friendly photos is the opposite. Don't play the word and show your cunning so emphatically." Juna suddenly snatched while releasing Ruby's hand which was holding mine. "That's not the way to apologize properly" continued Juna who had now tied her hand with mine and grasped me so tightly that I was able to feel her anger as well.

Juna helped me reinforce the absurdity of Gibran and also Ruby who still disturbed my life to this day and continued to scrape my old wounds.

"Here it is, there is no point in talking to a hard-hearted person" said Gibran who looks angry and immediately brought Ruby back up on the lap.

"It was as if my heart was hardened because of someone else..." My voice sounded slow. Gibran was completely turned away, I knew from the start but I was still getting hurt.

"Have it done, don't spend more of your energy on them. At least they know that you've completely changed." Juna advised me, he even embraced me so I could be more confident.

"Yes, I won't be in touch with them anymore."

"That's great!"

Juna smiled, he then took me step out of the place that made my chest stuffy from the beginning.

"Is that a sign that our relationship will move forward, not just a relationship without this status?"

"Hey Mr's. Juna Xander, we're bosses and officers. How can you not acknowledge me when I've always worked so hard for your company all this time?"

"Don't turn my words Mrs. Jasmine Xander, I really fell in love with you a long time ago at least be my lover first, I won't force you to marry again before you ask me yourself!"

"How can I believe that you yourself have labeled me by your last name."

"For you to get used to it..."

Oh if it were that easy to turn and run into his arms. Not that I never tried but every single thing we did there was never a single moment that could shake my heart, let alone vibrate, pound never. To be honest I felt sorry for Juna, I never again doubted his sincerity because he had accompanied me all this time it was just that my heart was like dry.

I was too scared to fall in love again...

"Don't hold on, I really don't know when my heart will heal" I said, stopping my steps just as we walked out of the ballroom.

"Why? I'm still not that old to give up getting your heart?" juna asked while looking at me gently.

I smiled again, once again Juna managed to lighten a little burden on my heart and after that we lived each of our lives.

I mean my life with Juna and Gibran's life with Ruby. That was our last meeting.

***

I went back to London, Juna's application was growing so rapidly, I knew he was an ordinary broad guy and ended up like our dream, we managed to bring the novel-reading application platform into the Indonesian market one year later.

So fast, who would have thought if we found many unexpected genius writers even though now I almost never again become a writer because I focus on being the editor-in-chief.

And today is the inauguration day of our office, it feels so good that everything we planned was almost accomplished.

Now Juna and I are shopping, we're going to have a little party at the office with the team we brought in specifically to develop this platform here because our headquarters is stable enough so that Juna and I can control it from afar.

That's right, me and Juna, I don't just serve as editor-in-chief because Juna will also appoint me as director here.

My career has been brilliant, except for my romance and my bad relationship with my father, my life has completely changed.

"What chicken meat is a cow?" ask Juna weighing.

"Cow dong.." answered me and Juna by according to enter several boxes of beef pieces. We're planning to throw a sabu-sabu party tonight.

We then moved forward pushing our nearly full grocery trolley while occasionally joking.

"Jasmine..."

Me and Juna immediately turned their heads compactly when someone called out to me.

The world seems so narrow or our soul mate's rope has not been completely cut off because I met them again.

Gibran and Ruby, they're shopping just like me, the difference is that Ruby is pregnant now but that's not what makes me silent because Gibran locked my eyes.

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