So My First Two-Wife Love

Happy ending

Thank you for all this pain. A pain I will never forget.

I stepped down from the stage and threw away the charter that I got just like it was meaningless and then I took my grandmother's hand away from this school.

My grandmother did not protest my actions at all, instead she was loyal to my side, stepping with me past the people who made me their spectacle now.

This disappointment is already too deep. That's how I felt when I got out of the room. Breathing in the same room as them made me almost die because I was constantly suffocating.

I'm tired, I'm really tired...

This situation is so scary, now the only person I have is my grandmother. He sat faithfully with me in the bus and continued to hold my hand tightly as if he was giving me extra strength when I was sure he was as broken as I was.

"Life is so unfair to us." I said, looking out the window that dewed as it rained again.

I have always loved the rainy season, but this rainy season I never expected.

"We can't force others to stay on our side." My grandmother replied in a voice that did not lose slowly.

"But we didn't even do anything wrong, but they bravely hurt us." I wiped my tears that were dripping again quickly before my grandmother came crying with me.

"Yes, life is unfair sometimes." My grandmother finally admitted it, her old body finally leaned on me.

"Grandmother always wishes you all the best because you are the life of your grandmother."

"me too... Me too, for me grandma is my world."

I heard my grandmother take a deep breath. "Jasmine, live happily after this. Go as far as you want, leave the wound here. Grandma will live, grandma won't leave until you get the happiness you lost in your life."

"Should... Grandma can't leave me because Grandma's the only happiness left in my life."

And so, my love story ends.

My first love is gone, my life is completely ruined.

My betrothal to Gibran and I just broke up, there's no more talking between our two families.

Since that day my grandmother shut the door of our house tightly and did not allow outsiders to enter our lives.

I'm going to leave all this behind, like what my grandmother said, I'm going to leave that wound here.

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"Grandmother must stay healthy until I return..."

I honestly don't want to go back. I will take my grandmother away with me if I succeed in leaving them completely.

Leaving those who hurt us...

I stared at the Gibran parents who were taking me because right when the taxi I ordered came, they also came and finally they forced me to continue to deliver my departure even though I had rejected it coldly before.

"Jasmine.." mama Gibran cried while touching my face and a second later she hugged my body, so tightly as if she was reluctant to let go.

"You can be angry with Gibran, but you'll always love you as much as you did before..."

"Yes Jasmine, don't hesitate to call papa and mama if you need anything." papa Gibran added as he touched my shoulder.

Finally mom Gibran let go of me after a while hugging me. I looked at those who were crying bitterly before me, but my heart was no longer the same. The way I looked at them had completely changed and it was all the fruit of my disappointment with Gibran.

"I put my grandmother down." I said with a flat expression, "Om.. Auntie..."

I immediately turned around and stepped away entering the examination room, leaving them before I again showed my destruction. It hurts so much, letting go of the affection they've been giving me all this time, but grasping them will only continue to hurt me.

Receiving affection from them would only hit me with the harsh reality if my love for Gibran clapped one hand, if Gibran had completely discarded me.

I took a quick step up, went upstairs and left them, entered a glassy hallway that allowed me to see those who were still staring at me down there. My grandmother smiled even though she kept wiping away her tears until I had to shake my head in a sign so that my grandmother would no longer cry but my steps stopped when I saw Gibran arrive with breathless breath. He looked at me and shook his head as if he wanted me to undo my intention to leave but then Ruby arrived together with my father.

I immediately turned my face away, continued my steps and ignored Gibran who tried to equalize our steps even though he was downstairs.

His voice did not reach my ears but I saw him fall to his knees down there. Maybe he was crying, but what can I expect from a man who doesn't love me, a man who unhesitatingly plays me?

I won't waver again this time, this pain has already reached my neck shaft and suffocated me. It hurts so much, Gibran...

Just once, I won't think about your feelings this time, like you who hadn't thought about my feelings all along.

Goodbye goodbye...

Later when we meet again, I hope my feelings for you have completely disappeared even though it may not be as fast as when I fell in love.

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